A tale of unrequited love because if it was anything more, I would lose a valuable friendship, so I'm forced to love them from afar without overstepping the boundaries set in place. Not only that, but the special someone in their heart isn't me as much as I wanted it to. 

Overtime, I realized that I've come to appreciate quite a few qualities of my muse for this song and though this love is one I cannot have, I will wait patiently for the love I deserve...because eventually, it will come to me. 

PS: quality is not the best because there was too much gain in some areas, but I will get this song recorded sometime so you guys can hear it in its final form :)

LYRICS:
VERSE 1
My kinda love settles for the distance 
Dont know how to approach or when 
I stay back off to the side and indulge in 
The many illusions of my mind 
The many illusions my mind continues to give 

CHORUS
My kinda love is hushed and slow 
Like the sea waving to the sky and caressing the shore 
Its languid, its bountiful and gradual 
Magnetized, a constant pull x2 

VERSE 2
My kinda love doesnt cross the threshold
It stays behind the lines 
With your own comfort in mind 
Though i wish to steal you just one time 
I keep that wish hidden, i keep it hard to find ]
Respecting the very thin lines 

BRIDGE 
Come close to breaking the law 
But consequences come w/ crimes
I dont want to pay the fine of losing you

My Kinda Love (prod. keymebeat)

Ripened

Dusting off the curio,
Pouring tea for nobody,
Hours in the atrium,
Where I cannot be bothered,
Custom tailored suit to show,
Life pursuit is agony,
Stagnant puddle sip to know,
The life that it can offer,
Pardon my style I shake like a leaf,
Step on a rake when there's work to be done,
There is laughing outside ain't my kinda scene,
Gesture to waive as they leave me behind,
Corn stalk towers I sit below don't understand the gravity,
Healthy caterpillars in my shitty little garden,
Starve the root the shits too grown,
Will I renew the rivalry,
Casket close that's how you chose stupid fucking martyr,
Working all night covering seeds,
Just so happen the trash I leave has sun dried,
Call from the poor they said it's too sweet,
Chucked to the side out of reach of the wide,

Atrium (lyrics)(demo)

sitting on your back porch
recount the way you say my name
braid your hair til sundown
time with you is so unparalleled 

we only speak in black and white
find the time and then its gone
assume the worst sometimes
wish you’d always keep your light on

a snail on the sidewalk
caught in the breeze
its all uphill
melting the pavement
under my feet
its all uphill

its fine if you stay where you are
its fine i wont go very far

the past is such a blur
its too easy to idealize
justify your hurt
find a new vice to glorify









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written/vocals by me
rhythm guitar by me
special thnx to @goodboycheerleader for help on lead guitar & bass

hologram girl

Another Michael - New Music

Another Michael - What Gives?

Track 5 from my EP, "A Thousand Winds." 

Lyrics:

I walked down to Mirror Lake
Tracing pictures in the waves
Memories gone to faded blue
Souvenirs I have of you
All I knew

Still I wait by the waterside
Till the hour dies
And I wait by the waterside 
Till the hour dies

Fallen faces left behind
Valley carved in space and time
Will we find a way to reach
Atmospheric unity
You and me?

Still I wait by the waterside
Till the hour dies
I can wait for you all the time
But I know you’ve died

I walked down to Mirror Lake
One more life evaporates
All I wanted was to see
Your reflection next to me

Mirror Lake

written, recorded and produced by oopsie
art by oopsie

lyrics:
i am alone
and i’m okay, although you don’t think so
i don’t wanna be
your friend if you’re mean to me

i know it’s hard when i forget
and call you when i’m looking for some love
and i know i’m looking in the wrong places
and you hate that when i push you its more like a shove
i’m not making it any easier

all the money i would spend
all the letters i would send
you condescend, you’ve been through this
while i’m holdin’ on till the bitter end
swore our love was a godsend
but yell when i can’t comprehend
i wanna let go and amend 
if i lost you my world would end

take a swim and wonder why i’m wet,
i’m not you’re little pet
this time i won’t forget, 
only thing i still regret
take time so that it doesn’t hurt
and i know you’re an introvert now
while you’re in my t-shirt 
you’re in my t-shirt

you owe me sorries,
owe me apologies.
you should be on your knees,
you should be begging please.
i know that i’m wrong, too,
but i’ve been good to you.
and if you care at all
you’ll tear down the wall
you built between us

Atrium (lyrics)(demo)

julian engine