Name: a hundred poems (feat. Sxge) [prod. H3 Music] by handwritten letters
Duration: 2 min 40 s
Description: i swear that i've written a hundred poems...

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i swear that i've written a hundred poems...

a hundred poems (feat. Sxge) [prod. H3 Music]

shoutout dysphoric, go check his stuff out

finally i drop a godlow song(i have like 10 in my drafts) its just a motivation thing

lyrics

mæsk
u see me now
dont feel me tho
coming back but feel im in a funeral
i got my hopes all up
coz now they talking down
its not the same
it never was
its just a different mouth

uh talk to me 
ill awfully pretend 
that i am honest but like honestly i’m lost inside my head
things better unsaid
exchanging words now what i dread
i use them all for beats i hear, no i dont do it for the bread

uh fuck it losing all my soul
losing all my consciousness
its seeping through my dome
things now coming back that never mattered to me before
thought i distanced my self from the past but now look at what we are

my brain is filled with memories and fucking battle scars
not giving shits now what i bleed 
ill fucking rip apart
every single person on earth who caused me hurting, i dont wanna hear ur version
ive been burden from the very fucking start

ooo now
this is what i do now
if you fucking knew me
would u still be around

me say mumbo jumbo 

dysphoric
i’ve felt it all from the very start like my heart been blocked and shattered into shards
everything they said to me it’s ripping me apart
like there’s a target on my back just focus on the mark
no way no sir i cannot keep my word
trying to choose my path my vision has been blurred
not a single word 
that you said 
to my face 
has been heard
try to find solutions they all seem to be absurd

what the difference between win and loss if it’s at a cost
how come when i take all these shots they just seem to get blocked
why am i reaching when there’s no one there to help me up
these visions fucking with me they come and go so abrupt-ly 

there only here to corrupt me
shocking how the realization struck me
i have a feeling that i must leave 
i must leave

ooo now this is what i doo now
if you fucking kneww me 
would you still bee around

if u knew ft. Dysphoric (Eric Godlow )

hurt

Beat Maker: Kirk // Mixed & Mastered: Xsus // @lxtinsheep: ig 
Enjoy

Demon Girls (Prod. Xsus & Kirk)

I figured out what love is through your eyes (roku beats)

lyrics:

Make the moon shine brighter than your smile
Let's go to space babe it might take a while
But i don't care as long as you're holding the vial
Hold my hand as we travel mile after mile

I've been thinking about you lately that's it
Thinking of the universe and how it all fits
How you're meant for me don't you get it
I'll get you to love me even if it's just a bit yeah

Give you all i have and everything you need
Yeah i promise that i love you you mean everything to me
Tell me how you're feeling off this LSD
My heart costs a million but you're getting it for free

Let me show you through this trip that were meant to be
I've been thinking bout you crazy yeah it's a dream
The more i think about it i just want you with me
You own my heart and you're holding the key

Babe i'll take you to the moon and we can fly away
Know i can afford it every day a fucking pay day
I know you're in shock
Is there nothing to say
Tell me what you want i wanna run in space

Make the moon shine brighter than your smile
Let's go to space babe it might take a while
But i don't care as long as you're holding the vial
Hold my hand as we travel mile after mile

I've been thinking about you lately that's it
Thinking of the universe and how it all fits
How you're meant for me don't you get it
I'll get you to love me even if it's just a bit yeah

Give you all i have and everything you need
Yeah i promise that i love you you mean everything to me
Tell me how you're feeling off this LSD
My heart costs a million but you're getting it for free

moon prod. eric godlow

Rest if you need to

Rest If You Need To (feat. Jomie)

I don’t trust nobody 

Lyrics

I don’t trust nobody 
Cause there’s nobody to trust
Lately I’ve been feeling lonely 
Like I am stuck in a rut
My life has been going fast
I don’t get it what’s the rush
Everybody looking at me
Beause I am so messed up
I don’t got no friends 
Because I push them all away
All of the good things in my life
I just make them go away
It’s the problems in my head
And I can’t think straight 
I hate my own mind
What else I gotta say
I’m always trying to cope
But it gets really hard 
Tryna pick up some hobbies
Like playing the guitar
Tryna fix the world
When I can’t fix my heart
Drowning in the pain
And covered in my scars
Don’t you get it
Im like an alien from mars
Always treated different 
Because I’m so bizarre
They see me like a weirdo
Who has came from a far
Never feeling normal
Feel like I’m ripped apart

What’s the point of feeling love 
when all it gets you is just pain
And what’s the point of feeling happy when that shit just goes away
And what’s the point of living right when there is not a right way
And then you feel like you messed up everything man its not ok
And I’ve been looking for a place
So I can go and run away
But I’m not running from the world
I’m running from my mind and pain
And I’ve been talking to a therapist and telling everything
And I could say I feel like shit and all she says is OK

Damn
I feel like I am super lost
I feel like I am losing my patience 
My mind is in a clot 
And I don’t understand 
I feel like I am doing all I can and even after that I don’t get the respect for what I am

trust nobody ft. shiloh dynasty (prod. keylost)

Check out @boyfifty
Written and preformed by Sage
Produced by Boyfifty

Lyrics:

Been a long long time but I’m feeling better
Not hot outside, its the sweater weather
Summer’s gonna be hard, we can’t be together
I just want us to be forever, but you know I’m no beggar
Been in love since the first time that I met her
I would do anything just to not upset her
Writing so much, you could put it in a letter
Yea she is my center, my best to my better, altogether
When I’m with her I just feel numb to the pain She so beautiful, she my everything
Yea she makes me feel greater than great
She the one, she my girl, she the links on my chain
Got pearl white teeth, pretty brown eyes
Everything that I want is with her in mind
So beautiful, she can take my time
And if time is money then I’m spending right

Don’t wanna lie, I’m scared
Will everything be great, will it all be ok
I’m worried
But in the end of the day, doesn’t everything fade
Repeat 2x

I just hate the fact, that we can’t text or call
How are we suppose to date if we can’t talk at all
And in the end it just feels like we bound to fall
Down a long dark pit like we Darth maul 
Come back, cut in half, just ripped apart
So sad, Just bad, Don’t got a heart
Looking it back, realized just from the start
Without you, I can’t the play the part
Of this world, of this life and all my dreams
Without you this shit don’t mean anything
Without you Im in pieces and not complete
You took my breath away so now it really sucks to breathe
And I’ve been looking for a way that I can see your face
Girl I’d  do anything
Doesn’t that sound weird, do I sound insane
You were my everything

everything fades (prod. boyfifty)

Lyrics
Tried to fall back in love with her that night
And she told me promises but she lied
And on that day she said she was leaving me
Half my body died
I cannot lie, I cried that night
And I still feel all fucked up inside
I don't care about anything other then
You were wrong and I was RIght
You said you were never leaving 
And you said you were gonna stay right here by my side
But tell me if I were to get a tattoo would you geek over me like you did
that other guy
Your left my feelings for dead 
You're like a ghost inside my head
You're Haunting me and still leaving me with dread
You're making me wanna give up and end it all instead
But I don't know if i should 
Maybe I should ask God for help 
And he would help me like you would
Or was that just another one of your broken ass promises
But hey it is what is is
In the future I know you'll be a great wife and have 2 kids 
and your husband?
I wish that it would be me but it wont so I'ma kill the ghost inside my dreams
[Chorus]
Lately, I've been dreaming
Upon a ghost inside my head
Strange things I've seen(oh ok ok I got this shit ready ready)
Tryna fall in love with her tonight

Lately, I've been dreaming
Upon a ghost inside my head
Strange things I've seen
Tryna fall in love with her tonight

Wait hold up, You got me feeling like I'm not enough
Abandonment betrayal was all it took to get me sobered up
Now I'm seeing clearly what my worth is 
Damn you fucked me up
Saw how many guys you had in line
Left me throwing up
Couple months ago writing your name in the sand
Now you're lying straight to my face again
I wont let you get to my head this time
Letting go of broken promises, don't waste my time.

@Jackpop x @Dxnny - Dont Make Promises You Cant Keep (prod.jang0)

lost the files to my part when i spilt hot chocolate all over my laptop so I wasn't able to mix my part properly but Lxst Boy killed his part and wanted to share it <3

a hundred poems (feat. Sxge) [prod. H3 Music]

handwritten letters

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