Name: GENDER ENVY by Juno Lev in ł łÐΞЛТłŦЏ ΛS MФТH MΛЛ
Duration: 3 min 16 s
Description: i would like 2 peel off your skin (does that make me a bad person??)

both upploaded in the same day? I'm dreaming 

i would love to create a dance on that song like its so inspiring

ive literally been listening to this everyday for nearly 3 months and im literally in love w this song

This is one of my favorite songs <3 so underrated.

I just realized you made gas leak and ohmygod im in love with this music

I like have this all the time and sometimes it ends up in me having 'crushes' or something I'll literally look at people who gender me correctly as the best people every I just want to look like a boy

ł łÐΞЛТłŦЏ ΛS MФТH MΛЛ

Soap

Track 5 of "Mic Check, Please!", a "Check, Please!" inspired EP!

Fun fact: this was one of the last songs I wrote for this project! I realized I needed more songs from Bitty’s perspective to even it out, so I basically went “I want a song titled ‘this boy’” and just kinda let that idea take me wherever it wanted to go while writing

Song art by https://karin848.tumblr.com/ 
 Mixing/backing vocals by https://soundcloud.com/alecferris  
Read the comic this was inspired by here!: www.checkpleasecomic.com/comic/01-01-01

Mic Check, Please!

this boy

I Wanna Be a Boy

i would like 2 peel off your skin (does that make me a bad person??)

GENDER ENVY

Gut Punch/Don't Meet Your Idols

Never Blue - Maggie Jean Martin

~Nature vs. Nurture~ Chase Petra

pretend


Lyrics:

I've thrown aside my worries
But the cares they bite me back
I'm taking twenty vitamins a day
For the iron I lack

I don't need food I don't need sleep
Don't tell me that I'm wrong
I don't know what I'm doing
But can you please just play along

My head is made of flowers
And my body made of steel
Cause I can't think
Can't hear can't feel

They say
A picture's worth a thousand words
But I disagree
I can't imagine anything
Cause I can't see

I won't break the ice though what else
Is there to do
Cause suffering in silence is better
Than suffering with you

So I jumped out with a parachute
But the ground caught me off guard
Karma for the rules I break
The ones I disregard

I can feel the tension rising
What fate is worse than this
Stuck between the ones I love
And the ones I miss

My head is made of shrubbery
And my body made of stone
Cause I can't for the life of me
Reap what I have sown

They say
A picture's worth a thousand words
But I disagree
I can't imagine anything
Cause I can't see

I won't break the ice though what else
Is there to do
Cause suffering in silence is better
Than suffering with you

I try to sink and never float
Cause my head is underwater
I'm here by choice by my own hand
I'm a lamb sent into slaughter

I'm aware of my own body
I can feel beneath my skin
I can wash away my insecurities
But can't wash away my sin

They say
A picture's worth a thousand words
But I disagree
I can't imagine anything
Cause I can't see

I won't break the ice though what else
Is there to do
Cause suffering in silence is better
Than suffering with you

suffering - Amélie Farren

wish you were gay

cus some people get triggered by yelling. so here's the same song but with no I STILL EXIST bit

ghost song (ooOOooOoo)

u ever just wanna move into the forest with ur best friends & live off mushrooms u find? me too

let's b goblins!

does ur insecurity ever get so bad that u just wanna yeet urself into a forest and screech at passersby?
more tunes at ratwyfe,bandcamp.com

cryptid (mothman)

LEMONS

about trying to hide the fact that u're drowning from the people that would dive in after u

GENDER ENVY

Juno Lev

Recent comments

Addy<3

🩷🤍💜🖤💙 Comet or smth 💖💜💙

clover

marz :)

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