Ecstacy

Ecstacy (Prod. wurlishmouk)

waking up with no sunlight felt it in my bones
my friends were crying all night cause they thought I was gone
lay down in the porch lights trynna bring me to earth
wipe those tears cause I’m making it home this time

waking up with no sunlight felt it in my bones
my friends were crying all night cause they thought I was gone
sit down in the porch lights tend to wait for a call
I shouldn’t have made it through the night 
But I made it out alive fuck everybody saying I won’t

real soon I’ll be ready to go
real soon ima take another pill and some more
this noon ima show you what’s left
this noon ima give it my all
six pills i can’t take anymore
more pills and i would’ve put an end to it all
ima sad kid i cant let momma know
i cant stand seeing her cry anymore

save me but nobody ever gave a fuck
it’s me, can’t nobody see me through these walls
xan, lean I’ll experiment in this cup
all geeked in my bedroom all docked alone
four weeks and nobody has hit my phone
the only text that I get is when I hit my plug
the only voice is slowly getting numb
chemicals in my head got me going dumb

waking up with no sunlight felt it in my bones
my friends were crying all night cause they thought I was gone
lay down in the porch lights trynna bring me to earth
wipe those tears cause I’m making it home this time

suisside- pills (prod. x10derrick)

Sing it with you, follow along
Ima be with you til the end of the fall
Coming with you, take me along
You gonna be with me til the end of the fall
Cop me some shoes, buy you a boat
You gonna be with me if you like it or not
She killing the moon, thirsty for blood
I was getting high when you called me

That reminds me all I got 
When I drown in death, off a pill I’m not coming back
That reminds me I could die
Keep your name on my mind, for the kill I won’t let you die
Coming like you want me to stay 
I got blood in my brain, but you wanna be this way
Acting like you work for the feds, girl I meant what I said
You don’t have be this way

Sing it with you, follow along
Ima be with you til the end of the fall
Coming with you, take me along
You gonna be with me til the end of the fall
Cop me some shoes, buy you a boat
You gonna be with me if you like it or not
She killing the moon, thirsty for blood
I was getting high when you called me

That reminds me all I got 
When I drown in death, off a pill I’m not coming back
That reminds me I could die
Keep your name on my mind, for the kill I won’t let you die
Coming like you want me to stay 
I got blood in my brain, but you wanna be this way
Acting like you work for the feds, girl I meant what I said
You don’t have be this way

burden [prod by metlast]

june myst