we should maybe work together and make something sometime

not ur friend (feat. kobayami) [prod. heydium]

i swear that i've written a hundred poems...

a hundred poems (feat. Sxge) [prod. H3 Music]

shoutout dysphoric, go check his stuff out

finally i drop a godlow song(i have like 10 in my drafts) its just a motivation thing

lyrics

mæsk
u see me now
dont feel me tho
coming back but feel im in a funeral
i got my hopes all up
coz now they talking down
its not the same
it never was
its just a different mouth

uh talk to me 
ill awfully pretend 
that i am honest but like honestly i’m lost inside my head
things better unsaid
exchanging words now what i dread
i use them all for beats i hear, no i dont do it for the bread

uh fuck it losing all my soul
losing all my consciousness
its seeping through my dome
things now coming back that never mattered to me before
thought i distanced my self from the past but now look at what we are

my brain is filled with memories and fucking battle scars
not giving shits now what i bleed 
ill fucking rip apart
every single person on earth who caused me hurting, i dont wanna hear ur version
ive been burden from the very fucking start

ooo now
this is what i do now
if you fucking knew me
would u still be around

me say mumbo jumbo 

dysphoric
i’ve felt it all from the very start like my heart been blocked and shattered into shards
everything they said to me it’s ripping me apart
like there’s a target on my back just focus on the mark
no way no sir i cannot keep my word
trying to choose my path my vision has been blurred
not a single word 
that you said 
to my face 
has been heard
try to find solutions they all seem to be absurd

what the difference between win and loss if it’s at a cost
how come when i take all these shots they just seem to get blocked
why am i reaching when there’s no one there to help me up
these visions fucking with me they come and go so abrupt-ly 

there only here to corrupt me
shocking how the realization struck me
i have a feeling that i must leave 
i must leave

ooo now this is what i doo now
if you fucking kneww me 
would you still bee around

if u knew ft. Dysphoric (Eric Godlow )

This song features on Dysphoric's EP: I (_) you. Be sure to check it out!

I (_) you

I fell for you

I fell for you w/Dysphoric (prod. Polaroid)

after 2 months, i finally get to release this!
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This is a project that i made to convince myself that i will be okay, and that there are people in my life that care and those who won't, and thats just something i'll have to deal with.
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Thank you to Jxsie Beats for exclusively making these beats for me, and to Dysphoric, Sxge, and Lxst Boy for the amazing features.
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Credit to MilianDK for the cover art<3
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hope yall enjoy<3

lonely spring w/ sxge and jxsie beats

cafe w/ jxsie beats

I try my best
But life's a test
Of patience and I feel like it's running out (running out, running out)
But you my dear
You keep my sane
You help me get through bitter bitter days

Ay, do you my back coz' I have yours
Coz' sometimes it can get sore
Well if you do I'll protect more
Then just your body 
I'll protect your mind, your soul,
Your thoughts, your heart,
Like Cupid hitting a bullseye with a dart,
Like CPR you make my heart restart

Colder, it gets colder
You're working through some shit 
that I don't know
Stronger, stronger
Don't worry what you tell me
I won't go

Yo, I told you that I won't go
You know if I did, that'll feel low
It'll make my emotions plateau
So don't worry baby
I know there's shit that you find hard
That's trapped in your mind, you're scarred
I won't let you drown, coast guard
yeah

So don't let fear take control
Tell me anything that I don't know
I won't judge and I just won't go
So take your time and just let it flow

Colder, it gets colder
You're working through some shit 
that I don't know
Stronger, stronger
Don't worry what you tell me
I won't go

Don't let fear control
Tell me anything that I don't know
I won't judge and I just won't go
Just let it flow

Colder, it gets colder
You're working through some shit 
that I don't know
Stronger, stronger
Don't worry what you tell me
I won't go
Colder, it gets colder
You're working through some shit 
that I don't know
Stronger, stronger
Don't worry what you tell me
I won't go
Colder, it gets colder
You're working through some shit 
that I don't know
Stronger, stronger
Don't worry what you tell me
I won't go
Colder, it gets colder
You're working through some shit 
that I don't know
Stronger, stronger
Don't worry what you tell me
I won't go

I won't go

I won't go (Prod. heydium)

(futoh)
ruler of my palace,
but slave to my malice,
better call me morales,
cause miles reflect my balance,

could’ve broke along the way, 
but you know I’m not that guy,
when I look up to the sky,
I see it becoming basic,
like no longer see the birds flying like they are racing,
only see a couple leaves, giving gloomy sensations,
backtracking my publications,
destruction of my foundations,
and of the next generations,
whos limitations,
have been exceeded to the most extent,
give me a tent,
and a couple matches to burn the scratches
left by the masses,
whos honors been left in patches,
the ashes of all their branches,
have been thrown out to sea, 
poseidon creating gashes,

better turn around and look the other way,
before you’re slain,
better call me akame,
cause i'm bringing hefty pain,
and lots of rain, to entertain,
being the bane of others has left me going insane,
twisted knots inside my brain, and now i'm to blame,
that's funny, cause you were never the type to go complain,
and play with others hearts, oh wait, it's all a game,
hiding behind a mask and hiding all your remains,

and i'm the seeker, and getting eager,
i'm burning weaker, keeping low profile,
like i'm the reaper, and youre a heavy sleeper,
my claws will sink in deeper,
youre so much cheaper this way,
ay, ay,
you're the prey of the day

top of the food chain,
this world is my domain,
bringing rugged terrain,
and sugar canes,
what kinda fool thinks he can survive playing my game?
like the pawns in chess, you're a life i have to take (uhh)



(giovanni)
i got pain deep inside my brain
shit that’s just a headache
popped in the scene, i'm a king
better wake way 
poseidon couldn’t even comprehend 
the way i make waves i got ya girl on me playing with my toy: play date 

yeah i’m off it uh 
do not even step to me 
murder beats so well, this shit is looking like the redder sea 
just let me, subconsciously 
i write better bars than you, in my sleep try to talk shit, 
but i curve it like the letter c 

i’ll make it uh 
i know i’m the greatest uh 
no i am not narcissistic, i just wanna be famous uh 

my time is important uh 
you so sound so contorted uh 
choking over bars you really need to get it sorted uh

if you know i’m next up, better raise glass yeah 
if you know i’m next, for the people in back yeah 
people talkin shit, yeah it’s really so sad 
i’m the greatest out the underground, the rest of y’all is rats

KING w/ Giovanni

This ones called why one of my personal Favorites

Why (prod. Eric Godflow)

This song is written for my deceased great grandmother.
I don't really remember much about her but I still think about her constantly. Wherever you are Grammy, I love you! And your the entire inspiration behind this entire track and album.

@Cap.Kyle - Dear Grammy (prod. tennis player)

dude im so HYPED

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