i will come back and listen to this every day

this time ill fight 4 u but next time youll bite the bullet

its been incredible seeing your journey, thank you for letting me be a part of it

prod. @ayyitsryo

lyrics:
running
with eyes closed shut
my hands are numb
and draped in blood
and now's the only time i'll

reach out
third time in a day
my hands in my face
we're going to waste
and now's the only time i'll

live for a moment
my heart is exploding
i scratched thru the surface
i'm dying to breathe

i sip on this potion
rid me of emotion
i'm sick of this burden
i'm dying to leave

on god
why would u leave me alone to rot
we can go back n cut all of our losses
we can take back what's lost

the only time (ryo)

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https://fanlink.to/everything-ftft
https://soundcloud.com/daywaiter
https://soundcloud.com/glitch-gum

still like u (remix) // saoirse dream, glitch gum, daywaiter

erase me

prod. by: thms.
drums by: @savesomeone
written by: thms.
-------------------------
And I think
that its funny that you're open
because you know im so broken
accosted
and left on the floor

oh no
oh no
oh no

I know
That we're running out of options
So you'll just steal it again
yeah i know

oh yeah baby I know

And if we wait for the answer
It won't come our way
We'll wash and fade  
Is that okay? 

Its not hard when
you don’t hide
your face
and those eyes tell me that there's
   
//they tell me everything


no time for reckless truths and
We'll find the only proof is
behind the curtains moved and  
this time I'll fight for you but

Next time you'll bite the bullet
rewind there's still time to move and
Realize there's nothing to this

Just say it
Please say it

peace be with you
I just won't go

are you gonna steal my heart again 
oh no

//put your hands up and 
//type in your snapchat right now 
//type your snapchat right now
//do it come on

Those brown curls showing gold and
Its bout the way it flows and
You know just where this goes
and you know I'll follow you

Endless I won't be holding
Something you know is stolen
Sometimes silence will fold and
I said I wont hold

//i can't handle this

The peace inside
You'll tear the line
Know we won't find it again

Petrified
Can't reside
I won't lose this again

Think of my
Endless nights
Waiting for that face to walk in

How will I
Dream tonight
Well I won't cause I fear

//they tell me everything

That you'll steal my heart again
Oh no

I fear you'll steal my heart again
Oh no

I fear you'll steal my heart again
Oh no

I fear you'll steal my heart again
Oh no

//no time for reckless truths and
//We'll find the only proof is
//behind the curtains moved and
//this time I'll fight for you but

//Next time you'll bite the bullet
//rewind there's still time to move and
//Realize there's nothing to this

//Just say it
//Please say it

I love you.

one day you wont be a kleptomaniac and im praying for it to come

prod me 

[lyrics]
I don’t wanna go another way
Living in a dream until I wake
Counting up the time that it’ll take
Give me a moment i’ll be okay
I don’t wanna go another way
Living in a dream until I wake
Counting up the time that it’ll take
Give me a moment i’ll be okay

Wishing on, stars
But the pain of 1 left a mark
Lighting up 
In the dark
I’m just tryna play my part
Nobody can catch me
You did your best to protect me
But i don’t think im ready
For the end

pain of 1

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cover art: @alexksmh

lyrics:

@tonch-t:
we aint talk last night
feelin some way but we dont wanna say nothing
and you know its all right

you would lead me astray
fucking up my brain too much
no i dont care
staring at the sun
wont bring you here
talk to me you’re calling forward
no we cant talk now im not sober
you would lead me astray
ive been drinking way too much
i dont care
staring at the sun wont bring you here
i dont wanna feel no more
i hate the way were keeping score like

@ivanparadiis:
stay back
i dont want shit, please just lay back
still not sure why youd say that
leading me astray, way into the shade
(you need to find a way to)
talk your shit
ive been up all night, imma go insane
every second counts and youre trying to complain
wasted our days, i hope youre okay though

@tonch-t:
you would lead me astray
fucking up my brain too much
no i dont care
staring at the sun
wont bring you here
talk to me you’re calling forward
no we cant talk now im not sober
you would lead me astray
ive been drinking way too much
i dont care
staring at the sun wont bring you here
i dont wanna feel no more
i hate the way were keeping score like

@whotfisclxver:
like why do we play these games
when it all ends the same
well was it worth the pain
like is it worth it
sacrificing everything we had
pour the gas and then you light the match
believed your every lie
cant help but wonder why

@tonch-t:
you would lead me astray
fucking up my brain too much
no i dont care
staring at the sun
wont bring you here
talk to me you’re calling forward
no we cant talk now im not sober
you would lead me astray
ive been drinking way too much
i dont care
staring at the sun wont bring you here
i dont wanna feel no more
i hate the way were keeping score like

LEAD ME ASTRAY [prod. tonch, stein, xamu]

production, vocals, and cover art by yonklolz.

single 2 of 3 from "HOUSE TOUR"

"Mediator" released on all platforms december 4th, stream here:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/yonklolz/mediator

lyrics:

[i am here to make you feel better everything will be ok stay strong what can i do to help be safe are you ok how are you doing today are you doing anything later do you want to hang out sometime are you lonely how do you feel about the world right now what do you think of your friends do they support you what about your family do you need anything i am free later if you want to talk are things going ok how can i resolve this do you want to chat what are you feeling right now i don’t think they meant to say that about you i understand how you are feeling and i resonate with you i promise everything will be ok you don’t have to worry i will handle it all]

and then i was a year older
and then it became two
and then another five went by
i wouldn’t be a kid
i wouldn’t be a teen
so I spent it on on the screen
reading all my happy birthday pings
from people that never met me
oh no, i’m waiting for the day to be all over again
counted up all i can
breathing in all the oxygen
but i still try to be comforted

here in my house, the walls are shorter
than i remember them, i’m sure
you’re helping yourself
to me, to more
a mediator, i’m here for warmth 

and then i was a year older
you were counting up the days
you couldn’t wait till i was 18
stalking me like prey
it wouldn’t be the first time
i’d be left all alone
you figured out everything about me
and tried to make me yours
oh no, i’m waiting for the day to be all over again
counted up all i can
breathing in all the oxygen
but i still try to be comforted

i wish someone would talk to me
the way that i speak to friends in need
you’re helping yourself
to more, to me
a mediator, i live to see
here in my house, the walls are shorter
than i remember them, i’m sure
you’re helping yourself
to me, to more
a mediator, i’m here for warmth

[i am here to make you feel better]

HOUSE TOUR

Stream

Mediator

this time (demo)

rent2own +flesh +noskeleton (usbhalo)

Pop with EDM elements

Lyrics:
I see the weight you carry every day
The fear, the shadows that won’t fade away
But there’s a light I know is deep inside
If you believe, it’s stronger than the night

Don’t let the past chain your wings
You were made for brighter things

Open your sky, let the sunlight in
You can rise again, let your story begin
I’ll be right here, you don’t have to hide
Together we’ll fly, just open your sky

The scars you hold don’t tell who you are
You’re more than broken pieces, you’re a star
The world is waiting for your voice to shine
And I’ll be standing with you, hand in mine

Don’t let the fear steal your flame
Every storm will pass away

Open your sky, let the sunlight in
You can rise again, let your story begin
I’ll be right here, you don’t have to hide
Together we’ll fly, just open your sky

Every fall is just a step to climb
Every tear will heal in time
Don’t you know you’re not alone tonight?
I’m with you, I’m with you…

Open your sky, let the sunlight in
You can rise again, let your story begin
I’ll be your strength when you can’t find the fight
Together we’ll shine, just open your sky

Just open your sky…
I’ll be here, I’ll be here…

one day you wont be a kleptomaniac and im praying for it to come

thms.

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