@jphxll: yeah planning on telling the story of this beat

From Rogue Media:
"Someone taps you on the shoulder and offers you another drink. You graciously accept and walk to the kitchen, away from the clutter and the high-stakes pusoy dos game currently underway. Your friend sits on the counter next to a half dozen unopened Coke bottles, you lean against the fridge covered in family photos.

 “We really should get the band back together.”

“Hey, just say when!”

You dive back into memories that feel like they belong to other people. You talk about your high school dreams that have been put on hold, and for a while, they feel like they’re within reach again." ~ Emil Hofileña

last solo song from me this year; gonna hibernate; see you homiez next year

[ capsule ja:09 beat tape due Feb 2017 ]
American Beauty Dialogue

Yooooooo. If u ever see this, thank you. Thank you for accepting me as a part of ur life. Thanks for walking with me, and bearing my weirdness. Most importantly, thank you for healing my heartburns. You will eventually find out it was you all along. I just wish you were with me longer. There are so many things left unsaid. I noticed after the glances you gave me. To this day, it remained with me. It was a sign that you either want to delete me in your life, or I mattered to you. I just want to let you know that because of how your presence dwells in my life, I make beat offerings like these. I owe my success to you. For now, I will be silent, as i watch you smile making other people smile as well. There will never be anyone like u. It will be a while to admit to u. I aint ready yet. The vibe will flow soon. 

i wish u stayed, there's still a place in my heart for u. this beat is the relief i finally have because i still exist in your life [i still think you find me annoying]

WHY AM I MAKING SUCH A BIG DEAL OUT OF THIS??? WHY AM I STILL INTO YOU?? WHY DO I KEEP TELLING MY FRIENDS THAT I LOVE YOU???

WHEN CAN I EVER ADMIT HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU???????

I MADE THIS BEAT CUZ IT'S WHAT I HEAR IN MY HEAD WHEN U WERE WALKING WITH ME ONE MORNING. GREATEST FEELING I FELT.I KNOW I CAN NEVER WISH U BACK, BUT I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW HOW MUCH I APPRECIATE 10 MINUTES OF YOUR TIME WITH ME. THANK U AND I LOVE U AND I AM SORRY FOR MAKING UR LIFE SHIT.

11/20 I WONT MATTER TO YOU ANYMORE

for naomi

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