that ive become an insomniac ; this is me

grew up too fast, like a bullet breaking thru the glass

this song is so real. I often just sit in sad nostalgia at how good life used to be as kid. everything was different.

i miss the time that i used to listen this song so much now i cant just enjoy the song because this brings so much memories o my brain and i am complete dominated by terrible feelings.

3 years later since I first heard this and I’m still In the same state of mind just dwelling on everything in social isolation.

Shinigami is the one who make me keep moving

moo sick

MMari!i X El1 - Creep In The Night

wasted on you (ft. 93FEETOFSMOKE and KING CHRISTIAN)

music video: https://youtu.be/WLmP3M_SIoI

lyrics:

i got angels hovering above my fuckin head
i got heart eyes for this lil shawty in my head
wake up every morning thinkin that im fuckin dead
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed

stay inside my bed
this never fuckin ends
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed
stay inside my bed
im inside her head
makes me wonder why id rather talk to you instead

twinkle twinkle twinkle you know im a fuckin star
twinkle twinkle twinkle you dont know just what you are
gotta find my way back home i think its getting dark
but home is where your heart is and you know that i dont got a heart

keyblade on my back i never need a strap
bankai on my lap im always on attack
flexin all these bands you know that shit is wack
tired of this shit im boutta take a nap

i got angels hovering above my fuckin head
i got heart eyes for this lil shawty in my head
wake up every morning thinkin that im fuckin dead
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed

stay inside my bed
this never fuckin ends
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed
stay inside my bed
im inside her head
makes me wonder why id rather talk to you instead

im a waste of space yea all i ever do is lie
i dont understand why you give me your fuckin time
blowin up my phone they know i wont ever reply
pls just leave me alone im just a waste of time

darkness stands alone i know the light will guide us home
but i cant help but feel like ima fuckin die alone
if you fuck w me hold me down like a dialtone
youre the reason why i always stay up on my phone

stay up on my phone
please just take me home
youre the reason why i always stay up on my phone
stay up on my phone
i feel so alone
youre the reason why i never can put down my phone

i got angels hovering above my fuckin head
i got heart eyes for this lil shawty in my head
wake up every morning thinkin that im fuckin dead
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed

stay inside my bed
this never fuckin ends
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed
stay inside my bed
im inside her head
makes me wonder why id rather talk to you instead

sea salt ice cream (✿◠‿◠) [visual in desc.]

Shinigami - I Miss U (ft. YungJZAisDead)

Free Download

rip your underwear (prod. tothegood)

production by jay vee
vocals by shinigami

@ihateshinigami
full project together soon

grew up too fast
like a bullet breaking thru the glass
remember that
fell asleep in every single class
i hate the fact
that ive become an insomniac
i hate the fact
that im never ever going back

cant even say that im feeling sad
i cant help but dwell on everything i had back when i was a kid
all those emotions they cease to exist

the world was so new woke up bright every day
now im just jaded its faded to grey
and i lay in a coffin that i helped create
facing the fact that ill never feel great again

shinigami - grew up 2 fast (prod. jay vee)

occam's razor

in vain w/ kaiyko

decaying at 18 w/ supachefm

artwork by @rizaaguasin on twitter

stardust it falls from the sky
somewhere inside my dreams
i see a world with you and me
far from reality

shinin so bright like the night sky
i see the stars in your bright eyes
you haunted my thoughts on the drive home
a ghost with a smile that i know
you lay in a garden of roses
i lay in a garden of corpses
you light up the shadows in darkness
im nobody im jus a heartless

the closer you get to the light, the greater your shadow becomes

within the depths of a nightmare
i hear the voices inside there
they say im too weak and too fragile
to save my princess from the castle


stardust it falls from the sky
somewhere inside my dreams
i see a world with you and me
far from reality

stardust✨

brr brr brr brr brr we not Gucci hoe!!

lyrics :-0 :-)
Lilac incense burning out inside my Mercedes 
So reminiscent of the times when I would call you my baby 
Autumn leaves fall from the trees just like our feelings they changing 
But I remember what u told me life is just what we make it 
Cherry blossom Shawty breathe your life into the wintertime 
Memories of you and me u interlocked ur hand in mine 
Memories of conversations destinies that intertwine 
Icicles around my fuckin heart I feel like Gucci maine
Brr brr brr brr brr 
We not Gucci tho 
East Atlanta Santa in the phantom feeling Gucci tho 
Used to wake up with u, now I wake up in my Gucci robe 
Text me like “I miss u”  hit u back like naw I’m Gucci hoe 

I’m like Gucci this and Gucci that um 
Gameboy games in Gucci bags 
Gucci jeans all on my ass um 
Lil cream on her face no Gucci tat um
Brr brr brr brr brr we not Gucci hoe 
Text me like u miss me hit u back like naw I’m Gucci tho 

Like why u tryna call me bae Bitch 
I’m up in that Tesla why u tryna test my patience 
Cause I been livin day to day shit like this life a vacation or maybe 
Now they all be singing my cadence its validation 
Fuck That fake shit 

Im on that wake up give me top shit 
I’m up on my boss shit 
Fuck her then I teleport lil hoe I feel like Noctis 
Damn my ex is all up on my shit I feel like Roxas 
Had to cut that bitch off she like koffing hoe is toxic 
Gurren lagann Shawty how she bout to give me face bitch 
She turned off my PS4 u bout to run my fade bitch 
I don’t take no shit lil Boi u sounding like u take dick 
I just took flight I’m out in Paris w my main 
Bitch 
I’m w my lil Shawty tho 
Yellow diamonds wario 
Whippin Maserati vintage Tommy drizzled on me tho 
Got a bunch of thotties rubbing scented lotion on me tho 
Girlfriend feed me takis while I’m fuckin on ur auntie tho

Feeling Gucci ☾˙❀‿❀˙☽ (prod.Meltycanon)

@prodreaper @93feetofsmoke

i can't trust anyone 
tell your friends pretty stories 
i just wanted a peace of mind 
and all the years wasted time 

every bridge is burned 
i don't wanna know 
stabbed me in the heart then you took my  soul 
never get it back i can't get it back 
no, no, no 

like be honest?  do you want it?
i know your eyes when you're lying 
and i'm trying, and i'm dying to hold it together in my hands 

no trust 

(93FEETOFSMOKE)
I dont understand
Where the Fuck I am 
Blood on my back
Blisters on my hands

Do you even know
Who the Fuck i am lately 
I can feel the stress
Gripping round my neck
Save me 

Do you understand 
Time is getting thin
Lately
Trailing a fine line 
Between fine and kill me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust I got no love
Left in me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust 
I got no love
Left in me 

I tried my best 
Is it working
My brain is 
Such a fucking a bully

Do you understand 
Time is getting thin
Lately
Trailing a fine line 
Between fine and kill me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust I got no love
Left in me

no trust w/93FEETOFSMOKE (prod. reaper)

familypet - hurt ur feelings

lyrics: 
we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

left my tears on the nightstand
eyes wide open
sirens in the distance
digital world left me
feeling fuckin distant
i came back feeling like im nonexistent

feel like my mind is changing
fading away from the high i was chasing
looking at the problems im evading
think ill die inside this room instead of forever decaying

we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

why is it so hard to kick these habits
why am i melodramatic
better off left in the past tense
ill make like a ghoul and vanish x2

we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

colling ave [prod 4evr + tax purposes]

scraped my knee pt 2 w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE

prod. @ghostrage
mix/master @93feetofsmoke

oh hey, miss ur face
life been throwing fades
shadows on the lake 
oh hey, i'm not okay
sup like hows your day?
yeah i'm doin great
x2

In the back of your thoughts
like the ghost in your hall
I’m the first one to leave
You’re the first one to call 
Hope that table is gone
The initials moved on
you keep friends for a week
Guess a month was too long 

I bite down on my tongue 
u always temperamental 
Scratchin thru my schedule 
room never presidential 
Tell myself to move on 
Stop being sentimental 
back to dabs and liquor 
whipping tracks and rentals 

say its kool 
But its not 
Not the type
to stir the pot
Leave the past 
Dead to rot 
You’ve proven that it’s not worth it 

Ok kool 
Oh wait nah 
fisticuffs 
On the block
Quick to aim
Quick to jump 
Still the same 
you’re still not

oh hey, miss ur face
life been throwing fades
shadows on the lake 
oh hey, i'm not okay
sup like hows your day?
yeah i'm doin great
x2

I bite down on my tongue 
ur always temperamental 
Scratchin thru my. schedule 
room never presidential 
Tell myself to move on 
Stop being sentimental 
back to dabs and liquor 
back to whipping tracks and rentals 
 
say its kool 
But its not 
Not the type
to stir the pot
Leave the past 
Dead to rot 
You’ve proven that it’s not worth it 

ok kool 
Oh wait nah 
fisticuffs 
On the block
Quick to aim
Quick to jump 
Still the same 
you’re still not

oh hey, miss ur face (prod. Ghostrage)

gamer guy, anime activist, youthful yandere.

shinigami - grew up 2 fast (prod. jay vee)

Jay Vee

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