Butterfly

Oh Well

Jumpy (feat. Ski Mask The Slump God)

Track 1 from Blind Freestyle Seshon I: ELEVATE
Recorded on my voice memos, one take, no edit, first time freestyle 
This is Lucid Flow: raw thoughts, dream state transmissions.  
An hour and 20 minutes of spontaneous creation—this track is the *introduction*.

Backtrack: Random Tyler the Creator type beat pulled from YouTube 

Enjoy!


Lyrics:

' I got a question though, you know, coz like im kinda understanding what rap is about
coz while i was listening, as i was listening to tyler today i was like shit man, like damnn you know?'

so, im kinda trying to tell a story becoz like no one really knows me 
i know everyone but no one really knows me
its kinda sad i think thats why im so lonely
'fuck man that was a fucking bar like'
eyy, so im gonna tone it down but like
when I get hyped I actually get really loud you know
because like i get so excited 
and like im just a very very passionate... kid 'you know what i mean like'
i know im 29 but i feel like im still fucking 12 inside
coz i feel like you know all over these years
i feel like when i was 12 years old was the only year that i felt like
oh shit its amazing, yeh
i feel like im truly growing, uh
im also actually experiencing, yuh
what life is about to... experience it
because like experiencing things is the only way to 
actually acknowledge things and and like appreciate shit
feel like gratitude type of 'fucking feeling that i dont know what im trying to say
but like you know what i mean? like' 
ey 
uh
ah
yeh
what
the
fuck?
uh
im trying im trying im trying im trying tryna water... what??? 
I feel like my head is so fucking floating 
i dont know what to say but i know im just freestyling
coz like, im actually feeling the beat
but like i dont know if im actually saying what i wanna sfff ... say
because idk my vocabularys like 'kinda fucked up  
because like ah i said i dont know fuck i dont really talk to people'
because im so Im like Im so 
Im so used to being uh so isolated
because i isolate myself from all my... you know 'people that i know
I dont know if theres like a word for that, 'but like
I dont know how to translate myself 
in the languages that i know 
because im so limited
or maybe in my languages thats limited 
or maybe its just the world around thats limited
because like im like hello unlimited 
because like you know whats limited this night
'oh fuck man i dont know what im sayin 
do you understand what im sayin?'
coz im high as fuck and youre like sober
i am tired but like youre older by like, not really that much
but you know you still look like youre like a teenager
'and fuck that rhymed
that was so sick'
its like im speaking in split
seconds because im like,,, 'ahh fuck im tired'

BFS VOL I: ELEVATE - Introduction

FBS I: ELEVATE - III

Demo

Lyrics: 

I’m so sorry I’m not sorry
I just want to party yeh
I’m so sorry I’m not sorry
I just want to party yeh

Lights camera action,
Fuck it, don’t care just give me signs
Why my eyes feel swollen?
Can’t remember good things sometimes
I’m turnin up and I’m bawling
These lights getting me blinded
I don’t want to go but I’m falling
Music’s lit and I’m all in eyyy

Light one up just to feel alive
Fill my cup I was born to die
Blaze it up yeh I’m out my mind
Turn it up this my battle cry

Ooooooooh
I wish every night was like this yeh
Ooooohhhhh
Am I dead or alive I don’t like this yeh

I’m so sorry I’m not sorry
I just want to party yeh
I’m so sorry I’m not sorry
I just want somebody yeh

I’m feeling I’m feeling it
I’m always feeling the little bits
Put on a smile like it’s evidence
I bury the pain its irrelevant
Spend till I’m broke just to ball out
Smoke in my throat coz I’m burned out 
Taking these shots now I’m all out
Lie to myself till I blackout 

Never thought about consequences
It’s do or die for me never business
Suicide in me when I’m hopeless
When it comes to me I’m just ruthless
Don’t believe in me I’m not listening 
Hope for better days that’s my vision

Ooooooh
im so high in this crowd, but im frozen yeh
Ooooooh
Im so tired of this life and this madness yeh

I’m so sorry I’m not sorry 
I just wanted to party yeh
I’m so sorry I’m not sorry
I just need somebody yeh
I’m so sorry I’m not sorry 
I just wanted to party yeh
I’m so sorry I’m not sorry
I really need somebody yeh

BFS VOL I: ELEVATE - Introduction

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