my mind operates like a loop, absurdity reigns forever. my mind was pure as a child, manipulated by the elements, by the my false perception. been trying to gain myself back. 

Welcome. I’m in constant distance with myself. Feeling awkward in all my abilities this is a moment for you to experience what taunts my mind. i made these in a time, where i needed to hypnotize myself, understand myself, go inside myself and stay there. I want to be a butterfly. i think about that often. i think about many things often. I think about this world often, shifting constanty on me, never able to really predict whats going next. I used to could intellectualize everything. I used to could out a reason behind every ill action, but i couldn’t even put a word to my narrative. couldn’t even explain my life. couldn’t explain all that was locked up, all that was anxious. I couldn’t even explain my own thoughts. I had too many to be contained. It’s late I’m just wrting . 

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