Cover of "The Ballad of Love and Hate" by The Avett Brothers.
Fanart available on my tumblr.

The Ballad Of Cas And Dean

A song from a moment in my life. 
Between sound and silence.
About finding peace in presence, 
Not in escape. 
Feeling what’s real, 
And believing - To find the truth 🌿

Breathing In Silence

Arrotolo

A More Profound Bond

Painfully Heterosexual

Dean and Castiel

when I first met you oh a star was in your eye
darker than a highway road and lonesome like the sky
I couldn’t read your face but I swore that you had doubt
you burrowed deep in me I couldn’t keep you out

and now it rains all day and turns my thoughts to rust
without you here with me I don’t know who to trust
and I wasn’t going to beg you, but I must
don’t be dead, please, don’t be dead

you travel with me, you’re the bag I can’t unpack
it’s full of words I know I said and can’t take back
and I don’t believe it even standing by your grave
cause you were wrong, you’re not a fake, you can be saved

so I lie away at night and wonder where you are
floating in the ocean deep or sitting on a star
cause your coat is in the backseat of my car
don’t be dead, please, don’t be dead

I couldn’t stop your fall, couldn’t keep you from the lake,
I still regret every last chance I didn’t take
I know I said some things,I swore I was still mad
but you remain the greatest friend I’ve ever had

and I’m so lost without you it’s such a sight to see
they say I’m imbalanced, they say I’m wobbly
so please, just one more miracle for me
don’t be dead please don’t be dead
don’t be dead please don’t be dead

Don't Be Dead

I'd Rather Have You

Lyrics!

This is the
Accidental courtship of the
consequential torture of the
hunter known as Dean Winchester
The cupid, thrones, and seraphim
The archangels and garrisons
All get tested every semester

To make sure they don’t fall
Prey to the call (Hey!) of the
Siren human ways or
Would Saint Paul
Rather recall
all of the blasphemy he said

To represent
The malcontent
of the event of the season
Failed beyond reason
All because treason
By love of a human

It started out as a joke
Just a simple bite me,
fight me ‘cause I’m sort of into that
It started after we broke
the ice with a little kiss
No lips, ‘cause we weren’t intimate

We were just friends
with benefits
Apocalypse left us hanging
That’s his choice
He’s a big boy
He’s not my problem or anything
He’s falling
It’s my fault 
That after all this time we shared
I never considered love

Cause I would
Rather screw a saintly nun
Than have Saint Michael hold my tongue
‘Cause I fell in love with a mud monkey
‘Cause Cas was just a bit too fond
For something just a handprint bond
The dude came out his ass bi-monthly

So don’t make promises
to grip them tight
and raise them up to paradise or
Would Saint Peter
like to meet
his match denying his best friend

Chorus

It started out as a phase
Little taste of free will
Team Kill and Mess Up Everything
It started after I took
him out for the first time
But why didn’t he take Chastity?

We were just friends
Battle buddies
Trauma had me, left me begging
For a night out
With the lights out
Didn’t know he’d give up everything
He’s falling
It’s my fault
That after all this time we shared
I never considered love

[Small Interlude]

Don’t tear out your grace
Just for a face
So you can screw with the humans or
Would Saint John 
Rather be wrong about the angel you tainted

Chorus

We were just friends
with benefits 
Not anything but some banging
He left again
He died again
I swear that he meant nothing
He’s falling
It’s my fault 
That after all this time we shared
I never considered love

of a human.

Oops I Accidentally Destiel

I was listening to this on my way home from drama tonight and I was like, "Woah, this sounds like a very Destiel type of song." So I went and changed the words a little to better fit their situation and learned it on ukulele. It's not the best because I wrote/learned how to play it in five minutes, plus it's late so I have to be quiet, but... y'know. 

LYRICS HERE: 

Best thing about tonight's that your out hunting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am listening
Your faith in me's wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
over again
I will never change my mind
Oh I have waited a millennium just for you
But Dean I am always on your side
Always on your side

This is not what I intended
I always swore to never let you fall apart
You always that I was stronger
I may have failed but I have loved you from the start
But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
over again
I will never change my mind
Oh I have waited a millennium just for you
But Dean I am always on your side
Always on your

Breath in so deep 
Don't stop now just keep praying
I'll hold onto your words
cause talk is cheap
I'll be there with you tonight
when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
over again
I will never change my mind
Oh I have waited a millennium just for you
But Dean I am always on your side

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
over again
I will never change my mind
Oh I have waited a millennium just for you
But Dean I am always on your side
Always on your side

Fall For You (Destiel Cover)

Set sometime during season five, I suppose! Hope you enjoy it.

Making it up as I go (Castiel's Song)

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Making it up as I go (Castiel's Song)

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