random stuff

first attempt at shoegaze, no lyrics cause my voice is fried rn     -      produced mixed and mastered by me nonetheless

open your eyes

requiem for you - scars on your heart demo

open your eyes is back up so enjoy the double upload :>

all prod and vocals by me as always

ode to home by aprilflowers

Somewhere in the future
We have our own little home
The cold nights in winter
No longer sleeping alone

When its the spring time
The flowers bloom in the garden
Warm tea and windchimes
Our lives have only just started
When evening comes you hold me close
And sleep

I found your letter
Pinned to our tree
Taped to the paper
Pictures you took of me

ode to home

Written By IzzyHendrix
Original Composer Chopper
Vocals By IzzyHendrix

Lyrics-

Oh these nightmares, they've come to attack me im scared.

I see some pleasure in our fears, how the fuck do we get from outta here.

You can save all those little fake fucking tears.

You should know i dont fucking care about em.

And im always gonna be right there.

So tell me why are you scared, theres pleasure in your nightmares.

hey 
hey

So tell me why are you scared, theres pleasure in your nightmares.

hey
hey

So tell me why are you scared, theres pleasure in your nightmares.

Oh these nightmares, they've come to attack me im scared.

I see some pleasure in our fears, how the fuck do we get from outta here.

You can save all those little fake fucking tears.

You should know i dont fucking care about em.

And im always gonna be right there.

So tell me why are you scared, theres pleasure in your nightmares.

hey 
hey

So tell me why are you scared, theres pleasure in your nightmares.

hey
hey

So tell me why are you scared, theres pleasure in your nightmares.

pleasure in nightmares

all prod. me, shoutout cherish for the verse

creek

standing too close to the sun

the neuropeptide vasopressin in the brain is involved in the regulation of various social behaviors

I won’t break myself anymore
Cause I 
Wish you could see my view
From my eyes

Oh girl
I know it’s true
Give me a sign
To get over you

I think we were brought together
Chemically
Our bonds weaker and weaker

You don’t wanna see her face
Don’t go back to her place
Cause her halos gone
But you'll still write her a song

vasopressin

prod. junk (me duh)

Our time spent together 
Might as well been wasted time
And I miss you and I
But ask me in person
I’ll say I’m fine

Yeah I get fever
When I smell your perfume walking by
I see your face then look at mine
Comparing myself to your guy

Am I in
Your gravely line of sight
Every time I go to look at you
I feel a piercing from your eyes

And it comes in shocks
Yeah it’s no surprise 
I’m fantasizing conversations
Alone in my bed at night 

Yeah girl I speak the truth
Theres one girl I want
The one girl is you

Yeah and I don’t know what to do
You make confused 
Can you text me soon

fantasizing conversations

prod. me :p

I miss her face
I’m sorry I talk about her too much

I miss her smile
It sucks I haven’t seen her in a while

I miss her hair
Now I’m all alone and it’s no fair

I miss her
Being by my side

Remember how I want it my way
Thought I saw you out last Friday
I went to go run some errands
Saw a chick that had
Your type of hair and
I wanted to text you what I saw
But my phone wasn’t turning on
I should’ve took it as a sign
That you’re here at all times

Now it sucks
Cause summers over
And I moved away
Can’t get any closer
All I have are
Pictures of you and me
It’s a such tragedy 
I’m gone for good
You wanna hold on
I don’t think you should
Just keep memories
Of the times we had
If that’s enough 
Then I’ll be glad

tragedy

may 2025 throwawaylol

where the fuck did all the time go
sick of everything that i know
like im runnin wit a blindfold
try to change my mind like vitiligo
im jus tryna let you know what i know
baby we don't need a title
baby love is suicidal
im sayin i cant let u die, no
i don't think we fit for survival

if we walk alone
i can take the long way here
you can take the short way home
i can walk you all upstairs
promise me that you'll stay home
tell me what i mean to you, i been tryna stay strong
girl, you all on my mindddd
everyday
everytime
girl, i need you alive
i need you by my side 
there ain no other chance
i can't meet your demands
go from london to france
but i can't buy a chance to talk to you

where the fuck did all the time go
sick of everything that i know
like im runnin wit a blindfold
try to change my mind like vitiligo
im jus tryna let you know what i know
baby we don't need a title
baby love is suicidal
im sayin i cant let u die, no
i don't think we fit for survival

if you walk w me
lemme make it clear
i just wanna say this to you
i just wanna say this to you
bbg we got history
lemme jus leave it a mystery
just listen to me closely
i don't wanna lie so to speak

take a minute
i just want attention that im givin 
i just wanna see you for a living
ion even wanna know if i be trippin
can you jus tell the truth
im a fool
i believe
in your lies,
in you
in you
in you
in you
in you

where the fuck did all the time go
sick of everything that i know
like im runnin wit a blindfold
try to change my mind like vitiligo
im jus tryna let you know what i know
baby we don't need a title
baby love is suicidal
im sayin i cant let u die, no
i don't think we fit for survival
sick of everything that i know
like im runnin wit a blindfold
try to change my mind like vitiligo
im jus tryna let you know what i know
baby we don't need a title
baby love is suicidal
im sayin i cant let u die, no
i don't think we fit for survival

vitiligo

Album stemming under the pro-AMBUMAN umbrella. Their first alternative outfit, disguising familiar themes under infectious hooks and heartfelt lyrics. This jam-packed, all-inclusive project creates an impressive world for the up and coming one-piece band - BANG COSBY.

Production, mixing, mastering, guitar performances, vocal performances, engineering : BANG COSBY.

fantasizing conversations

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