prod by @ghosthandsmusic

lyrics:
lately ive been outside
but im so homesick
miles away from what i feel like home is
takin steps backwards
foward i can focus
trip around so far
lost sense of the road ya
lately ive been outside
but im so homesick
miles away from what i feel like home is
takin steps backwards
foward i can focus
trip around so far
lost sense of the road ya

and ive been
up n curvin around
can i catch a break
so far can i just relax today
so quiet is my soul
but my heart keep goin for this hope
the doors peakin
im stircrazy
locked outside
while its still raining
havent started life
but it feels so late and
theres so much to do
cant relate ya
clock is tickin i can feel the time go
started a new chapter of my life so
still adjustin need some room
sortin myself out got stuff to do ya

lately ive been outside
but im so homesick
miles away from what i feel like home is
takin steps backwards
foward i can focus
trip around so far
lost sense of the road ya
lately ive been outside
but im so homesick
miles away from what i feel like home is
takin steps backwards
foward i can focus
trip around so far
lost sense of the road ya

and i close my eyes
just cover me from the light
i face at the end of the tunnel
and its not that great
wait till then
what a bummer
when i can use my gps to go home

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homesick

April

recorded in my car on a hot summer evening

lyrics: 
if love is in the air then i think im suffocating 
and if life just isnt fair then just take what u can make of it 
and ill take extra care cuz my mind is just degrading my life 

and if love can make you scared then i think youll never  want it
if all my friends were here theyd be saying shits ironic 
cuz all my love is gone cuz i cant stay awake in the night 

and darling maybe its harder than that 
but i can barely put up with the act 
that u been playin my mind is degrading my life

men they fall so easy into your arms
but fucking cant fix a broken heart
its amazing what love will make me say to keep you around

yeah i think about it i been counting down the days till your gone 
i think ill hate it when im seeing u with men i dont know
the feelings fading u mever thoght that distance would grow 

so darling close your eyes 
and turn around 
the friday nights get brighter with you in town
the mornings never coming on the day that u found
the hatred in the happiness u told me about

so stay and hold 
all your memories close 
we take and know 
that we faked the whole damn thing 
and you bet that im not happy to say 
that im fed up with all the things in the day that ive messed up

Close Your Eyes

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https://soundcloud.com/yungaxstn
lyrics 

kais:
i, saw u in the back an
i, did a little to much then
its gettin harder to sleep now, really wishing that i could be real now x2

snow on her dress watch us fade yea,
snow on her chest heart break yea,
she told me we should take break yea,
im lookin at my phone
dumb, stressed out, and i feel all alone,
don’t
try to use yo dome,
if i break out i jus hope i go home,
stressed out in the back so im sippin on crone.

lil skele:
I took a lil too much 
I be moving slow shawty I ain’t in a rush 
yeah black out in the backseat
I’m a lil too fucked if u ask me 
yeah
it’s like bury me in Louis v 
I been hella faded my eyes getting hazy 
Ion love that bitch she crazy 
ion ever leave the house chill by my lonely 
i fw anybody don’t pick my phone up when it’s ringing 
bumping dg and I got wrist on icy 
feel like guitarboi sipping on peace tea
I been steady stacking bands I got the money

yung axstn:
The nicotine helps me get over 
I’m not your friend you’re never sober 
my girl yeah she wants me over 
i feel the same just wish you were closer
now if you don’t mind I’ll be back in a bit
Cause the shit in my head it makes me wanna quit
and I’m sorry that I can’t be there 
and I know that you want me right there
and I’m sorry that I can’t be there
you miss me all the time I just wish I was right there

kais:
i, saw u in the back an
i, did a little to much then
its gettin harder to sleep now, really wishing that i could be real now x2

it's getting harder to sleep now (w/lil skele & yung axstn) [prod.nejdos]

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it's getting harder to sleep now. (w/skele & yung axstn) [prod.nejdos]

I won't let, I won't let this break me.
cus I know that I'm better than that,
and she said, everything I hate about me,
it's ok, at least I'm aware.. no no no..
(x2)

staring up at the top of the ceiling,
with my wrists, their cut, I cannot stop the bleeding,
staring up at the top of the ceiling,
with my wrists, their cut, I cannot stop the bleeding,
(x2)

Staring at the Ceiling

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lyrics:

ill use this time to remind me
never fall in love cause it hurts
too much now days all i think ab are
awful things ye ill put that cyanide
right in my veins ye ill change my
discord name wont talk to anybody
thought it was better than nothing
but guess that i was wrong
cause i thought that you had

the cutest voice in the whole world
emissions were on made yer eyes glow
but youll never join the world no more
uwu o well
miss your touch like a phantom
cannot catch my breath cause the scuffed lungs
but at least theyll match a broken heart
uwu o well
ooo~ oooo~ oooo~

cause i miss all those days
we would mute ourselves in game
and talk shit about
the people we both hated
Now a days only hate that i haves
for myself
You said lets think bout the future
i understand that but
cant help but think bout what
could have been
said it was better than nothing
just wanted to feel anything

whats the point if were
wasting our time
its what you said
left a hole in my stomach
get over it
cant help but think about those nights
you had

the cutest voice in the whole world
emissions were on made yer eyes glow
but youll never join the world no more
uwu o well
miss your touch like a phantom
cannot catch my breath cause the scuffed lungs
but at least theyll match a broken heart
uwu o well

ill use this time to remind me
never fall in love cause it hurts
too much now days all i think ab are
awful things ye ill put that cyanide
right in my veins ye ill change my
discord name wont talk to anybody
thought it was better than nothing
all that i wanted was something

cutest voice in the whole world
emissions were on made yer eyes glow
but youll never join the world no more
uwu o well
miss your touch like a phantom
cannot catch my breath cause the scuffed lungs
but at least theyll match a broken heart
uwu o well

uwu o well ~ [p. sinxi]

thanks for everything 

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lyrics:
and i just want you to know that, im fine
i know i looked sad, im just bad at goodbyes
everynight i get high and have flashbacks
but can't remember ur face, and im so glad

yea i can't remember your face, i wont chase it
blunt stuffed with 3g's im ok, i'll face it
its bout time i fell out of love, had enough of your shit
its time to get over it.

suisai:
please turn around
wanna re live that moment
picture perfect

like the first time 
we'd ever locked eyes
you knew it too then

that this wasn't right, there was that
look you had, i could see
my whole world
its shattered now, everything 
crumbling, i could lose it all

but your pupils tell the story
keep watching for a good ending
even tho know it'll never come

flashbacks

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flashbacks w/suisai (prod.spyder)

Cover art by    @ peachy.rosie    (on instagram)

LYRICS

Making me sick
Lose my shit
Go party
I'm staying in
Once again
We're parting
Girl, do you sin 'cause I sin
I'm sorry
Losing my shit
Can we sit and restart it
You rip me up shawty
Do it no sorries
I show you love always
You give it back hardly
I want you so strongly
You want me back partly
One look and I'm concrete
That look that say "don't stop me"
...well I won't

All you want is just a break
Don't know why you feel this way
Did your heart stand still?
Won't you look at my face?
Can't you tell me what's his name?
I need someone I can blame
When I'm taking these pills
When I let myself fade

did your heart stand still?

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~ falling apart (feat. deadfish)

I was once sad and lonely,
Having nobody to comfort me,
So I wore a mask that always smiled,
To hide my feelings behind a lie.

Before long, I had many friends;
With my mask, I was one of them.
But deep inside I still felt empty,
Like I was missing a part of me.

Nobody could hear my cries at night,
For I designed my mask to hide the lies.
Nobody could see the pain I was feeling,
For I designed my mask to be laughing.

Behind all the smiles were the tears,
And behind all the comfort were the fears.
Everything you think you see
Wasn't everything there was to me.

-Matt-

#ambient 

Alone

Alone/один ( Official Visualizer Out On Youtube ) (IG: saintrel1)

Don't fall in love with me,
Don't fall in love with me, no no.

And every night that I cry,
I'm so alone, nobody wants to-
pick up the phone and call..

Stay Away, I’m Hurting.

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Prod. Metlast

Lyrics: 
Small world, dream girl I'll never get to you I know 
Lost words poor girl you'll never find your way back home 
Chasing sirens, Knives of diamond
These pretty nightmares pull me close 
Falling victim to a vision 
I'll never get to you I know 
(I'll never get to you I know) 

The space between our fingers fits so perfect 
But your scent lingers 
In my bedsheets after these years 
I gotta find a place where I can sleep okay 
Burn out the nightlight, wait for the night time 
Stay up till midnight, sleep till the sunshine 
I will never be, no I will never be the one 

(I will never be the one) 
(And I'll never be) 
(I will never be the one) 

Small world, dream girl I'll never get to you I know 
Lost words poor girl you'll never find your way back home 
Chasing sirens, Knives of diamond
These pretty nightmares pull me close 
Falling victim to a vision 
I'll never get to you I know 
I'll never get to you I know

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dream girl (ft. Days To Waste)

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Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_cW1fCxUIMc

Artists / Producer:
@lilskeleskrrt
@deadspyro

Lyrics:
it’s been a rough couple nights 
and I’ve been feeling so down 
thoughts attack my mind everything is too loud 
I feel my body fall apart I don’t know what to do now 
I think I’ve lost control 
I’m scared to be alone now 

I’m scared to be alone 
be alone 
they tell me I’ll get better but I don’t believe em no
I don’t wanna do this on my own 
I don’t wanna do this on my own

it’s getting harder and harder to breathe 
harder and harder to see 
harder and harder to realize that no ones saving me 
(x2)

skele - scared to be alone (prod. dead spyro)

produced, mixed and mastered by scapegoat and kinshii.

idc w/ kinshii

'Sin-Shi'

Mixing/Mastering - prodbysinxi@gmail.com
Features/Enquiries - sinxi.mgmt@gmail.com

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@suteracollective

~ falling apart (feat. deadfish)

sinxi

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