Name: NB4X ~ Soul Chemistry (mixed by K.O.D) by NB4X in Your Mix 6
Duration: 3 min 12 s
Description: When chemistry meets love, magic happens.

wow..... this is immensely beautiful!!!!!!

wonderful journey with a very gentle and yet grasping complexity, in rhythm and soundscape.  very very good 👍 👏

Another soothing chill groove full of abstract rhythms and cooing vox that swirls together to a complex yet complimentary helix of sonic vibration! Well done!

The Frequency of this is Amazing. The Vocal sound gives goosebumps and the whole Vibe refreshing. Thank You🤍✨

Your Mix 6

Ricochet

This song is about inner fight of feelings between love and desire. It will take you through different scenes: meditation, passion, happiness, frustration, adoration, excitation & relaxation.

I think it will be one of my top tracks ever, but after too many attempts for a definitive mix, it must go out as it is or I’ll go crazy(er). Please give me some feedback.

Maybe a nice trial: https://soundcloud.com/esemanolain-ruizzo/estoy-confundido-piano-version

LETRA  /  LYRICS :

Estoy confundido (Eres tan bonita...)  /  I am confused (You’re so beautiful...)

(1) Te alejas con una sonrisa breve,  /  (1) You leave with a brief smile,
difícil de olvidar.  /  difficult to forget.
Te alejas sin miedo  /  You leave without fear
de no volverme a encontrar.  /  of not finding me again.

Se aleja mi corazón de golpe,  /  My heart leaves at one stroke,
al oírte decir adiós.  /  hearing you say good bye.
No quiero que digas eso,  /  Don’t want you to say so,
no quiero que olvides mi voz.  /  don’t want you to forget my voice.

Si aparecen regueros de lágrimas,  /  If streams of tears appear,
No llores de pena (bis)  /  don’t you cry of sorrow. (bis)
Si bajan mojándome las mejillas,  /  If they go down wetting my cheeks,
No llores de pena (bis)  /  don’t you cry of sorrow. (bis)

(1) Te alejas…  /  (1) You leave …

Eres tan bonita…  /  You are so beautiful …
que a veces he estado confundido.  /  that sometimes I have been confused.
He llorado en la cama (bis)  /  I have cried in bed (bis)

Eres tan bonita…  /  You are so beautiful …
Que a veces se me olvida que te quiero  /  that sometimes I forget that I love you
Y sólo recuerdo que te deseo.  /  and I only remember that I desire you.
Confundido he llorado en la cama (bis)  /  Confused I have cried in bed (bis)
 
Y lloro porque al mismo tiempo  /  And I cry because at the same time
quiero respetarte,  /  I want to respect you,
y lloro porque al mismo tiempo  /  and I cry because at the same time
quiero poseerte.  /  I want to possess you.

ER23HC03 - (C) Ruizzo 1995 - (R) Francés Records;) 2014


Estoy confundido (Eres tan bonita...)

When chemistry meets love, magic happens.

NB4X ~ Soul Chemistry (mixed by K.O.D)

As a child growing up in Liverpool during the eighties, I witnessed first hand the struggles people had to endure because of the government’s neglect of our city. The government got away with neglecting its children, whilst Yosser and no doubt many like him had theirs taken away.

Yosser Hughes, the fictional character from Alan Bleasdale's incredible television series 'Boys from the Blackstuff', depicted a single father unable to find work whilst trying to look after his three children. 

The perception of Yosser back then, and probably still now is that he was a crazy, weak, and dangerous person. The reality though, is that Yosser’s behaviour was fuelled by many factors, not just povery, lack of work, and a broken relationship that we witness on screen.

Mental health awareness was zilch back then and most men today like Yosser find it impossible to talk about their struggles in life. This is largely due to the stigma of being perceived as weak. The only person he felt that he could open up to was a priest behind a veiled confessional box, who seemingly offered no help, support or guidance.

There will have been many traumatic events in Yossers life, all as a result of a cycle of poverty and lack of support and understanding that was generationally passed down. 

Yosser struggled on with his failing mental health, but clearly his love remained for his children. He kept looking for work, feeding his children, doing the best he could with what little he had. He like many was unfortunately doomed to succeed, and yet if he had been given help and support he could have brought his children up and been there for them. His wife, like Yosser just another casualty of the continuing cycle of victims, and sadly their children next.

Anyone struggling with their mental health should break free from the societal  stigma and speak to someone. You’re only human and can’t carry that weight alone. You are not alone and It’s ok to be vulnerable, it’s what makes us human. Just please ask someone for help!

Additionally, If you know someone who may be struggling with things, ask them if they want to talk, lend your ear, normalize their worries or concerns, and encourage them to seek help and support.

Thanks to Liverpool artist Mikey Gannon, for letting me use his artwork: http://ko-fi.com/mikeygannon

Yosser hughes

Yosser Hughes

Live Lite + VST + M-Audio Keystation MINI32 + udio.com for vocals
Special thanks goes to @r-u-r-pl for consultations and help with generating udio vocals.
Original lyrics (not too complicated 😜) by kavvka:

Gdzie serca splecione w skowronkach?

Jasieńku, Jasieńku czemuś ty zły na mnie?
Jam Ci to życie chciała ułożyć jak w niebie.
Dlaczegoś, dlaczegoś mnie zostawił dla niej?
Jam Ci to chciała jeno wyjść za ciebie.

Oj dana,
oj dana,
oj dana

Powtórzenie
____________
English translation:

Where our hearts bounded in skylarks melody?

Oh Johnny, oh Johnny why are you mad at me?
I wanted this life maked into heaven.
Why, oh why you left me for her
I only wanted to be your wife 

Oh dah-nah
oh dah-nah
oh dah-nah

Repeat.

Art by Grzegorz Kawka - https://www.deviantart.com/grzegorz-kawka

Jasieńku, dlaczego (Why, Johnny? udio.com vocals)

‘Colorful crochet’ fisherman wanders the streets sipping a calyx staring blankly colorful crochet unknown a poster half torn with the portrait of a woman with close-fitting dress with calyx-shaped breasts breasts wanting to coming out he drops the calyx Busting red wine flows through the maze of sidewalk the wine activates the planet the planet begins to turn he puts the hands in the pockets tear the lining of the pockets a child shoots him with a plastic pistol and goes away jumping and laughing he faints into the liner of the pockets: the long corridors of dreams where tears come together in the wishing well where poets taste the sault the salt that breaks the chains of fear where the voice strips the shadows

Colorful Crochet - with Luciole Langevine in vocals - texte in description

Available on Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/album/4CYTU3PNZPHgt8s7xGZaxT

And other streaming platforms:
https://emubands.ffm.to/carnivalandcottoncandy


Lyrics:

In my mind
I created a world 
We’re safe and sound

Carnival and cotton candy
When you’re sad, it's kinda handy

There’s magic everywhere 
What kind of trickery is that? 
There’s a rabbit in a hat!

Carnival and cotton candy 
We're not sad
We’re fine and dandy

Around we go and up and down 
Around we go and up and down we go
(Around we go and up and down) 
(Around we go and up and down)

When you need to laugh 
more than you already do 
Ha ha, hoo hoo

Just think of me
and my funny looking face
and that way
we might get through these days

Stop by anytime
my ice cream parlour is always open 
for business and for you

Carnival and cotton candy 
Maybe on a beach
soft warm and sandy

(Now would you like that?)

Around we go and up and down 
Around we go and up and down
(Around we go and up and down) 
(Around we go and up and down)

You’re the funniest boy I know 
Don’t go, don’t go
Now you’re the funniest boy I know 
Don’t go, don’t go

Carnival and cotton candy, hmm..

Carnival And Cotton Candy

Remix of the superior track "Obfuscated" by Paploviante: https://soundcloud.com/paploviante-and-friends/obfuscated-open-collab-offer?si=25698148616748a188eb82c44f086ce7&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

Paploviante- Obfuscated (Quick on the drawing remix)

Floating

aKa - Floating

This is another track, "Maybe", in my work-in-progress album "Again" (2024). The track was composed in GarageBand iOS on 17 May 2024 and mixed in Logic Pro on 18 May 2024. It was released here on SoundCloud on 21 June 2024.

The artwork cover for the album and all tracks in it uses a photo of mine of 1 June 2024 (shot in Sofia) I cropped and annotated in Mac OS Preview on 2 June 2024 and again on 15 February 2025 (to change the year of the - expected - album release from 2004 to 2025).

Duration: 5:41 minutes
Tempo: 110 bpm
Time Signature: 4/4
Key Signature: C

Digital instruments used, in the order of composing and recording:

1. Keyboard - Keyboards - Grand Piano
2. Drums - Acoustic - SoCal
3. Guitar - Hard Rock Guitar
4. Keyboard - Alchemy Synth - Pads - Epic Cloud Formation  (Lush)
5. Strings - Cinematic - Cello
6. Synthesizer - Rhythmic - Fantasy Echoes
7. Synthesizer - Pad - Flutter By

Maybe

The amoral mantle

SKY-Remix..............
SKY-media:
@skymoosic
www.facebook.com/s.k.y.moosic
twitter.com/skymoosic
www.youtube.com/user/skypatrolofficial
Remix & Production/https://soundcloud.com/abloamberelli

S K Y - Without You...........( Pablo Camberelli remix)

Another version of the song can be found on the album "Cabaret", under the name "Trapped in Shadows [Cabaret]."

[Verse]
I wake up cold, the night still near,
A home that crumbles year by year.
Mama’s hands are rough, she can't let go,
Of dreams she lost a lifetime ago.

[Chorus]
Round and round, we push the weight,
Running faster, but it's too late.
Built to suffer, we can’t break free,
Lost inside this tragedy.

[Verse]
Crowds scream loud, but I can’t hear,
Their cheers are just a mask for fear.
We sing the songs they wanna feel,
But every note is less than real.

The lights are bright, they burn my skin,
But emptiness is all within.
Another show, another day,
I’m just a shadow on display.

[Chorus]
Round and round, we push the weight,
Running faster, but it's too late.
Built to suffer, we can’t break free,
Lost inside this tragedy.

[Bridge]
The world’s on fire, but we survive.
I wonder if we’re truly alive.
They say the world is ours to make,
But how much more can one heart take?

[verse]
My brother’s got hunger in his eyes,
But no one hears the quiet cries.
 
[Chorus]
Round and round, we push the weight,
Running faster, but it's too late.
Built to suffer, we can’t break free,
Lost inside this tragedy.

Just a Shadow on Display [Edit]

Created new sounds with AI, hacking the algorithm 

Shadows in the Smoke (Remastered)

This track was made to put under footage of my DJI Neo, see https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1_xX0JKEmtM

FULL TRACK: Whispering Gravitations (radio version)

guitar op.1 nº3

Heavy Punk Rock 'n' Roll band turns into Synthwave nowadays! Brand NEW album "Ultraviolet Cosmos" available NOW!
https://shockthealgorithm.bandcamp.com/album/ultraviolet-cosmos

I’m NB4X — a soulful, intuitive female beatmaker who turns emotion into sound.
For me, music is energy — a way to express what words can’t. Every beat I make carries a story, a feeling, a moment.

My sound moves between lo-fi soul, chill electronic, and emotional hip-hop. I love blending warmth, rhythm, and atmosphere to create something cinematic yet deeply personal. Each track I make starts with a feeling — sometimes light and dreamy, sometimes dark and raw — but always real.

Through my project MadeByMe, I explore the balance between softness and strength, between the inner world and the rhythm of life. My music isn’t about perfection — it’s about connection.

NB4X ~ Soul Chemistry (mixed by K.O.D)

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