the neuropeptide vasopressin in the brain is involved in the regulation of various social behaviors

I won’t break myself anymore
Cause I 
Wish you could see my view
From my eyes

Oh girl
I know it’s true
Give me a sign
To get over you

I think we were brought together
Chemically
Our bonds weaker and weaker

You don’t wanna see her face
Don’t go back to her place
Cause her halos gone
But you'll still write her a song

vasopressin

requiem for you - my life

prod me

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7vHdg7qWSBJekaV1Bite3K?si=vPJTCMGMTkyVvQ2UOaeXLA

Hey, I'm sorry
About what I said that night
I couldn’t stop you from running 
At your party
We might get some closure now
So can we just get to talking

I tried to get you back 
I'm drowning in your green text
And I'm just so upset

party foul

Please keep trying

prod me as always

tired arms, your moon tattoo
a silent witness in your view
how you're falling out of sight
sleep Is all that you can do

cannibal insides
hysteria clouds your mind
wish that you could feel your cries
stay forever by your side

you're walking to the edge
one foot in your grave
floating away

you just want to feel your skin
dissolve
free again

dissolve

She can’t marry rich
Doll you look so unzipped
Your plan has broken
Lost all hope and whining

There's a new club in town
How it’s been for generations
Fires out the barrels
Waiting for ignition 

He’s not sorted out he’s bizarre
Knowing that tears won’t make it far
Just to change my schedule
I gotta wait till the fall

No facial hair at the bars
Nobody's picking up guitars
They say
Why do anything at all

When things come push to shove
We go in debt to buy a gun
We have no money
To buy gifts
When times are merry

We do things just because 
Maybe it was better as it was
But at least I can go out
And get married

Those before us try to scold
Don’t give a damn what it’s about

There’s a new men’s club in town

My rooms stayed a wreck
I’m glad she hasn’t seen this mess
Nothings figured out
And I have no time

My rooms stayed a wreck
Too many cuts from these frets
Nothings figured out
But I gotta say yes

buying pepsi (new men's club)

prod. me as always

Feels like I
Fell in love
For the first time again

I’m desperate 
Not enough 
I miss you so

Can you tell
I’m a freak
From the way that I look

I’m pissed at your answer 
What do you know

I am love

what do you know

prod. me :)

And I cant
Go outside 
The strobe lights
Will get me

And you ask
If I’ll wait
Yes I will
Yes I will

And I can’t
Meet new eyes
On your thighs
Traced my hand

I’m not real
I’m long gone
Yes I am
Yes I am

You made me hide my face girl
I hate it

(tuning: eg#dgbe)

theres no record of him ever existing demo

prod me

live forever
talk about it
stay together
ditch the banquet
on tether
crawling on me
cold november
chains are faulty

I want to go home again
turn on the fire and close me in
cloudy skies and flowers wither
snow falls on the roof this winter
and every time I fall asleep
imagining you're close to me
and even though ill overheat
just holding you is all I need

its the season ill get distant
winter is life's intermission
schools will let out, Christmas wishes
my wish is that ill burn these bridges
older friends won't talk to me
I think too long it gets hard to breathe
I wonder why I made them leave
but its ok its a relief

you'll go home to see your sister
hug your mom and dad ill wonder
why my father moved so southern
when everything had went asunder
I guess for him its for the better
avoids the Pennsylvania weather
thats always grey and freezing cold
the constant potholes, icy roads

you'll spend your time busy working
and ill still spend my time just hurting
in my room ill try to write a song
something that just can't be done
at least you'll still try to see me
it will be dark here when you leave
early bed to make it through
everything's a mess except for you

chains

prod by me, ty @talking-after-hours for help on the song & verse :>

me:
can I believe
that look in ur eyes
falling apart from the inside
walking with you
crunching the snow
what do I do can't let this go
I can't overstep
I cant open up
wonder how ive run out of luck
I watch from afar
you drive away home

brushing it off
pull the dagger out
nothing hurts anymore
remember how you said
you want me but
you left me on the floor
see you the next day
on the bench where you told me
that this should end
but can I ask you
why do you oh why do you pretend

@talking-after-hours:
it's been a year since we last spoke
i'm holding on to the things you told
and i'm still waiting for your call
but you dropped me after all

every good thing looks like you
i'm just helpless waiting for you to pass right through
you'd replace me but i could never replace you
do you know all of the things to me that you still do?

what do you know

junkermail