Produced by TOMMYXBEO
Additional production by juno avalon
written and performed by juno avalon 

I close the door soft
They don’t know where I walk to
Wake up alone
You’re the one that I talk to
I can’t help that I fall for you

Tell me what you wanna hear 
I’ll be your jukebox
I’ll take anything you give to me
Just please don’t make me sit on my own
My shoes are small im too grown

you said you didn’t wanna talk about it

YOU WAIT TO PULL AWAY UNTIL I’M HALFWAY THROUGH THE DOORWAY
WE DONT ALWAYS HAVE THE RIGHT WORDS TO SAY, OR SOMETIMES ANY WORDS AT ALL.
DESPITE THAT, WE BOTH KNOW THE LOVE IS THERE SOMEWHERE 
I TRY MY BEST TO SHOW IT THROUGH LITTLER THINGS BUT I WAS NEVER TOO GOOD AT DROPPING HINTS, OR PICKING THEM UP EITHER

I HOLD MY BREATH AND HIDE FROM THE LIGHT; YOU GLOW IN THE DARK, BUT SOMETIMES I’M SCARED TO BE SEEN
I DONT KNOW WHAT MIGHT BE REVEALED IF I LET YOU LOOK AT ME TOO LONG

I KNEW WHAT DIRECTION YOU WERE COMING FROM BUT ACTED LIKE I COULDN’T REALLY SEE YOU

WHEN YOU LOOK AT ME IT FEELS LIKE WE’RE THE ONLY TWO PEOPLE IN THE ROOM NO MATTER WHERE WE ARE OR WHO WE’RE AROUND
WHEN I’M IN FRONT OF YOU I NEVER FEEL LIKE I HAVE TO FIGHT TO BE HEARD
I NEVER HAVE TO FIGHT TO BE SEEN AS MYSELF BY YOU, AND THAT MAKES EVERY SECOND OF YOUR ATTENTION FEEL LIKE A GIFT

I SOMETIMES WORRY I HAVEN’T LET YOU KNOW ME WELL ENOUGH, BUT 

JOY IN YOUR PRESENCE IS A NATURAL STATE. 

I’M STILL SCARED OF THE SPOTLIGHT, BUT I’D STAND UNDER IT UNTIL IT BURNT ME IF IT MEANT YOU’D BE THERE BY MY SIDE.

Until i'm halfway through the doorway (demo)

juno avalon