My dream, as always, was wonderful with that beautiful voice of Julie ..:>

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stuck in a bad dream - juli <3

i feel like lately in life
nobody can understand 
i hide my pain in my music 
that’s what we do when we men

i do not show how i feel 
i fake it you’d think i was fine 
honestly it’s getting hard
finding my way in this life 

my girl left in the past week and it kills me not to see her 
my heart breaks cause the damn shame when it’s my fault and i need her 
i loved you
and i told you 
you believe me 
but you still leave 
now i’m tryna stay but it’s so hard i’m holding on so i don’t bleed  

i’m writing songs till i feel alright 
and i’m 10 in but i’m not okay  
i’m looking back on them old days 
that i spent w you 
for you ran away 
for you go and change 
leave me all alone 
i don’t know to feel  
how am i to cope 
when the pills are gone  
and you not at home 
when i wanna die where am i to go
Tryna look forward in life 
But it’s hard since you left I been feelin alone
It’s you that’s been stuck on my mind 
Do shit out of spite 
It’s hard doin shit on my own 
Reluctant to listen to those who help 
But looking back now Shit I wish I had known 
Blinded by thoughts of the future I never saw all of the colors of you that was shown 

A smile is only a mask
Just Trying to cover my past 
Did you ever feel wrong for your lies
If you wanted to leave shoulda asked 

Shit at least did you ever regret
All those misleading things that you said
When you claimed you’d be better off dead
Overthinking just fucked up my head 

Bitch you never tried 
Can’t run from these problems there’s nowhere to hide
I’d Swallow a pill for I swallow my pride 
These Demons they talk in the back of mind 
I keep reaching out while you leave me behind 
Drown in my thoughts I don’t care to survive 
I rememeber you’re gone when I look to my side yea
Yea 
I know that you’re gone am I still on your mind

Waiting (feat. Maiza)

Lil soundcloud exclusive cause I realized the beat wasn't available for purchase after I made the song so enjoy this one on sc only

timeloop (Prod. Matthew May)

Nice to Meet Me

Nice to Meet Me (feat. Au/Ra)

dyemyhair

poison myself - Julia Alexa

it hasn't killed me yet - Julia Alexa

side effects

i'm sry i love u

Break Me Down

& The Lack Thereof

i hate writing songs that are happy

“AFTER YOU LEFT” is an experimental fusion of organic emotion and digital decay.
Dark, haunting — where cello, bagpipe drones, and fractured rhythms drift through static and silence.

AFTER YOU LEFT

not good enough

Professional Twitter comedian follow my accounts, https://Twitter.com/YupItsMacksAlt and https://Twitter.com/YupItsMack

hi, i write & sing <3
contact me on insta juliaalex.a
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@lonelymusic18
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stuck in a bad dream - juli <3

☆Julia Alexa☆

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