hurting myself - covered featuring her

i swear that i’m not a fag
so please just don’t pick me last
someone needs to take me back
so that i can realize that
i am such a loser but it doesn’t seem to hurt
it’s the life that i prefer
honestly it could be worse
scratch my arms bruise my legs i am not just like the rest
shh! they don’t know my secrets
AND YET THEY STILL SOMEHOW SPREAD

im a loser but its alright (prod. casper)

@lovelysabotage sorry fellas this account is gross and ugly

sabotage and decays 2024 / 2025 finale mixx <3

pls dont call me weird, it hurts my feelings

sing some songs but im singing for you
you read my mind as if i were some book
but sometimes you miss me and i miss you too
and everytime i sing u know it is for you
but you see someone else and you just never think it thru
you just always seem to leave me just for one stupid fool

might need to stop singing stupid songs
everytime i do i just lose my heart
i wish i could describe how much i need you back
but i know that you never come back

almost forgot the whole point

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qA0sjK7ePdc

when we first met you talked to me
though your eyes looked past me
but i never really even cared
i dont know why i even dared
when you walk into the park
u know id be there
i know youre not all alone
u know that i still care

yk that i still care and im in denial

i got scammed in 2018

i forgot to delete lol

I wanna be u so badly but I cant fuuuuuckk

fuck california

there’s a cat on my fencepost
it’s strange animals don’t have souls
i swear that they can see me
i don’t care what the truth is think it’s creepy
there’s coyotes in the backyard
but i can’t just tell them fuck off
it’s not like they have a conscience
but if they did would we do stuff to stop it
overthink is all that i do now
i don’t wanna think about it
someone come and kill me slowly