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ʜɪɢʜᴅᴇᴀᴛʜʟɪғᴇ 👽🛸 ハイデストラウス 🔥🍁👌 2018

The shiz

emo trap

2018 - 8月 ✨

I Fall In Love To Easily

Criticism is welcome and appreciated. This was my first time doing mastering work on a song, so I hope you enjoy the way it sounds. Cheers and much love for listening in!
Beat by masked man - www.youtube.com/watch?v=XGWC0eLyOfw

Lyrics:

Trapped in these circles of thoughts
That I don’t matter to others at all 
I know that I’m wrong but that does not
Make me believe it. For so long 
I’ve been stuck in this way of thinking
Like I’m an anchor sinking others down with my weight
And taking more than I give, no reciprocating. I am a vagrant

Begging, pleading for someone to help me
Letting demons flood in my mind and overwhelm me
Living even with my father I know that’s not healthy
But he takes up half my head and controls with the dealth he
Fabricated within me with all these countless memories
Sewed up my mind from help with intricate hemming 
The screams of the demons inside of me are deafening 
And they just got louder and louder ever since she left me


How can I believe that they mean it
When I’ve been leaving their side
And then come back fiending
When I get myself into trouble 
The screaming inside of my head is keeping
Me under the waves and reefs of mental tranquility and simple utter peace but
I’ll keep on swimming, paddling, battling all the things inside that are maddening
Happenstance put me in this situation so I need to make a plan and stand my ground 
Prove to myself that I can make my family proud that I’m one of them
I wonder when this goal will be accomplished then I’ll have all the things in the world that I wanna grab in my hand and be the man that I told myself I’d become
I’m climbing up this ladder, hopping rung from rung
Hoping to get a clear sight of the path I wanna run
Must’ve missed the starting gun cause other people are well on their way to finishing up 
Or atleast reaching a point where they can rest their lungs
But I’m still coming up 
Hoping to get enough luck from these songs I bust

Vagrant

Criticism is welcome and appreciated. Cheers and much love for listening in!
Beat by Ocean Beats - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TjgVigx8Yo0

Lyrics:

I’ve been living tryna heal myself
I’ve been given nothing but ohh well
Still want my mind, still want my timing right
When I’ll be fine
And I’ll leave behind
All the things that bog me down 
All the things that me tie me round my waist
And drag me to the ground in haste
Shoving dirt in my face
And the taste, like powder on my tongue
I can’t erase
Your grace from my mind
I think I am nearly done 

Need to retrace the steps to where it had begun
Please someone take my hand away from this gun
 fore I blow my brains out or worse someone else
The core of all my problems always rests within myself

I trap myself in barriers with no one there to help  
I promise there are scarier things within this earth
Than you’ve ever seen and I just pray that you are spared
From all the things that should be headed and bewared

In this cage here I'm alone
Got nobody on the phone
Can I ever get to call home

The crazy things an enemy, defending means eliminating 
Beheading the mental demons within the head and begetting legendary
Credit from yourself and letting everybody know you’re headed to the pleasant pastures of a land that never ages cages present patterns patches of life less tattered. Plastered me the red incendiary passion that’s misguided, reactive, disguised and dastard. Mastered into art in fact it happens to be the road most traveled that it’s cracked and battered

This is what I mean when I say there are many things that rampantly spread both malignancy and dread abundantly. Heaven leaves a place that you can yearn for and believe in if you disregard the heathens, demons, that are swarming, teeming, reaming, keeping you under the rule and decree of a tyrannous ruler. Indeed it seems that the future is doomed by our exhibition of rumors that should be headed as tumors. They’re not benign but intruders causing mad delusions, contusions, and protrusions 

Feel the crack of the earth and the madness that burns in the back of the curtains
With the lack of good purpose. An aversion of working and earning what’s deserving by the burdens instilled by the stirred in commotion of bourbon and nervous emotion. Perfect composure in concoction of potion. When in fact we are broken and just hoping that the moping will bring us out to the open not roped in but coasting motion

All the days and nights are spent in fright and in contrite. And like a knife within my mind it cuts so deep it makes me cry. And I have tried to make it kind but I cannot I don’t know why. My path has been defined by all the wrath of humankind and all the time they seek I hide. I shy from light and this is why I’ll never fly right to the sky. Despite the grind I instill I will always find a way to bind my legs and tie my arms behind my back while I disguise my face and lack of pride in myself I can’t handle that

In this cage here I'm alone
Got nobody on the phone
Can I ever get to call home

Incendiary Passion

First track by the group bawmz. In order as appears on the track we have Big Oof, AD, Tall Boy, J Wes, and Swaggy B
Criticism is welcome and appreciated. Cheers and much love for listening in!
Beat by MusicPro - Instrumentals and more!
 - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V5Y3WycJfEQ&feature=youtu.be

bawmz - Five Fingers

My goal in making music has always been to help myself and others. As of late I've come to realize that how I say things may not be interpreted correctly by everyone, so I will be working on expressing things in a clearer manner so as to get my points and messages across as clearly as I can. I hope you enjoy this song.
Any feedback, likes, or reposts are greatly appreciated.
Cheers for listening in and much love!

Beat by Misery - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gUcMIQv3ub0&t=0s

Lyrics:

Dealing with change in my life
And it relates to the mic
How I spit these bars and write
All the fire that’s inside
Of my heart and mind
Wanna help unwind
All the people that are high strung
Living on a high wire 

But I need to be understood if I wanna accomplish that
Need to speak in a way that can touch you and keep you running back
To my page and have a place to just chill and relax
While still being faced with all the harsh facts
That can be seen within the world and all the mean things
That are spread through society and communities
Grew up in a gated burb  outside of DC 
Might make you think you know me
Only way to know me is to listen to my songs and homie

I want the best for everybody 
I’m not in it for the money
I’m in it for the fucking explanation of running
Away from problems. Not flexing and stunting 
All these mainstream rappers only in it for the honey
But I’m here to examine why the bee is buzzing
Fluttering around and hunting
For somebody to sting in the bum and 
Why he’s so pent up with all the venom
Who did him so wrong and was it
All in his head and haunting
Within him til he took his anger out on a victim 
What if maybe he wasn’t raised this way
And didn’t have a need to escape the pain
But some of us pull the short straw in this game
And the game is called life
No dice or instruction page
It’s up to us to find our own way

Each of us are handed a hand of cards
That we must use to try and belong
In this world that is so wrong
All the hatred breaking down your patience
Waiting for a change but you’re the one that needs to go and make it
Stay true to you, don’t ever fake it
No matter what you feel, no matter what you hear
You’re perfect and there’s no need to disappear
Hold these words dear
Not all of the fear
Within your heart and in your soul
Before you waste your youth and you grow old
Holding regrets of a road unknown
One you shoulda chose
Where the greener grass grows 
One you think you see on reality shows
Kim Kardashian, Khloe fashion and 
Watching is so maddening
But what happens when the cameras turn off and there’s no more flashing em
They’re left alone in their home with their thoughts so cold
Everybody has their demons but only few are known
And I’m here to show that you can make it out of this hole
Stanley yelnats, we’re pushing hell back 

Yo
So
This music really means a fucking lot to me
I make it so that I can hopefully relate to some of you
Because I know how hard it can be
Just keep pushing 
Peace and love

Simply

This is a collab that warningsadvibes and I threw together. We will hopefully be working together more in the future so stay tuned!
Any feedback, likes, or reposts are greatly appreciated.
Cheers for listening in and much love!

warningsadvibes page (hit him with a follow if you dig this track) - https://soundcloud.com/warningsadvibes
Beat by spirit - https://soundcloud.com/22y5szhhkwcz/lil-peep-type-beat

Lyrics:

I’ve tried be the best for you
But I’m troublemaker
You know I always loved you
Cause I’m still the same
Always run away
Sorry if I break
All my promises

I told you that I’d change and I really thought I’d meant it
But I went and stayed the same, typed a message never sent it
You’ve been waiting for my name to show in your notifications
But I’ve been running in this game and you’re quickly losing patience

I know it’s not a race but the turtle might not finish
If I keep on wasting time, I’ll be left with just wishes
And for a long while, I blamed you for all my stitches
But the fault is all mine, I’m the one that burned the bridges
Now I’m left alone in my room with my moods and my booze
While you choose to go schmooze on those dudes who are rude
And mistreat you. Wish I could delete you. But you’re stuck in my brain and I wanna see you

I’ve tried be the best for you
But I’m troublemaker
You know I always loved you
Cause I’m still the same
Always run away
Sorry if I break
All my promises

This shit is not healthy, need someone to help me
Never thought I’d be this fucked by twenty 
But believe me when I say I’ve seen plenty
Walk a day in my shoes, you’ll say “hell please
Anything but these terrible memories”
About how I fucked us up and then went and fleed
Now I’m crying in my room, soaking all the bedsheets
Pleading to the gods, ohh lords give me remedy

Troublemaker w/ warningsadvibes

*EXCLUSIVE* 
beat by @geeohhs
give a follow to @lilbunkininthecut and @geeohhs 
💛💛✨

✨☆ Shawn Payne Franco w/ BUUNKIN 👑 prod by geeohhs

inmyhead

XOXO w/ YungJZAisDead

DragonBall Freestyle [Prod. BlackMayo X Bolurin]

Gunshotsound-https://www.instagram.com/kashaan_007/
Dandyboy-https://twitter.com/Kashaan_Chopper
Warningsadvibes-https://soundcloud.com/wsadv
Dios Rorshach ft warningsadvibes [in my mind

in my mind  -KASHAAN feat. warningsadvibes)

Was feeling it, so I went with something a little less sad boy
Any feedback, likes, or reposts are greatly appreciated.
Cheers for listening in and much love!

Beat by Lyxton - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wM8A0-srJOU

Lyrics:

Huddled under blankets
Underneath them I am naked
Proving everybody wrong that said I wouldn’t make it
Shooting for the stars and my words are my spaceship
Wanna hop on board, I’ll figure out if you’re are faking 
Or you’re with me and this path that I’m taking
Long dark road and there’s places  that are breaking
My trust, my faith, looking for a savior
But it’s on me to bring about all the graces

So I’ll flex a lil bit
Waiting for the days when people ask me for a pic
Wanna be on stage and fucking on a model bitch
Song’s a lil different from my normal sad boy stitch  
	 
But I wanna kill it though, get in the middle of business while still keeping it minimal 
Hit the lick a lil different from the dudes that been in it
Skipping every song of yours. While they tell me give a minute 

So they can ingest my rhymes
All the best things are created in time
I’m on my way to top, can’t pace my grind
Throw your shades on, can’t handle my shine 

Bringing all the brightness, hoping that you like this
Gassed up like nitrous
Parents think I’m nicest
Til they see my vices
Learning how my life is 
Then I go and frighten
Them beyond their kindness

Been doing this since 8th grade
Way beyond their pay grade
Never cared what they say
I know when they naysay 
Fear me like an AK
Aiming at their payday
Blast off at they bank 
So I’m taking savings making rhymes that solve the hatred
Thinking of the crimes that make it hard to spend your time 
And they get hella faded baking minds to scape the sacred
Think you touch my lines, hold up mate you should save it

Different Stitch

prod by @warningsadvibes
@warningsadvibes
@odwolfwood
@grizlyredsky
@jwes-lbc
<33

bullworth (feat. warningsadvibes, OD wolfwood, Redsky and J Wes)

Any feedback, likes, or reposts are greatly appreciated.
Cheers for listening in and much love!

Beat by Tellingbeatzz - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ngkrHwI22nA

Lyrics:

I can’t even say that I’m mad, cause I’d be lying
I understand the stance you have, but still it’s prying
Within my mentality, and that combined with
My diminishing senses of sanity. It’s surprising 

That I kept you on my line
Kept you on my phone
Wish I called you mine
But to you we couldn’t grow
Past the pot that currently holds 
Us within it’s dirt and walls
Must’ve hit a brand new low
Cause I’m digging in a hole

And I cannot seem to find my way out
In my head voices shout
Filled with dread, despair, and doubt
Limitless incisions gouged
Amidst a list of stitches now 
Attention is a vicious power
Enlisting those in ropes and bounds 

Should I stay and play these games
Or should I do the same as I always do, emblaze the whole damn bridge in flames

But she’s a nice girl
And I wish on her a nice world
I hope she finds everything she wants 
And doesn’t like churls

But as I write this
The light in my soul enlightens 
I feel the fire inside as it brightens
And starts inviting

All the demons, all the grievance
I find it hard to believe that venus
The goddess of love would tear us apart
You’re flawless at heart but I’m a heathen in regard 

And that was the biggest thing
Disparate faith
Sinner and grace 
Hindered in fate
Picture in frame 
Living a stain 
Associate names  

You didn’t wanna get wrapped up in all of that
Falling for me, then take it all back
When you realize that spiritually I’m the one your mom warned you about 

So I’ll leave this stage, but I’ll take a bow 
Never forget the night that I took you out
You were nervous and scared as we walked around the town
CW you’re from this place and you hold it down 
    
You’ve got a style
A quaint persona, old soul type 
And when we talk
I feel the connection, I feel the vibe
I feel it coursing
No need to push, no forcing 
I feel it deep within my skin 
And that’s a big misfortune

Everything is change
Everything will break
Hold out for better days
Or eventually you’ll sink 

At the start, I never planned for all of this
Thought you were cute, but you looked to be too innocent 
Thought you would just shrug your shoulders and leave, I thought it imminent 
But you actually enjoyed talking to me and learning who I am	

And for that favor
I am forever grateful
Just to know you
Though I wish I had a chance to hold you
Just to show you the explosions in my chest devoted to 
All the things I saw in you

RIP to our LOVE
Though it never existed, we never did see
What all we could be
Rom-com from the movies
Or would it be a murder scene / or rather
Fueled by your hate of blasphemy

I don’t know, but I don’t wanna conject that 
Now I’ll grow, not take this woe as a setback 
Far to go, but found the road to the best path
Stoic code, don’t have control, then just fret jack

Disparate Faith

A dark and heavy collab with @warningsadvibes to start 2019 off right

Any feedback, likes, or reposts are greatly appreciated.
Cheers for listening in and much love!

warningsadvibes' page (hit him with a follow if you dig this track) - @warningsadvibes

Beat by dr3amb3ing - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JAAeGf53XM0

Lyrics:

J:

Real recognize real
That’s what they say
Fuck on everybody’s hate
It’s everyday
Forge your own lane
Only way to blow your name
Hold the keys to your chains
And erupt to balls of flames

Petals falling 
Downing bottles
They don’t know what the fuck to call us
They’ll keep harping on regardless
Til they discover new targets
And offer a pardon 
We’re guarded from harmless
Cause god is upon us
The rawest accost of a promise that bond’s us
And all this 
Was spawned in
A vat of rotten acknowledge 
discarded
We started
A clan of bopping up mongers
Gang khanish 
We’re taking over this industry
And I’m fucking honest
Me and warningsadvibes here
And you cannot stop us

Cause we’re spilling from our mouth
All the venom and the doubt 
Fore it bubbles up and out

Used to just whine and pout
Til I put the pen to pad
Felt the rhythm and the sound

Now I just lash this out 
Fuck tears 
I’m a damn heavy bout 

Crashing up all the pow
Tornado spin
When I fester and I shout

I’m a mogul 
Fucking know me
Repping highdeathlife
And groping
On the magic in the potion 
Got me floating
Fucking loaded
Roped in comatose
And dope hits
Lowest roads
Are home to vultures
Flow is potent
For the sloped kids
Hold my words to chest and focus

Warning:

real recognize real
watch we fly to the top
can you feel this
they asking what's going on
super saiyan we living large
blessed by legends that fall down
don't come for us 
warning cause we dangerous
haters gonna hate
and then we hit the number one
that's why we came for
and that's why we fighting for
goin in goin out
shouldn't underestimate us
they say i'm crazy and maybe they right
everything is sad but i'm bad 
trying go deep in my conscious useless
we taking this to the next level
going back and forth
hit it on the back 
hit it on the front
highdeathlife
tripping away me and J always keeping the score

J:

Keeping score
Reaching more
Feeling alright

Seizing lords
Legion, hordes
Peering, dark night

Leaving torn 
Ripped and shorn
Wheezing, hard life

Seeing floors
Gleaning scorn
I got scars right

In my mind there are faces
Some are on my side
Others might be dangerous
Bumping up a vibe
Crafted from anger 
If you look into the sky at night
Be taken
Into the atmosphere 
Deranging 
Sense of what they think
And breaking
All the chains that are placed
Hella tight round your waist
That they block your breath and airways

Bold roll to go blow
And show flow

The sews rowed
To goad blokes
And throw folks

The golds rose
But pogos
In locos

Froze hope 
With old ghosts
To co host

Now I’m seeing shit
Vibing on the bee in drip
I’m just looking for the life I wanna live, I plead and wish
That one day I’ll have it right between my hands and re-affix
My grip on this thing called reality, and less imaginative

Seizing Lords

Seizing Lords w/ warningsadvibes

SLAYER TOMMYGUN - Medusa!

Comfortable chaos

Email: jakewescott@gmail.com

Member of Highdeathlife Co. - https://soundcloud.com/highdeathlife