leave it to me to turn a midwest emo idea into a disney song lol
everything produced by me, thank you @rvbes for the verse :)
(and @rubys_moodring for outro vocals)

me:
Another night in silence
I lost track of the score
Vines that hang down from the walls
That grow to mingle with the floor
If fortune favors the brave
I'll tell you now that I'll stay poor
Unfortunate timing
Life is never an open door

There's something in the forest
That is urging me to stay
WIldflowers decomposing
Life will renew everyday
Sing it loud and hear it echoing
Through every open cave
It's a story that we're living
There's no need to be afraid

@Rvbes:
ooh if only I knew
how much I'd missing you
just a shadow in your window
but you don't even know
listening to our favourite songs
we haven't talked in so long 
sitting on my bed thinking about the first time we met
then I look at your last goodbye
on yet another 
sleepless night
couldn't do it but at least I tried

me:
Everything's ok my dear
Anything you need just ask
You know that I'll be here

me and @rubys_moodring:
Through thick and thin
Through hell and back
I'll be here for you
I'll be here for you

no need to be afraid w/Rvbes

requiem for you - my life

prod me

Spotify: https://spotify.link/4rurM8lhGXb

w/ requiem

@redizesux

That's just the way things go
Sometimes the truth really blows
I'd say go get her but honestly it's better
If you just let her go
let her go, let her go

How does it feel now
When you're so sick and tired of yourself
Then your days get so hard you can just scream help
Oh well

@requiem-for-you

How does it feel to let her go
I know these are the worst times
And I know it's not the first time
But you're kicking me down in the dirt oh, oh
I really can't explain how it hurts

Truth hurts but you really gotta let things go
Truth hurts and I know your tired of being alone

the truth fucking blows

the truth fucking blows w/requiem for you

She can’t marry rich
Doll you look so unzipped
Your plan has broken
Lost all hope and whining

There's a new club in town
How it’s been for generations
Fires out the barrels
Waiting for ignition 

He’s not sorted out he’s bizarre
Knowing that tears won’t make it far
Just to change my schedule
I gotta wait till the fall

No facial hair at the bars
Nobody's picking up guitars
They say
Why do anything at all

When things come push to shove
We go in debt to buy a gun
We have no money
To buy gifts
When times are merry

We do things just because 
Maybe it was better as it was
But at least I can go out
And get married

Those before us try to scold
Don’t give a damn what it’s about

There’s a new men’s club in town

My rooms stayed a wreck
I’m glad she hasn’t seen this mess
Nothings figured out
And I have no time

My rooms stayed a wreck
Too many cuts from these frets
Nothings figured out
But I gotta say yes

buying pepsi (new men's club)

prod. me as always

Feels like I
Fell in love
For the first time again

I’m desperate 
Not enough 
I miss you so

Can you tell
I’m a freak
From the way that I look

I’m pissed at your answer 
What do you know

I am love

what do you know

w/ @aprilflowers11

prod. me

Any time I joke
You force your laugh
Any time you grin
I can’t hold back

I just wanna hold you so damn close
But if I’d asked you’d just say no

When we hung out last weekend
I thought this could really be something more girl

Now I’m just balled up on my floor girl
And its too much I just can’t ignore girl

Im sorry I can’t dance with you
I’m really shy believe girl that’s true
When we lock eyes I can’t help but blink
I wish I could show you just what I think

Im sorry I can’t dance with you
I tried to practice it in my room
Would it be fine if I don’t move on
And I'll still sing the same old love songs 

-

Can I ask you why
You mess with me like
I'm some beat up toy
Can't remember how
I used to feel
But I'm just left annoyed

Waited four whole weeks to hear
Another word I'm missing you
I just can't avoid my fears
It's what happens when I fall too soon


im sorry i cant dance with you

i hate myself (cover)

prod. me :)

And I cant
Go outside 
The strobe lights
Will get me

And you ask
If I’ll wait
Yes I will
Yes I will

And I can’t
Meet new eyes
On your thighs
Traced my hand

I’m not real
I’m long gone
Yes I am
Yes I am

You made me hide my face girl
I hate it

(tuning: eg#dgbe)

theres no record of him ever existing demo

no i cant understand why ud care for me
i make bad decisions n now everyones suffering
u talked sum sense into me now i understand
i gotta care abt me n all the ppl i have

all the things that
u said they stuck
dont wanna lose a friend
i know i suck
but ill better myself
look after me n my health
i dont got nothin else
if i needed would u help?

no i cant understand why ud care for me
i make bad decisions n now everyones suffering
u talked sum sense into me now i understand
i gotta care abt me n all the ppl i have

i cant know that
know how it hurt u so bad
x2

no i cant understand why ud care for me
i make bad decisions n now everyones suffering
u talked sum sense into me now i understand
i gotta care abt me n all the ppl i have

suffering

(prod.micheal harrison)

are you gonna stay Even after I take my life away ? baby we promised each other that we was gonna stay forever cause I don't want you and no one to be together except for us cause baby I'm too godamn in love with you oh baby just promise me that'll you stay when I'm  gone baby I haven't been feeling right so I might as well just end it all 
and I'm sorry that I'm gone but promise me that'll you stay with me x3

theres no record of him ever existing demo

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