could i just start over

produced by: @eric-godlow
written, recorded, mixed & mastered by me: @sydcxx

[lyrics]
baby you know by the look on my face
i drank too much liquor and burnt up an eighth
so tell me im lazy and be on your way
if im so predictable how could you stay?
i been through some bad times but baby, im great
you should just listen to shit that i say
but you just avoid me and tell me to pray
if god was 'so real' why'd he make me this way?

now im fucked up
ran into a little case of bad luck
drugged out
laying on the pavement, hope i get struck
and if you knew the things you do to me
you would carry on in peace
while im in pieces
well im in pieces

now would you stay with me a little longer
til i fall asleep
or do the demons from my nightmares haunt you
the way that they do me
my head is begging me for sweet release
and darkness for eternity
i cant turn back ive reached the peak
so now i lay me down to sleep

baby you know by the look on my face
i drank too much liquor and burnt up an eighth
so tell me im lazy and be on your way
if im so predictable how could you stay?
i been through some bad times but baby, im great
you should just listen to shit that i say
but you just avoid me and tell me to pray
if god was 'so real' why'd he make me this way?
(make me this way)

————

the irony behind the first release of this song being an absolute autotune disaster (privated: https://on.soundcloud.com/n3NNX) and the title being bad luck:( lol

bad luck:( (eric godlow)

production by @vito2300

lyrics:Tell me how it all went bad again
Tell me how you wish I hadn't left
Tell me everything I missed
I fell asleep watching our movie
Tell me what you see when I'm away
Tell me I'm the only one who stayed
Tell me I'm the only one
Who keeps this house from burning down

(Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)

Make me ugly, make me weak
I spent this summer washing sheets
And still, the blood remains
What's left of me will slowly fade at least
Keep me underneath your bed
So afraid of what comes next
I'm slowly shattering
A mirror for the ones who left you here

shattering

(prod. by neverforever.)

[shine]
I can't call
You’re gone
Can’t stay strong
I’m flawed

What went wrong,
This song
Hurts my cause 

Since you left me in the dirt I’m all alone
I can’t fucking get off of my phone
Way too many sins,
Need to atone

I’ll just run away 
Until I’m home

I don’t wanna stay for a fight,
I’ve been too proud
Asking if you love me back,
Silence is too loud

Scared that you’ll be on the attack,
Blend in with the crowd
If you ever hit me back,
I’ll block you with a frown

[Daywatch]
I told you “I’m fine” 
For the 30th time
But everybody’s wondering
When I'm coming out of my
Room

I say “It's just comfortable” but
I hate being vulnerable, and
You keep prodding me
You won’t get answers from me

Why are you talking bad about me
Aren't we supposed to be family?
Aren't you supposed to be proud of me?

I’m tired of these motherfuckers
Acting like my friends
Sliding with a motherfucking pussy, 
You don't even know him
He makes my life hell,
Shit talking me to your face
Real man, knock his ass down
Should've knock his ass down

Don't call me after, 
I won't pick up
(Fuck)
I’m a real friend so I'll pick up

There’s only one difference between us
You’re an asshole
And I’m a dumb fuck

[nightmares.]
Dumb fuck
Gotta pick up
Pack up all of my clothes

I’m leaving, leaving home
Wonder where I’ll go

Too much, yeah it's too much
Stress is overflowing,
Hope I get by a
Car crossing the street

Tired, dying
All alone

Where do I go?
Too stressed out
Tears are flowing

Say goodbye
I'm not turning,
Back on that road
Turn the last page

turn back (ft. shine & daywatch)

prod. lostcage

[chorus]
hurting’s all i know
but you had freed me from it all
before you sent me right back in
oh you’re a wolf inside sheep skin
i should have never trusted them
cause you had filled my life with sin
and now i’m back to suffering
how could you have had sent me into the darkness

[verse 1]
what glitters ain’t gold
i thought that you’d know
but i had my thoughts
and you had your goals
and it hurts to know
that you’d always go
you tore out my heart
and used it for show

[verse 2]
the way that you lied should’ve been the discussion
you hiding from me like this love was just nothing
i hope that you feel the same way i discovered
a liar, a cheater, a horrible person
deceit is the game and i never should’ve play it
deception is trickery, oh and im saying
if death should just take me then let him come pay it
a coin for the ferry, this trip that i’m making and

[chorus]
hurting’s all i know
and you had freed me from it all
before you sent me right back in
oh you’re a wolf inside sheep skin
i should have never trusted them
cause you had filled my life with sin
and now i’m back to suffering
how could you have had sent me into the darkness

wolf in sheep skin (prod. lostcage)

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fucking disgrace

decided to pick up my guitar for the first time in like half a year.

spotify

u said hey and i melted

produced by: ALYCE
featuring: @weepingwolf & @steadyhearts


sendflowrs: 

bitch take a look at side of ur trackies you wearin that kappa stop talkin to me
all these people wan fuck with me when i’m on top but was airing me long now they walk-in w me 
i go burgal a shop i walk round with a mop can turn you to dust if u fuckin w me 
givin a fuck i got blood on my top i don’t run from the opps
i got courage in me 

roll up and bill it,
pull up and skid it,
i got a box n i’m makin a killin,
hold up a minute,
i got a snake tongue out the side of my mouth, i’m acidic,
run up and par
leave it ajar 
i got two blades on my hip i’m like riddick,
blow up a car,
like i’m IR
AB be the type of the blood i be spillin 
i don’t do feelings
mop a boy up if he talkin the acid i’ll turn him accyrilc 
don’t know who did it
i just got caught 9 body’s 
now i’m about to go make double digits
take a few inches
off of the top of your head 
i’m a barber, 
i’m working the scissors 
fuck all your sisters
i’ll turn em into the ash
like the way you be smokin the rizzla ffFUCK

weepingwolf:


ayy this the only time that my parents
aint home so im going to do some yelling 
and shit until they come back
Fuck hope you like this yelling
its really deep like really deep like listen

TALKin like you really hot you aint hot boy
move bitch like im lucadacris you a rat boy

STREET FIGHTER
BUTTON BASHER
YOU KNOW
IM THE MASTER

Fuck what you heard fuck what you seen boy
LIL LONE WOLF GONNA COME UP AND GET MEAN BOY

MOSH PIT IN THE CLIQUE SHIT
BAD BITCH SHE GET SOCKED IN THIS BITCH
she aint really gonna she aint really gonna get socked
theres no punching in the mosh pit
if you do your a fucking cunt

ay ay ay
why you talking down like that you aint tuf boy
12 gauge keep it on my hip watch it bus boy
fuck it i've been playing too much fucking warzone
if i catch u in gulag you better know im gonna win

talking like you really hot you aint hot boy
move bitch like im lucadacris you a rat boy

STREET FIGHTER
BUTTON BASHER
YOU KNOW
IM THE MASTER

steadyhearts:


break up cause I’m off of this shit
I tried to mix it up but I’m back at this shit
I tried to hide the secrets about the knife In my wrist
and I might grab her by the neck when she sucking my dick

fight back
cause in sick of this shit 
everything I fucking make is about me making money
but now I’m off the LSD like fucking Winnie taking honey 
Now I don’t give a shit but I fuck
yeah I fuck
why don’t you fucking pull up

Cause I might just spare you
give you your life back you fucking little bitch
but idgaf about you cause I might slay your kids down
everybody wanna take the fucking piss now
everybody talking bout me they won’t ever pitch out 

wow 
I might fuck up all their shit’s now
I might fucking blow a 50 on my wrist now 
wow
fuck let’s go to Chinatown?
Idgaf about a baby I might just wild

I might go fucking wild in the shit

could i just start over

forgetme