stuck in a bad dream - juli <3

Nothing seem matter anymore
Why am i here, i feel so alone
It’s like i got a dagger in my chest
All i wanna do is stay in bed
Think i got lost in the darkness
Trying to find my way back home
Why am i here, i feel so alone
I don’t wanna die, but i think i’m gone

Nothing seem matter anymore
Why am i here, i feel so alone
It’s like i got a dagger in my chest
All i wanna do is stay in bed
Think i got lost in the darkness
Trying to find my way back home
Why am i here, i feel so alone
I don’t wanna die, but i think i’m gone

Losing track of who i’m supposed to be
It’s hard to feel free
When you’re stuck in the in between
And all you want is someone to take you far
Away from where you are
A place to find your heart, again

Oh i’m not ready to give you up just yet
But right now it’s tough cause you can’t see the end

Nothing seem matter anymore
Why am i here, i feel so alone
It’s like i got a dagger in my chest
All i wanna do is stay in bed
Think i got lost in the darkness
Trying to find my way back home
Why am i here, i feel so alone
I don’t wanna die, but i think i’m gone

why am i here, i feel so alone

written and performed by: @futoh
mixed and mastered by: @futoh
produced by: @futoh
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wandering soul.
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lyrics:

the birds silent,
and I’m my own tyrant,
I rule over the world for a bit,
but then I snap,
the worlds not vibrant,
and it all just seems so violent,
in a prison of requirements,
I let go of my garments,
I’m the one without a target,
I’m free (im free),
I’m truly free (im truly free)
I got no fees to pay (no fees to pay),
I got no friends to make (no friends to make),
I got no goals to reach (no goals to reach),
I got no truth to seek (no truth to seek),
it’s only me myself and I,
the flowers blossom as we speak,
they pay attention
when no one else would,
but no one else should,
they’ll just laugh at me,
the apathy’s,
disgusting,
they just ask me for my money,
beat me till my nose is runny,
and then they’ll think it’s funny,
swear I’m better as a mummy
decompose into the earth,
I’ll be part of something greater,
in a hundred years,
when grass is green,
you’ll hear my name in fables,
but for now you only hear my name when teachers send me home,
(they send me home),
that kid was getting picked on,
and they left him all alone
(yea all alone)

nature sleeps and i'm still wandering (prod. futoh)

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stuck in a bad dream - juli <3

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