Shefs Kiss

you can catch me making stroganoff out of my loves intestines
you seem like you havent had enough do you have room for seconds
i love every moment of my life, oh how its such a blessing
except when the world just fucks me off, oh wait thats every second
pick me up
after the dance,
take me home dad
i was in the bathroom
cutting wrists
fuck my hands
i just wanted a second with that girl
oh
i know she'll never want me though
crashing a brick into someone elses window

crashing a brick into someone elses window

spotify

youll never ever know

actual release date is - March 10 2025

I wanna live inside your home, but you're not in my range
I wanna grab you by the face and tell you that it's okay
Wish I could tell you how I'm feeling, but I feel too ashamed
I put the blame on you, but I'm the one that ruined my name

I keep on staring at the negative, the positive's fake
You keep on telling me you love me, but that's subject to change
About to tie this rope and hang it, cause it's written in my name
Ouuh, it's such a pretty day to go blow out my brains

I wanna move away and tell my friends goodbye
Cause I've been sitting in my filth, which makes it harder to try
Sometimes I wish that I was born in 1995
Cause then I wouldn't get the chance to even live this life

Not breathing, you're dreaming
I'm leaving, you're seething
All that trauma guess I never learned my lesson
I guess every song of mine is a confession

that bitch ruined my reputation

Oh wait I thought I caught her, and now I’ve really gotta
In love with Mary wanna
Tell her the same thing

Oh wait I thought I caught her, and now I’ve really gotta
In love with Mary wanna
Tell her the same damn thing

I’m just so scared of
Of what could come up
She’s looking for me and she’s seeing things I never did

helen - god i love mary

https://open.spotify.com/track/7o1QmLSt2aycZ7kmqmwBTs?si=w57ZCIskQoud_KutX4WcTA

prod. me 

(lyrics)
walk around and im hating your bones
when i get home im ending it all
i feel someone is not going home
and that someone just happen to be you

and i can’t stop
thinking of you
get out my head
you have no clue

and i get u don’t want to grow up
but its time for you to fucking get up
stand up straight and forget what’s gone wrong
cuz i want you to get ahead from now on

im better off all alone
just if it means you’ll do okay on your own

but better if i can go
it might just be that i can fail on and on

and i can’t stop
thinking of you
get out my head
you have no clue

and i can’t stop
(better to rot)
thinking of you
(im wasting my life)
get out my head
(breakneck suicide)
you have no clue
(you fucking thot)

when i get home im ending it all

all prod. me, shoutout cherish for the verse

creek

standing too close to the sun

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