Maybe I'm sick, and maybe that makes me contagious
No matter what, I know you want me gone
Sick to my stomach, I fail to emulate everyone else
Who loves or pleases you

Oh, smoking cigarettes
Maybe I'll get you to hate me even more
I know that there is nothing you can blame me for
But you find a way

Cutting out my tongue, well it won't make it any better
You always find a way to make it hurt
I'm getting ready to hate you for the things that I'll do wrong
Like hanging from the ceiling
Or bleeding on the floor

Oh, but lighting things on fire
Maybe I'll get you to hate me even more
Oh, I know that there is nothing you can blame me for

And I won't hesitate to bite like a dog if you come back around
And I can't really say if you made me this way
Or if I'm forever bound to misery

Smoking cigarettes
Maybe I'll get you to hate me even more
I know now there is nothing I should blame you for
But I find a way

serenades for the false-hearted

hatesick

If you have high nostalgia for Lana UV era or just love her than listen to Algernon 🖤💗

Algernon

high gravity

i will always haunt you

Summit Song

the great cavern beneath us (pt. I) demo

Ah this and that said
I come down the stairs
And I was by your eyes, and you were there.
found you in the morning capsized
alone, oh wonderful midnight
a blonde angel for my heart to belong to

Oh You and I
You and I, you and I, you and I, you and I
All for you and I

Especially in the magnesium
I asked her for a cure from stress with a stranger
She asked me, Did I hurt you just then
I said, No but you're hurting me now.
and the light turned on
And the rains turned her on

oh you and I
all for you and I, you and I, you and I
All for you and I, you and I, you and I
All for you

The light turned off my baby's tears
the door snapped slammed
spend the day by the water remembering
how you left her
with your hands in your pockets as you faced me
dark communication so light
this garden of lights
as you and I
are mistaken from the starlight
I need you, reach you
will you reach inside of me
There's a power moving me to stay
I won't spend another day
Without you and I
you and I, you and I,
oh you and I
all for you

Jeff Buckley - You and I (Guitar Version)

Favorite Son

💙 The Miracle Syndicate — Faint Blue Smile

The rim of a chipped glass
Cuts a cold crescent into her thumb.
She doesn’t flinch —
Just watches the tram doors close on no one.

A grey coat soaks up rain,
But her face moves, rehearsed —
A faint blue smile stitched across
The ruins of a thought.

You see them, don’t you?
You see the watchers too?

And she grips, she holds
The stranger’s hand too long, too tight.
She grips, she holds
And wonders who’s holding whom tonight.

Behind every movement,
A shadow stirs awake.
Behind every signal,
The edge begins to shake.
Don’t trust the face,
Don’t trust the eyes —
The faint blue smile
Knows how to lie.

Empty café windows
Press reflections into skin.
Inside, a girl peels labels off a bottle;
Outside, she’s peeling her own grin.

And she grips, she holds
The doorframe like it’s her last.
She grips, she holds
But knows she’s fading fast.

Behind every movement,
A shadow stirs awake.
Behind every signal,
The edge begins to shake.
Don’t trust the face,
Don’t trust the eyes —
The faint blue smile
Knows how to lie.

I laugh with you but count the exits.
I smile at you but check the knives.
I dance with you but mark the door —
This is the heart of staying alive.

Do you see me now?

Credits:

Elena Morgenstern: Vox, Synths & Sequencers
Nayeli Astra: Backing Vox, Guitar
Brad Astra: Programming, Percussion, Bass Guitar, Rhythm Guitar

Special Thanks:
To the ravens who guided our melodies, the universe for its endless inspiration, and to everyone who has been part of this journey. This music collection is dedicated to those who dream with their eyes open.

In Loving Memory:
To Rio, who always listened. 🐾🖤✨

Recorded at:
Nude Studio · Calgary, Alberta

Artwork + Photography:
Brad Astra

Label:
Painful Records Ltd.

© 2025 The Miracle Syndicate · All rights reserved
Written and Produced by Brad Astra

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