be cool.

Go check out @korouu cause they're amazing at making music <3

I do not own the artwork 

Lyrics

(verse 1)
we've been dancing for so long
under the stars
i feel as the grass will
cut through my skin
all the pills we take
have seem to prolong
our existence but i 
don't feel alright
I would rather be alone
than have you
everytime I speak I feel
myself fall
do you wish to find
the truth in my
lies
sorry darlin theres
no truth here
no

(verse 2)
it just the two of us my dear
listen to me don't you hear
i only fell for you
i only fell for you baby
don't you let them see your fear
promise not to shed a tear
i only fell for you
i only fell for you baby

sunflower feelings (prod. by korou)

recorded in my car on a hot summer evening

lyrics: 
if love is in the air then i think im suffocating 
and if life just isnt fair then just take what u can make of it 
and ill take extra care cuz my mind is just degrading my life 

and if love can make you scared then i think youll never  want it
if all my friends were here theyd be saying shits ironic 
cuz all my love is gone cuz i cant stay awake in the night 

and darling maybe its harder than that 
but i can barely put up with the act 
that u been playin my mind is degrading my life

men they fall so easy into your arms
but fucking cant fix a broken heart
its amazing what love will make me say to keep you around

yeah i think about it i been counting down the days till your gone 
i think ill hate it when im seeing u with men i dont know
the feelings fading u mever thoght that distance would grow 

so darling close your eyes 
and turn around 
the friday nights get brighter with you in town
the mornings never coming on the day that u found
the hatred in the happiness u told me about

so stay and hold 
all your memories close 
we take and know 
that we faked the whole damn thing 
and you bet that im not happy to say 
that im fed up with all the things in the day that ive messed up

Close Your Eyes

Original song "Breathe" Written and Produced by DaysToWaste, Co-Produced / Mixed / Mastered by SayWeCanFly.

nothing left

lyrics:
Barely breathe from the start
Rain drops hit my arms
Standing outside your car
Standing outside your car

Barely breathe from start
Rain drops hit my car
Driving somewhere so far from here
Tryna go somewhere far
Thinking back when I said
Tryna feel what you meant
Now its stuck in my head
Yeah it's stuck in my head

And I hope that I make it, yeah
I swerve feeling jaded, yeah
So hard gotta face it, see
The sunlight fading in
Im back where I began
Don't try to hold my hand
Leave me alone instead 
Leave me alone instead

No, I can't speak
No, I can't breathe
This cut me deep 
Just let me bleed
So out of reach
Not what I need
This cut me deep 
Just let me bleed

Barely breathe in the cold
Make me feel like a ghost
While I stare at my phone
And you're sorry, I know
Get me out of the deep end
Cuz it feels like I'm dreamin
Yeah the surface is fadin
Swear that I'll never sleep again

Shadows dance on the walls
Feel the weight in my arms
Till it all falls apart

No, I can't speak
No, I can't breathe
This cut me deep 
Just let me bleed
So out of reach
Not what I need
This cut me deep 
Just let me bleed

Breathe

[PROD. IOF]
https://soundcloud.com/prodiof

SUISAI
https://soundcloud.com/sushisai

ERISU:

You don’t know what it means to me..
'Cause I’ve been hurt more than you can see!
What lies beneath my skin is something unreal...
Behind your face shows a thousand ways to heal!

It’s okay, it didn’t really hurt for me!
My BLACK HEART captures all the pain numbing!
AND ALL MY EFFORTS BURNED DOWN InTO the Ashtray..
All I wanted is to feel at least something...

And Would you even care if I sent my soul to die for you?
IT’S ALL I WANTED was to see you goddamn smile!
Smile for me beneath the pale moonlight!
Because the darkness gets lonely sometimes..

And I believe you can save me somehow!
The way you look at me gets me through this HELL!
And maybe one day I will see the light!
But for now can you bring me through the night?!

Save me, Lover!
Savor me!

Tell my pretty lies..
It’s all I need!


I don’t need the truth,
I wanted fantasies!

So cut my eyes out!

And feed them to me!

SUISAI:

'Cause its been way too long!
I'm beat up the least you could do
Is just see through those promises you made a waste of space in us
What used to be beautifully
Crafted now rusted
Just blown to the edge of the cliff
It mustve been to late
Wish that you could relate
Wish all of the signs that you show
Wouldnt Lead to 
unfinished roads
Lucky i havent hit that dead end yet
Cause ive been through too much shit to be let down
again~ again~~
Painting pictures in my head
Of where everything worked out
Of where all this shit worked out

A THOUSAND WAYS TO HEAL - ERISU X SUISAI [PROD. IOF]

skele - thoughts (+ irby x dead spyro)

Cover art: Aly Moon (aka @ moon.x.lust on instagram)


LYRICS

Love is deaf
love is dumb
love is blind
you and i

x2
Love is blind and you don't see a thing
I'm turning out the lights tryna fall asleep
I don't wanna fight are you hearing me?
I never knew that love was deaf too

I been grinding, finding out that time is what it takes
to mend these wounds that make us break
feels like each day is another love/hate
keep biting my tongue till I taste blood
use that same blood to cure my ink
sometimes I fear we're faking fate
but I can't tell you anything I think
I'm starting to drink
I'm starting to pour
I'm feeling my face
Don't feel it no more
I lost my way
I lost true north
you shred my sails
but I'm pressing forward
eye of the storm
girl, why do you storm?
Lord, get me ashore for I need reformed
or maybe I'm born to suffer great fortunes
I can't pay more dues if you so fore-choose

but it's been a long night
been a long day
and you play the right games
yeah, you play the right games
so I'm rolling the dice tryna say the right things
shit, it's sunny outside but she make me feel rain

Love is deaf
love is dumb
love is blind
you and i

x2
Love is blind and you don't see a thing
I'm turning out the lights tryna fall asleep
I don't wanna fight are you hearing me?
I never knew that love was deaf too

x2
Love is deaf, love is dumb, love is blind
I try to fight, try to run, try to hide
I'm getting numb, getting drunk, getting high
I fell in love when true love was a lie

but it's been a long night
been a long day
and you play the right games
yeah, you play the right games
so I'm rolling the dice tryna say the right things
shit, it's sunny outside but she make me feel rain

you and i (prod. blade901)

another sad love song (prod. 2001)

go follow @sinxi rn he makes god tier music.

lyrics:

ill use this time to remind me
never fall in love cause it hurts
too much now days all i think ab are
awful things ye ill put that cyanide
right in my veins ye ill change my
discord name wont talk to anybody
thought it was better than nothing
but guess that i was wrong
cause i thought that you had

the cutest voice in the whole world
emissions were on made yer eyes glow
but youll never join the world no more
uwu o well
miss your touch like a phantom
cannot catch my breath cause the scuffed lungs
but at least theyll match a broken heart
uwu o well
ooo~ oooo~ oooo~

cause i miss all those days
we would mute ourselves in game
and talk shit about
the people we both hated
Now a days only hate that i haves
for myself
You said lets think bout the future
i understand that but
cant help but think bout what
could have been
said it was better than nothing
just wanted to feel anything

whats the point if were
wasting our time
its what you said
left a hole in my stomach
get over it
cant help but think about those nights
you had

the cutest voice in the whole world
emissions were on made yer eyes glow
but youll never join the world no more
uwu o well
miss your touch like a phantom
cannot catch my breath cause the scuffed lungs
but at least theyll match a broken heart
uwu o well

ill use this time to remind me
never fall in love cause it hurts
too much now days all i think ab are
awful things ye ill put that cyanide
right in my veins ye ill change my
discord name wont talk to anybody
thought it was better than nothing
all that i wanted was something

cutest voice in the whole world
emissions were on made yer eyes glow
but youll never join the world no more
uwu o well
miss your touch like a phantom
cannot catch my breath cause the scuffed lungs
but at least theyll match a broken heart
uwu o well

uwu o well ~ [p. sinxi]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9whxsgbv43c

(Lyrics)

It's getting kinda heavy this time around
But it's come in a thousand ways, what happens now? (x2)

What happens now? (x2

What happens now?
Please don't breakdown
Hands on the ground
Where are you now?

Where are you now? (x3)

I don't wanna grow to be nameless
I was never meant to be faceless, face it
You see my face and now you hate it
This was never meant to be graded!

It's getting kinda heavy this time around
But it's come in a thousand ways, what happens now? (x2)

What happens now? (x2

What happens now?
Please don't breakdown
Hands on the ground
Where are you now?

What happens now?
Please don't breakdown
Hands on the ground
Where are you now?

Where are you now? (x3)

where are u now?

LISTEN ON SPOTIFY

where are u now? (prod. 5head) [MUSIC VID IN DESC]

Cover art by    @ peachy.rosie    (on instagram)

LYRICS

Making me sick
Lose my shit
Go party
I'm staying in
Once again
We're parting
Girl, do you sin 'cause I sin
I'm sorry
Losing my shit
Can we sit and restart it
You rip me up shawty
Do it no sorries
I show you love always
You give it back hardly
I want you so strongly
You want me back partly
One look and I'm concrete
That look that say "don't stop me"
...well I won't

All you want is just a break
Don't know why you feel this way
Did your heart stand still?
Won't you look at my face?
Can't you tell me what's his name?
I need someone I can blame
When I'm taking these pills
When I let myself fade

did your heart stand still?

OUT NOW

lyrics ~ 

you push me away
and I couldn’t take it
love doesn’t wait up
i think you’re mistaken
how does this work?
do we leave and forget this
forget how our hearts work
disrupt all the heartache
winding up the clocks and just hoping for some better days
that was all we wanted
reminiscing how the sun rays
stuck to our skin
as we sat in your car we
didn’t want better
don't know what she really wants

i know that it hurts you
the drive to be better
the weight on your shoulders, yeah
bringing you closer
to the ground
get up baby
this ain’t living
there’s so much you’re missing
go out there and get it, yeah
i love you
you know this
you hate me
i know this though

you loved me for the fun of it
i guess that that's just part of it
you loved me for the fun of it
i guess that that's just part of it

and i lose my way
sometimes
and i
dont wanna die
yeah i won't be here when u call

don’t be so persistent
you know that it’s coming
staring at starlight
waiting for our time to come around
i noticed something
the smoke in your lungs
it’s breaking you down
creating distractions
for me
living is lovely
the ways that you showed me
to give in to feelings
i hope you don’t miss me
baby don't worry
i'll be there when i say
nothing else matters at all

Stream x

~ heartless

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~ falling apart (feat. deadfish)

I was once sad and lonely,
Having nobody to comfort me,
So I wore a mask that always smiled,
To hide my feelings behind a lie.

Before long, I had many friends;
With my mask, I was one of them.
But deep inside I still felt empty,
Like I was missing a part of me.

Nobody could hear my cries at night,
For I designed my mask to hide the lies.
Nobody could see the pain I was feeling,
For I designed my mask to be laughing.

Behind all the smiles were the tears,
And behind all the comfort were the fears.
Everything you think you see
Wasn't everything there was to me.

-Matt-

#ambient 

Alone

Alone/один ( Official Visualizer Out On Youtube ) (IG: saintrel1)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/album/51FPvsVXhRcQpZNbbCYWfS?si=hk9YAP0iQriZWKv6pghIUg

@demxntia
@infamousgertrude
@gehrmvn
@leorinda

STREETLIGHTS

lyrics
--------
why try if it ain't worth it
why lie if you can't do it
why cry with your back to it
i'm fine just a tad stupid
(x2)

record a bunch of nonsense when i'm feelin' nauseous 
gotta play it cautious if she tryna hang
mirror mirror on this wall inside my heart
does falling out of love make a human go insane
i've tried three times, back it up & rewind
look into your green eyes, tell me if i change
baby you a goddess, you so fuckin' flawless
imma fuck him up if he speaks your name in vain

why try if it ain't worth it
why lie if you can't do it
why cry with your back to it
i'm fine just a tad stupid
(x3)

redemption of a lost mess speedin' up the process
by the time that august comes you'll know my name
g-u-a-r guardin yeah i beg your pardon
right to all involvement writing through the day
got my castle in the yard it's kinda fuckin' hard
to stand like i'm on guard when the clouds are seeing rain
so my bedrooms more appealing, suffer through the feeling
cause i know you're leaving gotta act like i'm okay 
 
why try if it ain't worth it
why lie if you can't do it
why cry with your back to it
i'm fine just a tad stupid
(x2)

stupid

produced by @splashgvng

Yeah it's been awhile since I've seen your face
But I really hope I hope you're okay 

I feel off and winters going all in 
Feels like the snows not stoppen 
My head it does this often 
And I’m all in nothen to lose they call it 
Got a couple of bruises fallen
All old news no problem it’s common 

To me I see my friends all in my rear view past loves and lusts they’re mixed in too 
Spend a night getting sad to some indie
I don’t think they see anything in me  
I don’t need it and I never really knew that 
Till I hit stop listened to the playback 
Still got a want but I think she a need 
say we so close that we could never be 
I always have a couple of excuses why I can’t go planned out like blueprints 
Just in case someone other than you ask me
I never really know when you wanna hit the backseat 
I always have a couple of excuses why I can’t go planned out like blueprints 
Just in case someone other than you ask me
I never really know when you wanna hit the backseat

I feel off and winters going all in 
Feels like the snows not stoppen 
My head it does this often 
And I’m all in nothen to lose they call it 
Got a couple of bruises fallen
All old news no problem it’s common 

Exhausting don’t know what it costing 
Hearts halting I’m up late mocking 
Myself cuz I’ve felt like fake latley
Don’t help when you call cuz I really can see 
you’ve been on a bender said you wouldn’t binge again 
but I’ve really been here with a couple of my friends 
So cliche so true they say 
Can’t help if they don’t want it no way 
Top shelf when it come to the old days 
Just stay put cuz I dont wanna throw away 
I know that you’ll hit me yeah
when I’m ballen 
Scales just tipped I don’t think they stallen 
Give it 2 years and I’ll show u what I saw in myself when said that I was all in 

I feel off and winters going all in 
Feels like the snows not stoppen 
My head it does this often 
And I’m all in nothen to lose they call it 
Got a couple of bruises fallen
All old news no problem it’s common 
I’m all in they call it

Spotify

All In (prod. splashgvng)

i'm getting so cold
i think i'm turning blue

синий

@sonnyzero

lyrics:
yeah you lookin kimda bad i think ill fall you 
and i got a heart attack when i sent shots to you 
she been in my head i can quite seem to get her out 
when i lie with u in bed yeah i think that ive found 

she say she scared of lying
my face can barely hide it
she say dont u lie for no reason
youll die when i see it 
you fight what ur feeling

kinda scared of love
you already know 
only want your touch 
only want a smoke
shawty know we getting 
everything that we need 

back when i was sixteen 
i could barely fix me 
they domt rlly miss me 
ao i dont get what u mean 

what you mean 
baby what you rlly mean yeah 
i dont understand it with the way you talk to me nah 
so off
so on
talk nicely 
my talk
dont walk
im lying

sonny zero - heart attack *freestyle*

love, death, distraction is out now: ftrbnd.co/ldd

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soundcloud is dead, long live soundcloud

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how do i say  
all i want just falls away  
i dont know how to 
 keep us in time 
 mind is changing
 all you want so far is 
 love, death and some kind of higher high 
 youre reaching
 and if were all just drifting by  
phones in the air  
face to the sky  
and all this time to realise 
 theres nothing stopping you  
from leaving

please dont go  
drifter

what do i say  
all that time just thrown away 
 i dont know how to 
 keep lives apart 
 theyre bleeding  
mind is racing  
all you want so far is 
 love, death and some kind of higher high 
 youre reaching  
and if were all just drifting by  
phones in the air  
face to the sky  
all this time to realise  
nothing stopping you 
 from leaving  me

please dont go  
drifter

stream + download

love, death, distraction

produced by @nejdos
mixed by @iofmusic
single art by evan carr

lyrics:
waste my time
all u wanted was to waste my time
never cared if i was hurting inside
i was a second away from another mistake
but i could never let u
waste my time 
all u wanted was to waste my time
i shoulda never let u live my life
i was a second away
from feeling all of your pain
but it's over

i been dead in my casket
alone on the mattress
clinging to past tense
forever now
you been tryin to come back
keepin me on track
i know i don't want that
remember how
u left me hung out to dry
never a tear left to cry
u wasted all of my time
u don't deserve what is mine

my love is mine
i know im fine
my diamonds shine
and im a star in the night

how did you wake up every morning
wishing that i was someone else instead?
she been callin my phone, hitting my landline
but i don't trust these hoes so i just decline
after last time i don't want a rewind
i just want a refund for wasting all my time

october coming sooner than u think - decks

:/

Smashinfries