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The Wonderland Show JH x Q Bflat minor.wav

JXDN - All I Want For Christmas Is A Christmas With You

Face Down Q x JH2.mp3

oh to be in love

Q slow it down (prod. Ethan reis)

finally had a little bit of time to finish something

prod: https://soundcloud.com/alltainted & me - thanks david love u <3

lyrics:

i tried to forget about the past, it haunts my mind
familiar faces fade, but hers i can't leave behind 
i tried to talk to her although she's far away
hoping she can't hear the words i didn't say
i carry her inside so no one else can see
a piece of her, forever lives inside of me

i talk to her when no ones there
i pretend she's beathing the same air
its a lie i tell myself
to feel like im not someone else

i tried too hard, I lost sight of what’s in front of me
put my emotions on the line for everyone to see
the walls I built around my heart are cracking quietly
the broken mirror shows a stranger staring back at me

i have my moments, they don't happen all the time
but when i do, I feel the hole she left inside
sometimes I hear her voice, it echoes in my head
a silent whisper as i'm laying in my bed

i smile through the pain, pretending i’m okay  
but grief still finds a way to paint everything grey
i reach into the past, but it slowly slips away
the never ending ache, it lingers everyday 

nothing will ever be the same
the house is quiet, i take the blame
i see her coat still by the door
like she might walk through once more

if i fall again will you pull me through  
i'm not asking much i just need the truth  
i've been cutting off the parts that i outgrew  
trying to make room for something new

moments (+222222)

COLD LOVE

Happiness

The Wonderland Show JH x Q Bflat minor.wav

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