a small glimpse into my mind
no one knows I’m releasing this
I don’t care about anything if you want to listen to this then please do
If you don’t want to listen to this then you probably should anyway 
I’m tired of waiting to show people how I feel when I think a lot of people have gone through the same feelings 

this song made was 5 min before my biggest song angels & demons
Keith Varon
McKay Stevens 

Thank you for allowing me to express my pain at such a young age in my career
this song was technically not finished but I don’t care
it’s about the ability to do something for yourself 
this song is for me
I don’t understand myself
but the people who understand my music makes me feel like I’m not mindless
please allow yourself to let go of the urge to understand
 and allow yourself feel something

put down the gun

Jxdn - Halloween

JXDN covers Chappell Roan's "Hot To Go" at the VMAs Countdown.

JXDN "Hot To Go" VMAs cover

Credit: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=whK1Y2l5zP0

MAN IN THE MIRROR (U LOOK SO DIFFERENT) snippet - jxdn

knew pretty girls could lie - jxdn snippet

jxdn- M.I.A (Unreleased)

The Wonderland Show JH x Q Bflat minor.wav

miss it

Love Me Like You Used To

it’s a feeling. 🖤
It’s about 🩶 self-doubt, 💔 broken trust, and the pain of never feeling good enough.
These words speak to everyone who’s ever felt 🌧 lost inside their own mind,
for those who feel too much 💫 but keep going anyway.

😔 Let the pain out. 😢 Feel every note. 🎶
If this song hits you deep — 🕯 you’re not alone.

put down the gun

JJJJJ