This track is about when life keeps throwing lemons at you and then it just seems too difficult to overcome this. Efforts to try and stay positive becomes a real challenge. The world around you begins to crumble and you feel hopeless.
It is about loss of your dreams and never reaching them. This relates to a day when it is windy, birds singing in the trees and raining with thunder. It is a soothing melancholic track which sets the mood for an inspiring feelings of ranging bittersweet emotions. It is also a calming relaxing track.
Special thanks to Pixabay for the sound effects.

Shattered Dreams

Aged Seventeen.
You had a dream.
But then it turned into a lie.
Now, all the summers passing by.
Are not for love.

In your despair.
You wanna care.
You're falling into disrepair.
Now you're losing all your hair.
Ah, if you could.

Now, all the hipsters stand so tall.
They're careful not to take your calls.
The brightest lights you've ever seen.
Are casting shadows in your dreams.

Your golden shrine.
Won't take it's time.
But, you don't want to waste a line.
As you pluck them from from the sky.
Boy, if you could.

The flowing tune.
Is a sand dune.
And you are sinking by the feet.
Trying to reach out incomplete.
To a golden bull.

Now all the lizards on the wall.
Might be prepared to lose it all.
But I just find this place obscene.
I guess I'll rid you from my dreams.

Hold this space.
Watch me go.
Out of time.
In the know. (x2)

Aged Seventeen.
You had a dream.
But then it turned into a lie.
All your summers pass you by.
They're not for love. 

You wanna fly.
Stuck getting high.
Oh, I can see it in your eyes.
That it's time to say goodbye.
I've got to go. 

Now all your friends have lost their way.
They flew away one sunny day.
Were barely noticed in the squall.
I'm not prepared to lose it all.


Goodbye, I've Got To Go

Radio Jesus

: Hard Rock / Alternative Metal
"DOWN!" is a raw, unvarnished anthem that thrusts listeners into the crushing reality of relentless struggle. From the desolate imagery of a "cracked dawn" to the visceral urge to "claw and scratch," this track is a furious and unapologetic outcry against systemic oppression. With a powerful, driving rhythm section and intense, unyielding vocals, "DOWN!" captures the despair of being relentlessly beaten down by forces beyond control – the "hungry teeth of this machine" that grinds hope into a "broken dream."
The lyrics paint a stark picture of a world where ladders are built only to have their rungs cut, where judging glances replace helping hands, and where every step feels like a "weight upon my soul." Yet, even as it delves into the depths of resignation, "DOWN!" ignites a primal spark of defiance in its bridge. It's a defiant roar that while the body may be broken and the light locked away, the rage within can "ignite this night." This isn't just a song of desperation; it's a defiant refusal to stay silent, a potent declaration for anyone who's ever been told to stay DOWN!oppression, struggle, and resilience in an urban setting. The speaker describes a narrative of systematic oppression and personal hardship, using powerful metaphors and imagery to convey the experience of being marginalized in society.

The discussion begins with vivid descriptions of urban despair, with the speaker describing a bleak morning scene and feelings of hopelessness. The narrative then progresses to detail the systematic ways in which certain groups are kept disadvantaged, using metaphors like "they built the ladder then they cut the rungs" to illustrate deliberate obstacles placed in people's paths.

The latter portion of the meeting focuses on themes of resistance and defiance, despite overwhelming odds. The speaker emphasizes how despite being pushed down repeatedly, there remains an internal fire of resistance that refuses to be extinguished.

Down

This was originally an instrumental track and featured on my album 'Cosmic Waves'. I decided to produce a vocal version and put the original audio into Suno. I made poor Suno produce about twenty versions, all based 100% on the original audio. The only words I put in initially were 'Free Free Free'. Eventually I chose three versions, from which I could take sections to add to the original audio and then wrote some lyrics. I went through a similar process as before and found two or three sections I felt I could use effectively. I then recorded my vocals, mixed the Suno sections with the original audio in LogicPro and this is the version you have before you! I'm pretty pleased with the result so I hope you like it too! The lyrics are below.

Free 

As free as the air
light as breath
surrounds us
unshackled 

As free as the wind,
slipping through valleys
blowing over fields
untamed and unruly

As free as the ocean,
horizon-bound,
restless and infinite
its tides knowing no master

As free as the sun on a summer’s day,
glorious and golden,
spilling warmth with abandon,
answering only to its own rising

As free as a leaf in the wind
tumbling swirling,
destination unknown
answering to nothing but motion

As free as a mountain bird
wings stretched wide
soaring past ridgelines
never knowing a cage
never knowing a cage

Freedom spoken
freedom won
freedom 

Freedom spoken
freedom won
freedom 

Freedom spoken
freedom sung
freedom

Lyrics by Phil Hawker

Free

Composition copy variation of Gladiator's 'The Wheat'.

Hans Zimmer, Gavin Greenaway, Lisa Gerrard.

This track is my Spanish electro Acoustic guitar with added effect.

The Wheat (Spanish Guitar) Copy

Misty day .Alt version 2

Soulmates for Eternity .Up-tempo version 2

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Misty day .Alt version 2

Juri Rosenfeld