I know you wouldn’t care if I bailed out
You don’t need to hear what I think
About these girls you mention
Like I’m seeing anyone else but you

I didn’t buy these tickets for no reason
I also didn’t ask if you’d go
You know they say falls the season
For girls to admit they loved you so

I knew you were planning to leave me
Girl you know it’s hard to deceive me
I still love the lies that you feed me
I said do what makes you happy

I knew you were planning to leave me
Just say that you love making me bleed
They just want you to reject me, see?
I don’t really like nobody

Me
You stay away from me
I’ll keep my glasses pink
Nobody really gets you like me

Me
What we had was sweet
If you stay I’ll be a treat
You’re the only one who
Keeps me on my feet

I knew you were planning to leave me

prod me as always <3

It feels so quiet here tonight
sun has faded away
in sparkles of light
I'm all alone here
I wish u were with me
I'll heal with time
I try to believe

I'll wish on a shooting star
that spring will return sooner
try not to fall apart

autumn is coming
winter feels numbing
summer has passed me by
what's in it for me

spring will return

teenage boy music

you, you, you, you, you, you, you, YOU, YOU

with @czden

@cherishourmemories
dont try to hide your face from me
why cant we make it all believe
running circles around my head
when i saw that girl she said she wants me dead
im not hearing none of the words that u said
just lay in my bed and wait for the time to pass us by

@czden
dont testify your sins to me
youre a meltdown crying out no sympathy
how can it be
youre dead to me
dont talk to me no more
thats what u said to me

go cry your last tears cause its time
theres no more hope i
cant rely on no one
to just go and rewind time

@cherishourmemories
dont try to hide your face from me
why cant we make it all believe
running circles around my head
when i saw that girl she said she wants me dead
im not hearing none of the words that u said
just lay in my bed and wait for the time to pass us by
let it pass us by 
we're always arguing and fighting baby pick a side
you say im wrong and that ur right but we know its a lie
we know its a lie

pass us by w/ czden

some more alt rock enjoy :)

woke up again to the autumn moon
stayed up all night sad and confused
I know there's nothing left to do
I don't have anything without you

I saw you there your ice cold eyes
walking away piercing the night
I take one look then shake my head
She's holding hands with him instead

baby you know me
too well you control me
I try to tell you that it hurts
you look at me I lose my words

everything's not enough for you
I don't have anything left to prove
I think I know who you will choose
I'll leave I know you want me to

leave me behind

happy halloween rockers

Spotify: https://spotify.link/4vprXxd5NXb

prod by. me

w/ @piggybank112

@redizesux

I couldn't wait for ya
On halloween cuz I was left on seen
You left me with just tricks no treats
And dirty kisses that'll rot my teeth
Honestly you should've just od'd
Would've made my night just oh so sweet

But I'm getting really tired of 
Being left alone yeah I feel so lame
And you're to blame
You're the fucking one
 to blame

@piggybank112

Your cherry chapstick
Was about to touch my lips
Halloween baby
No more time my mom says come home
And don’t be late
And i tried to stay long 
Before are Halloween date
We got out of the car
You took of going so far
Going around the town
I couldn’t see you in the dark

stood up on halloween

stood up on halloween w/piggybank112

She can’t marry rich
Doll you look so unzipped
Your plan has broken
Lost all hope and whining

There's a new club in town
How it’s been for generations
Fires out the barrels
Waiting for ignition 

He’s not sorted out he’s bizarre
Knowing that tears won’t make it far
Just to change my schedule
I gotta wait till the fall

No facial hair at the bars
Nobody's picking up guitars
They say
Why do anything at all

When things come push to shove
We go in debt to buy a gun
We have no money
To buy gifts
When times are merry

We do things just because 
Maybe it was better as it was
But at least I can go out
And get married

Those before us try to scold
Don’t give a damn what it’s about

There’s a new men’s club in town

My rooms stayed a wreck
I’m glad she hasn’t seen this mess
Nothings figured out
And I have no time

My rooms stayed a wreck
Too many cuts from these frets
Nothings figured out
But I gotta say yes

buying pepsi (new men's club)

(heavily inspired in alex g if u didnt notice)

https://open.spotify.com/intl-es/track/4qTuSrh4cCtNUrTJ2BvPih?si=61a65c3faa7c4e48

lyrics:
ready set go
scared of sex i know
blow up your phone
and hate my guts

“lifes fast you know”
“make most of it” oh
ill start tomorrow
tonight ill stay in bed

oh oh oh oh
youre fading away
oh oh oh oh
crawl up on your nest
oh oh oh oh 
youre trying your best
oh oh oh oh 
but you can never rest

nest

i made rhis like a month or 2 ago
prod @adderal911adderal

im scared asf

prod. me :)

And I cant
Go outside 
The strobe lights
Will get me

And you ask
If I’ll wait
Yes I will
Yes I will

And I can’t
Meet new eyes
On your thighs
Traced my hand

I’m not real
I’m long gone
Yes I am
Yes I am

You made me hide my face girl
I hate it

(tuning: eg#dgbe)

theres no record of him ever existing demo

Junkermail