pure goosebumps moment... touching my soul.

love this song, I relate to it . Thak you for making it ❤️‍🩹

your voice, your words, the instrumental all combine to put my mind and heart at ease. thank you, for being you.

This song heals things I didn’t know were broken 🫶🏼❤️‍🩹

dreamer

Lyrics:

It's funny how life takes time
From under your fingers
Like snowfall takes the life
Of flowers in winter
We're all just passing by
Too quickly to linger
So scared we're gonna die
Before we begin to
Get done all the left undones
There's still so much I'm running from
I felt us start to fall in love
But I didn't see it through
Oh, what did I do?
Tried to follow my heart, follow my heart far from you
Oh, what did I do?
'Cause now I'm falling apart, falling apart far from you
You told me to fly away
You don't wanna weigh me down
But I'm drowning in all this space
My wings feel smaller now
Oh, what did I do?
I lay awake most nights
Painting a picture
Of what could be in my mind
If I didn't leave to
Get done all the left undones
There's still so much I'm running from
I felt us start to fall in love
But I didn't see it through
Oh, what did I do?
Tried to follow my heart, follow my heart far from you
Oh, what did I do?
'Cause now I'm falling apart, falling apart far from you
You told me to fly away
You don't wanna weigh me down
But I'm drowning in all this space
My wings feel smaller now
Oh, what did I do?
You told me to fly away
You don't wanna weigh me down
But I'm drowning in all this space
My wings feel smaller now
Oh, what did I do?

What Did I Do?

please hold me - Julia Alexa

Lyrics:

I can feel it
Day by day you're drifting farther
I can see it
In your eyes, you've lost the spark
I'm falling apart
Terrified of where your heart is
I hope it's not far
'Cause you're everything to me
Don't go, don't leave
I need you here right next to me
Don't go, I plead
I'm scared of what a mess I'll be
Don't go, baby
Don't leave me here in misery
Tell me the cost
Blood and tears, my flesh and bone
I'd give it all
Just say the word I know you won't, so
I'm falling apart
Terrified of where your heart is
I hope it's not far
'Cause you're everything to me
Don't go (don't go), don't leave (don't leave)
I need you here right next to me
Don't go (don't go), I plead (I plead)
I'm scared of what a mess I'll be
Don't go (don't go), baby (baby)
Don't leave me here in misery
Drown my heart in kerosene
Grab me by the heel, take what you need, 'cause
I need your light to guide my feet
Without you by my side, I'm left wandering, so
Drown my heart in kerosene
Grab me by the heel, take what you need, 'cause
I need your light to guide my feet
Without you by my side, I'm left wandering
Don't go, don't leave
I need you here right next to me
Don't go, I plead
I'm scared of what a mess I'll be
Don't go (don't go), baby (baby)
Don't leave me here in misery
Don't leave me here in misery
Don't leave me here in misery

Don’t Go, Don’t Leave

Don't Go, Don't Leave

Official audio by Maddy Hicks

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Written by Maddy Hicks
Produced by Daniel Weber
Mixed by Pedro Calloni
Art by Max Angles

I’m collecting people who hurt me
So I can rotate between them
And maybe not hurt as badly
And maybe learn how to leave them
It’s going ok
Some of them broke away
Somehow that hurt worse
Thought they would hurt first
But I’m the only one that gets broken
Guess broken things can keep breaking
And now I cry on my own
Cause I worry they’ll think I’m faking
I mean it is weird
How did I get here
No love in five years
At least these are my tears

Thought if I was telling the story
Putting guys in clear categories
Shutting off my heart and playing booksmart
I could just stay in the good parts
Where’d she go, the girl I used to be
Believed in love and still looked up to me
In the game too long, I think I lost her
Thought I was building my roster, but

I’m collecting people who hurt me
So I can rotate between them
And maybe not hurt as badly
And maybe learn how to leave them
It’s going ok
Some of them broke away
Somehow that hurt worse
Thought they would hurt first
But I’m the only one that gets broken
Guess broken things can keep breaking
And now I cry on my own
Cause I worry they’ll think I’m faking
I mean it is weird
How did I get here
No love in five years
At least these are my tears

Just say it, spit it out
You don’t want me around
I’ll give you space enough to leave me
But leave the door open if need be
And it’s all fun and games
Til I can’t love the same
I’m filling glasses left and right but
Soon there will be nothing left in mine, cause

I’m collecting people who hurt me
So I can rotate between them
And maybe not hurt as badly
And maybe learn how to leave them
It’s going ok
Some of them broke away
Somehow that hurt worse
Thought they would hurt first
But I’m the only one that gets broken
Guess broken things can keep breaking
And now I cry on my own
Cause I worry they’ll think I’m faking
I mean it is weird
How did I get here
No love in five years
At least these are my tears

Roster

nothing left to lose

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HIT ME HARD AND SOFT

SKINNY

Overnight, autumn was here. Time for beautiful love songs and memories of summer.

[Verse]
Leaves whisper low they talk in sighs
Brown to red the color cries
A forest fading soft and wide
The trees are weeping
Nowhere to hide

[Chorus]
And you
You're the ghost of autumn's hue
I see you
In every shade from gold to blue
Falling
Like the leaves I can't hold on to
You’re gone
But the wind still carries you

[Verse 2]
Footsteps crunch where silence grows
A path of shadows the maple shows
Your laughter’s echoes
Soft and thin
It’s in the air
It’s under my skin

[Prechorus]
The seasons turn
They always do
But nothing turns me away from you

[Chorus]
And you
You're the ghost of autumn's hue
I see you
In every shade from gold to blue
Falling
Like the leaves I can't hold on to
You’re gone
But the wind still carries you

[Bridge]
The branches bend but they don’t break
A scarlet dream in their quiet ache
I reach for you
But you’re smoke and sky
You’re every leaf that says goodbye

Autumn Ghosts

Who Really Cares: 

An album about Sex 
Or lack thereof 
And its consequences 
Or lack thereof

Music and Lyrics by Brad Petering 

Mixing and Mastering by Jason Wyman 

Additional Vocals from Amber Quintero and Maddie "Acid" Keaton 

"Cigarettes out the Window" and "For You" feature Frankie Cosmos samples, used with her permission. 

"Not Allowed" features samples from The Yeastie Girlz's "Ovary Action" 7 inch. Used with permission from the Girlz. 

The cover art is a slightly altered photograph taken by George M. Hester. Used with his permission. 

The liner note image with two people on a bed is a slightly altered photograph taken by the late M. Richard Kirstel. Used with permission from his family. 

As a friend once said: Thanks for yr ears
tags



Cigarettes Out The Window

Dark Red

"the way we used to love." coming this winter. . . my next album is on its way.

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LYRICS

i'm always so alone
even when surrounded 
by people that i know

i'm always so astounded
by my ability to ruin everything
losing friends and starting fires
everyone thinks i'm a liar

i always stay at home
cause i'm not good in public
i sit here on my phone

i'm always disappointed 
i watch them live their lives
i wish that i were happy
victim of my generation
time machines can not erase it

who am i supposed to be?
when will i be complete?
when will they be proud of me?
it's getting harder to see

slit my wrists, bloody fists
questioning why i exist

pain persists, evil gifts
fucking up my life to shit

i'm worthless, i'm worthless
i'm worthless, slit my wrists until i bleed out

i try to stay strong
no matter what i do,
i'm always in the wrong

it never gets easier,
but maybe that's the point
it's part of growing up
messing up and learning from it
that's just life, it's necessary

clinging to hope
what else is there to live for?
got nowhere to go
what else is pain good for?

i am confident that your life has purpose
it's okay, you will get through it
don't give up cause someone needs you

please, don't give up
gotta stay strong, gotta move on
gotta know hope, when you feel low
please, you gotta know
that someone needs you

please, don't give up
gotta stay strong, gotta move on
gotta know hope, when you feel low
please, you gotta know
that i need you

worthless

my new ep isaac's insects is out now https://smarturl.it/isaacsinsectsEPx

isaac's insects

suicide

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Hayd - Safe & Sound

hi, i write & sing <3
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