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just aizek

you know me well...
- Lyrics -
[Intro]
(Oh, oh, oh)
(Woah, oh, oh)
(Woah, oh, oooh)
(Oooh, hmmm, hm-m)

[Verse 1]
Here we go again, yeah
I’m running from your face
Here we go again, yeah
I don’t know what to say
Here we go again, yeah
(No, I’m not okay)
(I still sit in pain)
…
I still sit here in pain
No, I’m not okay
I still sit here in pain
No, I’m not okay

[Interlude]
I just, uh,
I know none of this is your fault, but…
I just get really attached to people.
When really,
they have no reason to be attached to me.
Um…
…
I always fall so hard for everyone.
But then, they really never feel the same way,
and it just… it hurts.
…
I just hope that, 
with you, it might be different…

[Verse 2]
Here we go again
I know you don’t love me
Here we go again
Yeah, please don’t touch me
Here we go again
Yeah, I know I love you
Here we go again
Yeah, I know I need you

[Bridge]
(Yeah, you dance across the sky)
(I think of you every night)
(And I need you by my side)
(I don’t want you to be right, but)

[Hook]
I think I’m falling
I think I fell
You know I’m stalling
You know me well
I think I’m falling
I think I fell
You know I’m calling
You know me well
…
(You know I’m stalling)
(You know me well)
…
(You know I’m calling)
(You know me well)

[Super Chill Outro]

you know me well (prod. michael harrison & heyrick & daks)

maybe it's all in my head

- Lyrics -
[Verse 1]
You
You know I want you
You
You know I need you
You
You know I can’t do
Any of this without you

(You)
(You know I want you)
(You)
(You know I need you)

[Verse 2]
I can’t fight all this pain
I don’t want to feel ashamed
I can’t fight all this rain
I don’t want to feel afraid

I can’t fight all my fears
They come and they like to jeer
I can’t fight all my tears
They come and go like you last year

[Hook]
Maybe it’s all in my head
Maybe it’s better unsaid
Maybe it’s all in my head
Maybe that’s why I’m upset

No, I don’t want to lie to myself
No, I don’t want to cry by myself
No, I don’t want to better my health
I just read through books on my shelf
(books on my shelf)
(books on my shelf)
(books on my shelf)
(books on my shelf)

[Outro]
(No, I don’t want to lie to myself)
(No, I don’t want to cry by myself)
(No, I don’t want to better my health)
(I just read through—)

unsaid (prod. michael harrison & gavin hadley & miles julian)

living like Disney

- Lyrics -
[Chorus 1]
Running through the fields
And talking ‘bout our dreams
Don’t know what to feel
Yeah, love ain’t what it seems
Here we go again, woah
Living like Disney
Here we go again, woah
You like when I bleed

Running through the fields
And talking ‘bout our dreams
Don’t know what to feel
Yeah, love ain’t what it seems
Here we go again, woah
Living like Disney
Here we go again, woah
You like when I bleed

[Post Chorus]
If you left me, then I’d be hollow
If you ran away, you know I’d follow
You know I’d follow

[Verse 1]
Talking ‘bout things that we never understood
Having conversations sitting on the roof
Doing things that we didn’t know if we should, uh
Feeling things that we didn’t know we could, but

Then it all ended
Then it all ended
Yeah, then it all ended
Oh, then it all ended

[Bridge]
Now I sit and I reminisce
Now I sit here and I wish—
Now I sit and I reminisce
‘Bout all the times we had as kids

[Chorus 2]
Running through the fields
And talking ‘bout our dreams
Don’t know what to feel
Yeah, love ain’t what it seems
Here we go again, woah
Living like Disney
Here we go again, woah
You like when I bleed

Running through the fields
And talking ‘bout our dreams
Don’t know what to feel
Yeah, love ain’t what it seems
Here we go again, woah
Living like Disney
Here we go again, woah
You like when I bleed

Running through the fields
And talking ‘bout our dreams
Don’t know what to feel
Yeah, love ain’t what it seems
Here we go again, woah
Living like Disney
Here we go again, woah
You like when I bleed

[Outro]
Now I sit and I reminisce
Now I sit here and I wish—
Now I sit and I reminisce
(If you left me, then I’d be hollow)
‘Bout all the times we had as kids
(If you ran away, you know I’d follow)

If you decide that you ever wanna come back
I’ll wait here, sitting right by the swing-set
Right by the place where it started to go bad
Right by the place where you told me that you left
I was waiting there, right before you called back
Wait—you never called—all you sent was a text
Wait, all you sent was a text?

I know you had to move, and it really wasn’t fair
But all I can think is “you still could’ve called”
You “hate goodbyes,” and say you “still care”
But I’m starting to think that you didn’t at all
I know that you left, but you never said where
I kept reaching out, but you still let me fall

fields (prod. michael harrison & heyrick & daks)

sorryyy, the grass was really wet :(

- Lyrics -
[Pre-Chorus 1]
(Rainfall)
(Dark clouds)
(I need you here now)
(Sky-fall)
(Fall out)
(I feel you near now)

(Please call)
(Don’t doubt)
(Our love is real now)
(Please fall)
(Reach out)
(My arms are safe now)

[Chorus 1]
You rest your hands on my head
I run my hands through your hair
On the hill, the grass is wet
We’ll lay here; the weather’s fair
It was dark before we left
Honestly I didn’t care
I went home, but never slept
I missed your eyes and your hair

[Post-Chorus]
It’s all coming together now…

[Verse 1]
It always comes back to this
It always comes back to me
Everything leads to anguish
Wishing you were here with me
It always comes back to this
It always comes back to pain
No matter the happiness
The agony will find a way

[Bridge]
Please forgive all these demons
I just can’t seem to release them
Please forgive all my demons
I just can’t seem to defeat them

[Pre-Chorus 2]
Rainfall
Dark clouds
I need you here now
Sky-fall
Fall out
I feel you near now

Please call
Don’t doubt
Our love is real now
Please fall
Reach out
My arms are safe now

[Chorus 2]
You rest your hands on my head
I run my hands through your hair
On the hill, the grass is wet
We’ll lay here; the weather’s fair
It was dark before we left
Honestly I didn’t care
I went home, but never slept
I missed your eyes and your hair

Promise me you won’t forget
All the time we spent up there
On the hill, the grass was wet
We laid there, in springtime air
In your lap, I laid my head
Your ran your hands through my hair
I want to see you again
Can you meet me back up there?

[Outro]
Promise me,
You won’t forget it…

i never slept (prod. michael harrison & gavin hadley)

there's a trail by the woodside... it's quite nice :)

- Lyrics -
[Verse 1]
I don’t wanna feel
But I’m feeling how I want to
I don’t wanna die
But I’m living how I’m supposed to
I don’t wanna feel
But I’m feeling how I want to
I don’t wanna lie
But I know that I want you

[Bridge]
(Want you)
It’s true
I know
You won’t
Want me
That’s three
Three times
I’ve spent my life

[Verse 2]
Living for a girl
That I know won’t want me
Living for a girl
That I know won’t love me
Living for a girl
That I know will hurt me
Please just come and
Walk with me, though

[Hook]
Walk with me by the woodside
There’s a trail, and it’s quite nice
Please just walk here, by my side
I just look into your eyes

[Outro]
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah-oh
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah-oh

woodside

for real, though... it IS pretty cliché...

- Lyrics -
[Hook]
Romeo and Juliet
It’s cliché, but in the end
That’s just simply where we’re at
Or it’s in my head
Romeo and Juliet
It’s cliché, but in the end
That’s just simply where we’re at
Or it’s in my head

[Interlude]
Ooh
Ooh
Oo-ooh
Ooh
Ooh
Oo-oo-ooh

[Hook]
Romeo and Juliet
It’s cliché, but in the end
That’s just simply where we’re at
Or it’s in my head
Romeo and Juliet
It’s cliché, but in the end
That’s just simply where we’re at
Or it’s in my head

[Interlude]
Ooh
Ooh
Oo-ooh
Ooh
Ooh
Oo-oo-ooh

[Bridge]
(It) breaks my heart to
See you crying
It breaks my heart to
See those eyes dim
(It) breaks my heart to
See you crying
It breaks my heart to
See those eyes dim

[Outro]
Ooh
Ooh
Oo-ooh
Ooh
Ooh
Oo-oo-ooh

‘bro, romeo & juliet is just cliché’

oops... i let music and faith collide :)

- Lyrics -
[Verse 1]
There is nothing more
I can bring
Nothing but a song
Forever more
We will sing
Of the love you show

[Pre-Chorus]
Hallelujah
Worthy are you, Lord
Hallelujah
Death will be no more
Oh, hallelujah
Worthy are you, Lord
Oh, hallelujah
The gate and the door

[Chorus]
Worthy is the Lamb
Worthy to be praised
Worthy is the Lamb
The Lamb that was slain
Great is the Lion
He who conquered death
Roaring defiance
He is all that’s left

[Verse 2]
Come, praise Him now
For He is our God
Come, sing and shout
We stand on the Rock
Go, scream it out
From every rooftop
Go, sing it loud
Sin and death have lost, so

[Pre-Chorus]
Hallelujah
Worthy are you, Lord
Hallelujah
Death will be no more
Oh, hallelujah
Worthy are you, Lord
Oh, hallelujah
The gate and the door

[Chorus]
Worthy is the Lamb
Worthy to be praised
Worthy is the Lamb
The Lamb that was slain
Great is the Lion
He who conquered death
Roaring defiance
He is all that’s left

[Bridge]
Holy, Holy
Holy is our God
Worthy, Worthy
Worthy is the King
Holy, Holy
Holy is our God
Worthy, Worthy
Worthy of all things

[Chorus]
Worthy is the Lamb
Worthy to be praised
Worthy is the Lamb
The Lamb that was slain
Great is the Lion
He who conquered death
Roaring defiance
He is all that’s left

[Outro]
Worthy is the Lamb
Worthy is the Lamb
(Hallelujah)
No one else but Him
No one else but Him
(Hallelujah)
Worthy is the Lamb
Worthy is the Lamb
(Hallelujah)
No one else but Him
No one else but Him
(Hallelujah)

dignus est agnus

i know it's not much... but honestly, i just really miss you right now

- Lyrics -
[Verse]
Don’t break my heart, like you did to his
I saw how all of that ended
It’s been a while since we spoke
So I just wanted you to know
Thoughts of you make my day
And I wanted to say:
“My love for you goes past the moon”
and “I think that I really miss you”

[Outro]
Don’t break my heart, like you did to his
I saw how all of that ended
It’s been a while since we spoke
So I just wanted you to know
Thoughts of you make my day
And I wanted to say:
“My love for you goes past the moon”
and “I think that I really miss you”

i miss u (prod. michael harrison)

it's fine... i really can't blame you for not loving me

- Lyrics -
[Chorus]
I, I know that you don’t love me
But, that’s fine, I don’t love me either
I, I know that you don’t want me
But, that’s fine, I don’t want me either
I just wish that you knew how I felt
But I know, I talk to a wall
I wish that you knew how I felt
But I’m still so scared of the fall

[Verse]
I just wish that you knew
That, I’d do anything for you
For you

I would dance even when I can’t
I’d be there just to hold your hand
But now I see I’m not good for you
And, sadly, that’s just the truth

I just wish that you knew
That, I’d do anything for you
For you

I would dance even when I can’t
I’d be there just to hold your hand
But now I see I’m not good for you
And, sadly, that’s just the truth

[Chorus]
I, I know that you don’t love me
But, that’s fine, I don’t love me either
I, I know that you don’t want me
But, that’s fine, I don’t want me either
I just wish that you knew how I felt
But I know, I talk to a wall
I wish that you knew how I felt
But I’m still so scared of the fall

[Outro]
I just wish that you knew
That, I’d do anything for you
For you

that's fine (prod. michael harrison)

this song shows exactly why i need to work on harmonies

- Lyrics -
[Intro]
Oooh
Oooh
Oooh
Oooh

[Chorus]
Working on my harmonies
See me begging, “baby, please”
Working on my harmony
Wishing you were here with me
Working on my harmonies
See me begging, “baby, please”
Working on my harmony
Wishing you were here with me

[Verse]
Sitting here working on these harmonies
A lot of me—part of me? They gotta be
Tell me what to do with these
Tell me why the heck you feel so dead to me
A reason? There’s gotta be
Feeling so alive when you’re here with me

Take the mask off
Now, look what you’ve done
I feel betrayal

[Chorus]
Working on my harmonies
See me begging, “baby, please”
Working on my harmony
Wishing you were here with me
Working on my harmonies
See me begging, “baby, please”
Working on my harmony
Wishing you were here with me

[Outro]
Working on my harmonies
See me begging, “baby, please”
Working on my harmony
Wishing you were here with me

betrayal (prod. michael harrison)

lost in those hazel eyes...

- Lyrics -
[Verse 1]
I don’t really care
How I see your face
Tell what you want
And, baby, I can change

I don’t really care (hazel eyes)
How I see your face
Tell what you want
And, baby, I can change

I don’t really care (hazel eyes)
How I see your face
Tell what you want
And, baby, I can change

[Chorus]
Hazel eyes
You know I’m trapped inside
Know that I
You know I’m caught by
By surprise
You and I are bind
Know I’ll die
But maybe it’s a lie

Hazel eyes
You know I’m trapped inside
Know that I
You know I’m caught by
By surprise
You and I are bind
Know I’ll die
But maybe it’s a lie, uh

[Bridge]
Take my life
I don’t really mind
Know I’ll die
And maybe it’s time to
Take my life
I don’t really mind
Know I’ll die
But maybe now it’s time to

[Verse 2]
Give it all
I would give it all
All for you
I hope you see, my love
Give it all
I would give it all
All for you
I hope you see, my love

Tell me what you want
Swear I’ll do it all
Just give me your heart
I won’t let you fall
Tell me what you want
Swear I’ll give it all
Just give me your heart
I’ll pick up your call

Oooh
Oooh
Oooh
Oooh

[Bridge]
Take my life
I don’t really mind
Know I’ll die
And maybe it’s time to
Take my life
I don’t really mind
Know I’ll die
But now I’m lost inside your

[Chorus]
Hazel eyes
You know I’m trapped inside
Know that I
You know I’m caught by
By surprise
You and I are bind
Know I’ll die
But maybe it’s a lie

Hazel eyes
You know I’m trapped inside
Know that I
You know I’m caught by
By surprise
You and I are bind
Know I’ll die
But maybe it’s a lie, uh

hazel (prod. michael harrison & daks9k)

i can't keep going on like this...

- Lyrics -
[Chorus]
Yeah, I love you, you love me, we’re a package
Yeah, if you want, you know it can happen
But I can’t keep going on like this
No, I can’t keep going on like this
Yeah, you know that your eyes are prismatic
Yeah, I know that you’re prolly ecstatic
But I can’t keep going like this
No, I can’t keep going like this, no

[Verse]
Never can tell when I’m falling in love
Never can tell when it’s over and done
Never can tell when it’s time to say “bye”
Never can tell when it’s true or a lie

Tell me, is it a truth or a lie?
Are you in love with another guy?
I just want you to know how I feel
Yeah, tell me if this is real

This is real
This is real
This is real
Oh, if this is real…

[Chorus]
Yeah, I love you, you love me, we’re a package
Yeah, if you want, you know it can happen
But I can’t keep going on like this
No, I can’t keep going on like this
Yeah, you know that your eyes are prismatic
Yeah, I know that you’re prolly ecstatic
But I can’t keep going like this
No, I can’t keep going like this, no

Yeah, I love you, you love me, we’re a package
(Package)
Yeah, if you want, you know it can happen
(Happen)
But I can’t keep going on like this
(Like this)
No, I can’t keep going on like this
(Like this)
Yeah, you know that your eyes are prismatic
(Matic)
Yeah, I know that you’re prolly ecstatic
(Static)
But I can’t keep going like this
(Like this)
No, I can’t keep going like this, no
(Like this)

prismatic (prod. michael harrison & gavin hadley)

i wish you wouldn’t try to be fake with me… i can tell, you know :(

- Lyrics -
[Intro]
(Something’s in the air)
(And, baby, I’m petrified)
(Leave me alone)
(But don’t leave me terrified)
(There’s nothing more)
(That you can do to me)
(Lie on the floor)
(Just lay right next to me)

[Verse]
Something’s in the air
And, baby, I’m petrified
Leave me alone
But don’t leave me terrified
There’s nothing more
That you can do to me
Lie on the floor
Just lay right next to me
Eee

[Hook]
Nothing to fake
Nowhere to hide
Just stop
And think
‘Bout how
You lied
Nothing to fake
Nowhere to hide
Just stop
And think
‘Bout how
You lied

fake (prod. michael harrison)

just messing around with Japanese and storytelling :)

- Lyrics -
[Intro]
I met this girl one day,
In the summer breeze, she came my way
She saw me there, with my tea,
And she said, “won’t you dance with me?”

[Verse 1]
So, I set down my cup,
As she pulled me up
Then she took my hand,
And we started to dance
It was a long night,
But the world was bright
As I walked her home,
She took my phone

[Chorus]
Then she said,
“Watashi no a koi,”
“I want you to be my boy”
“Hai, watashi no a koi,”
“You give me so much joy”

[Verse 2]
I didn’t know what to say,
So, I reached out and touched her face
Then I pulled her in,
And I whispered this:

[Chorus]
“Watashi no a koi,”
“I think I’ll be your boy”
“Hai, watashi no a koi,”
“You give me so much joy”

[Outro]
I met that girl one day,
In the summer breeze, she came my way
Then she saw me there, with my tea,
And she said, “won’t you dance with me?”

私のあ恋

Ne0n GrEEn killing it fr

- Lyrics -
[Intro: AIZEK]
Ooh
Ooh
I just wanna run,
I just wanna hide
I’m just giving up,
You were my life

[Verse 1: AIZEK]
I just wanna run,
I just wanna hide
I’m just giving up,
You were my life, but…

[Chorus: AIZEK]
Everything’s erased,
And everything is hateful
Everything’s erased,
I still miss our dates though
Everything’s erased,
And everything is hateful
Everything’s erased,
But I still miss our dates though

[Verse 2: Ne0n GrEEn]
Living a lie,
Trying to hide
My feelings inside,
Bury them deep
I wanna cry,
Don’t know what to do,
Guess I’m scared of the highs
It’s been going on and on,
She call me phenomenon,
Yeah I know I’ve been a pawn
In this game we’ve been upon
They tell me I don’t belong,
Believe me when I prove them wrong,
I been working hard and long
Just to write for this one song

[Chorus: AIZEK]
Everything’s erased,
And everything is hateful
Everything’s erased,
I still miss our dates though
Everything’s erased,
And everything is hateful
Everything’s erased,
But I still miss our dates though

[Chorus: Ne0n GrEEn]
Everything’s erased,
And everything is hateful
Everything’s erased,
I still miss our dates though
Everything’s erased,
And everything is hateful
Everything’s erased,
But I still miss our dates though

erased (feat. Ne0n GrEEn)

God’s got a plan for all of it… and, someday, you’ll even see His face :)

- Lyrics -
[Chorus]
I feel so dead,
Stuck in my head
I know, someday,
I’ll see your face

[Verse 1]
Oh, I just feel like,
Life ain’t so streamlined
Yeah, I just need time,
I know I’ll be fine
And I still know that,
Everything I have
And all that happens,
Is part of God’s plan
…
It’s part of God’s plan
…
It’s part of God’s plan

[Chorus]
I feel so dead,
Stuck in my head
I know, someday,
I’ll see your face

[Verse 2]
Sometimes I still wonder,
(Wonder)
When I see you, will I falter?
(Falter)
Your beauty is beyond me,
(So far)
But you still call me softly
(Softer)

[Chorus]
I feel so dead,
Stuck in my head
I know someday,
I’ll see your face

[Outro]
Then all of this,
Would be over
When all of this,
Will be over

someday

telling a story

- Lyrics -
[Intro]
Dadadadada
Dadadadada
Ayayay

No one hears me,
I am screaming

[Verse]
Driving on my way back home,
Fell asleep, flew off the road
Woke up too late, lost control,
Down a hill, I couldn’t slow
Hit a tree and broke my nose,
Blood poured out, can’t stop the flow
Wishing someone would just show
Up to help me, but I know…

[Hook]
No one hears me,
I am screaming
Hope God hears me,
To Him, pleading

the reckless driver (demo) [prod. Splashgvng]

with my guy Ne0n GrEEn like 2 or 3 years ago hahaha

i’m seriously not writing out the lyrics this time

in the stars (feat. Ne0n GrEEn) [prod. Splashgvng]

we can make it… i promise

- Lyrics -
[Intro]
Tell me about the problems you have,
I promise that I’ll always have your back
Tell me about the dreams that you have,
I promise that I’ll love you when its bad
Tell me about the life that you’ve lived,
I promise that I’ll comfort you when it’s
not what you’d like and when it hurts, still,
I promise you and I will get through this

[Chorus]
Tell me about the problems you have,
I promise that I’ll always have your back
Tell me about the dreams that you have,
I promise that I’ll love you when its bad
Tell me about the life that you’ve lived,
I promise that I’ll comfort you when it’s
not what you’d like and when it hurts, still,
I promise you and I will get through this

[Verse: Ne0n GrEEn]
We will get through this,
My arrows do not miss,
Just take my hand and remember my promise
Come tell me your dreams,
And all of their themes,
I know that all is just not as it seems
Yeah all these demands,
Like I’m sinking in sand,
Trying so hard to grab the dry land
I do not wanna fall,
But I dropped the ball,
And it bounced around and then hit wall
Where am I going?
It seems like I’m slowing,
It feels really weird with no one else knowing
I’m in need of sewing,
You know I’m not gloating,
I’m In the boat but the only one rowing
But I’ll find some time,
You know I won’t lie,
Doing my best to make the climb
I won’t let you down,
Even if I must drown,
I promise that I’ll be changing that frown

[Chorus]
Tell me about the problems you have,
I promise that I’ll always have your back
Tell me about the dreams that you have,
I promise that I’ll love you when its bad
Tell me about the life that you’ve lived,
I promise that I’ll comfort you when it’s
not what you’d like and when it hurts, still,
I promise you and I will get through this

[Outro]
Tell me about the problems you have,
I promise that I’ll always have your back
Tell me about the dreams that you have,
I promise that I’ll love you when its bad
Tell me about the life that you’ve lived,
I promise that I’ll comfort you when it’s
not what you’d like and when it hurts, still,
I promise you and I will get through this

i promise (feat. Ne0n GrEEn)

hey there! this song is really bad, so don’t enjoy it too much :)

- lyrics -
[intro]
i can’t save you,
oh, i won’t say my prayers
i can’t hold you,
oh, you lied to my face

[verse]
yeah, yeah you left,
now i’m just so dead
everything we had,
now it’s all in red

[hook]
it’s just me and my,
me and my broken crown
i think i’ll leave my pride,
leave it on the ground

[verse]
i can’t save you,
oh, i won’t say my prayers
i can’t hold you,
oh, you lied to my face

[hook]
it’s just me and my,
me and my broken crown
i think i’ll leave my pride,
leave it on the ground
it’s just me and my,
me and my broken crown
i think i’ll leave my pride,
leave it on the ground

[verse]
yeah, yeah you left,
now i’m just so dead
everything we had,
now it’s all in red

[outro]
i can’t save you,
oh, i won’t say my prayers
i can’t hold you,
oh, you lied to my face

broken crown

they say, “chase what your heart desires.”

instead, chase that which desires your heart.

love you :)