Imperfect Girl (with thekid.ACE)

No Surprises - Juliana Chahayed (Cover)

passing thought - written and performed by Juliana Chahayed Produced by Juliana Chahayed and Hubie 
passing thought (through the phone) - written and performed by Juliana Chahayed. Produced by Juliana Chahayed

passing thought (through the phone)

passing thought

Instrumental Piano Interlude re-creation of Congratulations by Mac Miller

Congratulations - piano instrumental

catch me i'm falling

kiss me~

Remember Me - Juliana Chahayed and Hubie (cover)

as I'm writing this and scheduling this upload on 11-14-25 I'm having a mental breakdown full of anxiety and dread and I really want to delet all my stuff. I constantly want to delete everything and I have to resist the urge. I feel I will eventually break. I am going to therapy for the first time next month but I don't know if that can save me. It feels like I'm trying to fill a hole that keeps getting bigger. I really want to delete all my accounts but I know I will regret it but I don't know how much longer I can keep doing this. My anxiety and dread is killing me today since my dad got out jail for something very bad and I don't even know if he's innocent. My step-dad is also very anxiety inducing and I almost harmed him last week but held back. Him and my mom are fighting but he's a very good Manipulator and he's trying to manipulate me too. I need help but no one can save me but myself. I don't know what to do. My therapist appointment is next month but it's hard to keep waiting since I should have went to one when I was little. I'm so mentally drained and confused constantly. Oh my god I don't know what to do. I don't want attention or fans at all but I want to be heard but it kills me knowing people might hear my stuff. Fuck

rotting_in_myhole

Tired of wanting to add this to playlists and it not being on soundcloud so im ending my suffering

Buds

Surf Curse-In My Head Till I'm Dead

see myself in a screen
wasting days, counting weeks
getting more familiar with how you speak
while you're away from me
but i don't want to say goodbye
because it's safer when i'm by your side
i want to be near you
like i'm meant to

but hey
i think it's going to be alright
when we're sleeping and i'm by your side
i want to learn to fly
but it's safer when i stay inside

i want you
but the monster
won't let me
escape here

by your side

As popularized on TikTok, I've done the best I can to recreate it and slow it down so that it sounds perfect, reminding you of those moments...

Takedown from Arista Records or Joy Again is not needed; monetization is not active on this track.