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i never wanted to leave you...

Memories Loop (prod. Setline)

The official audio for "So Long" by jAishO.

A smooth, introspective R&B track for the late-night drives and hard goodbyes. "So Long" captures that moment you realize you'd rather just be left alone than stay in the unknown.

For fans of moody, atmospheric R&B with a story to tell.

So Long

она знает меня больше, чем подругу (чем подругу)
раньше любил вместе а теперь с....

ее потеряла, ты потеряла
бля ну ряльна, тут анлаки
я не волнюусь опять
и я вернусь - только на карте
---
больше не поверю в эту любовь
ты научила меня молчать
больше не поверю в эту любовь
ты научила меня страдать
я думаю, кто тебя будет ебать, он будет без мозгов
я думаю, тот, кто будет влюблен, точно будет обречён
---
ты меня не жди, меня ждет аэропорт
курю по много, я не знаю теперь стоп
kiss me на прощание, ведь в тебя я был влюблен
теперь то что вспоминаю - я закрыл свою боль
---
ты меня не жди, меня ждет аэропорт
насытился любовью, теперь я булат егор
каждую ночь ночные кошмары, главная роль - твое лицо
я б вернул время назад, чтоб вернуть мою прошлую боль
---
больше не поверю в эту любовь
ты научила меня страдать
больше не поверю в эту любовь
ты научила меня молчать
я думаю, кто тебя будет ебать, он будет без мозгов
я думаю, тот, кто будет влюблен, точно будет обречён!!!

обречён (feat. olya buzova)

Screaming Lullaby (Prod. GAXILLIC & greyrock)

как обычно - мне холодно, не вижу в те тепла
ты больная - обратись в дурку, те туда пора
да тебе не угодить и каждый будет хуесосом
клянусь, если я буду с тобой, я буду отбросом
---
да мне похуй на законы - я хочу тебя убить
сколько времени пытались - тебя не изменить
я никогда не смогу тебя больше полюбить
я так хочу твое лицо себе на члене набить
---
сука нахуй ты липнешь ко мне? иди шляйся по клубам
твоя доза ме.. уже течет по трубам
то что я звезда - не говори подругам
у тя че ряльна пизда? я не верю гадюкам
---
самый стремный сон - это в котором ты
хочешь жесткой жизни? наведу суеты
самый страшный сон - это в котором ты
говоришь что любишь меня? ну ты не ври
---
прошу уебашь меня, раскидай ноги по хате
обними меня так крепко, чтоб я умер в объятиях
наведу тебе прицел на череп, да мне бывает грустно
я пущу пинцет по шее и выпью кровь так вкусно
---
как обычно - мне холодно, не вижу в те тепла
ты больная - обратись в дурку, те туда пора
хочешь - обратись ко мне, но тебе будет хуже
я грохну тебя и лягу спать прям в луже
---
самый стремный сон - это в котором ты
хочешь жесткой жизни? наведу суеты
самый страшный сон - это в котором ты
говоришь что любишь меня? ну ты не ври
---
прошу уебашь меня, раскидай ноги по хате
обними меня так крепко, чтоб я умер в объятиях
наведу тебе прицел на череп, да мне бывает грустно
я пущу пинцет по шее и выпью кровь так вкусно
хочешь - обратись ко мне, но тебе будет хуже
я грохну тебя и лягу спать прям в луже


самый страшный сон

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Will You Notice At All? (prod.flower x ‪‪‪@80root‬ )

ive been hollywood dreamin
lil peep im hollywood geeking
substance abuse comes from being loved wrong,
purple drinkin while i make another song, ive been hollywood dreamin, make believe ima be another hollywood demon

volvo drivin on the avenue
drunk drivin on the avenue
nothings new
get used to the same old faces
they said this an emo phase is
teenage dreamin
rose colored eyes geekin
make beleive
ima be another hollywood demon

dreaming ima make it outta here 
alive, just singin, what i love the most, driving singin everywhere i go, doesnt matter i aint gettin lost 
told you that i love u thats the worst

volvo drivin on the avenue
drunk drivin on the avenue
nothings new
get used to the same old faces
they said this an emo phase is
teenage dreamin
rose colored eyes geekin
make beleive
ima be another hollywood demon

im a hollywood dreamer, fuck love on the beamer, ima hollywood demon, volvo drivin as im singin, 
im a hollywood geeker, im just a lover singin

ive been hollywood geeking good drugs as im singin

volvo drivin on the avenue
drunk drivin on the avenue
nothings new
get used to the same old faces
they said this an emo phase is
teenage dreamin
rose colored eyes geekin
make beleive
ima be another hollywood demon

mixing real drugs as im singin, just another hollywood demon
lets make beleive like a hollywood dreamer

make beleive ima be another hollywood demon 
ive been hollywood dreamin,
lil peep ive been hollywood geekin
other hollywood fever, from another hollywood dreamer
ive  got hollywood fever, volvo hollywood will show her
she gon overdose up in the shower 
ima overdose off other downer, she told me that i need the powder

volvo drivin on the avenue
drunk drivin on the avenue
nothings new
get used to the same old faces
they said this an emo phase is
teenage dreamin
rose colored eyes geekin
make beleive
ima be another hollywood demon

fucked up ima make another song
nothings new, get so high, other wrong, drunk drivin on the avenue, flexin bout a volvo like its pole star new, who knew evil girls have the prettiest face and the better vice phase, and its been a while since my mind and heart been in the same place
cant forget her face and i shouldnt be there in the first place she can see triple 9 inside of the volvo plates

volvo drivin on the avenue
drunk drivin on the avenue
nothings new
get used to the same old faces
they said this an emo phase is
teenage dreamin
rose colored eye-

Anøther Høllywøød Demøn (Prod. Expulsing)

I passed a couple kids holding hands in the street tonight, they reminded me of us in another life, one where i dreamed of you like the girl of my desire, the one thatll be my wife 

like a younger stage, when we never knew it was a phase, hopefully ull see me up the stage, everywhere i go i see your face 
im not even back at home, no im never going back to home

oh-oh-oh

and im not even back home and no im 
never goin back home, 

ima drive this Volvo all alone
takin this road all on my own
with the vision of what we coulda been, but its just an illusion
in love with music, but its just an emotion
dreams that are lucid and its just an illusion 
drugs paint a picture and its full of delusion 


turned my house into ghost town, thats why every single persons going ghost now, you wont care if i drown in this sorrow, all alone but inside that lucid dreams theres of silhoutte of you and me holdin hands in the altar but its just a illusion

(JUST AN ILLUSION)

and i wonder all the time if i was the man of your desire, just another from your hometown, 
turned my home to a ghost town, cause my dreams all are illusions and my songs full of delusion 

guess this lifes just a delusion

just a delusion

Gøød Vibes Interlude Freestyle (prod. everestdidthis)

this have been a year with a lotta goodbyes, 

and im not good at goodbyes
im going crazy these nights
mix some cheap liquor on ice

this an emotional overdose like the other times 

feel like that ill decompose not one of my lies

im no good at goodbyes see it on my eyes

never wanted em outta my life 
but theres no way i coulda save em tho
cuz i need to be saved too,
face my fears, face to face as we meet and i swear it got my heart racin like a track meet

this a emotional overdose, feeling like ill decompose, and dont tell me to shut up, dont want friends out my life tonight, dont want her out my life dont wanna fight, dont wanna say goodbye im not good at goodbyes

have to say goodbye some times,
hope this is just like the other lies, 
i dont know what to do, see it on my eyes, a kid that have lost too much, hope ill get the midas touch, before we have to say goodbye, need to stay high, hope i wont bleed out my nose 

this a emotional overdose, feeling like ill decompose, and dont tell me to shut up, dont want friends out my life tonight, dont want her out my life dont wanna fight, dont wanna say goodbye im not good at goodbyes

lover goodbye
best friend goodbye
killed herself so high, couldnt say goodbye
brother goodbye
granny goodbye
hope we met up in heaven, watch the time as it goes by, wont need to stay high
know ill make a better life the rest of us, a place where finally we’ll rest, no pain on the chest, but this kid aint feeling like the best, dont say goodbye, ima make my best to make it better on this test, put it on the ones that rest

GøødByes (Prod. CapsCtrl)

Its just me and you
just us trhough 
i told her that we dont need to make no noise
she know that i love her by the way i sing my songs, 
sorry if i keep it all inside its just me and you 
social media make no noise

its just me and you, 
cant forget the night we met, its not one of my regrets i swear
from your eyes 
to your smile 
to the way that you say what you say im okay 
just a lil bit crazy over you, (im a little bit crazy over you) wanna scream ur name till i get no voice
aint no need to noise

Its just me and you
just us trhough 
i told her that we dont need to make no noise
she know that i love her by the way i sing my songs, (its just me and you, just us through)
sorry if i keep it all inside its just me and you 
social media make no noise (aint no need to make that noise)

dont say my ex name, ex for a reason cuz she left in the past tense, cant be compared ull always win, for her what a shame, 
dont dare to say her name
its just me and you just us through (just through)

just us through the city lights 
volvo is all righ aint no shitty nights
love got you all insight
volvo we inside (and my volvo heaven white)

Its just me and you
just us trhough 
i told her that we dont need to make no noise
she know that i love her by the way i sing my songs, 
sorry if i keep it all inside its just me and you 
social media make no noise

wanna scream your name, make no noise its a shame, wanna protect ur heart from bad vibes on fame, wanna sing u with no shame, but my ex has all the blame, dont dare to say her name

Its just me and you
just us trhough 
i told her that we dont need to make no noise
what if we make no noise?
dont care bout what ifs if that aint love girl tell me what it is?

What if We Make Nø Nøise (Crazy øver Yøu) (prod. expulsing)

pull up in volvo 5 hunnids in dope
white bitches with me they looking to blow, 30 and .40 no hunnids to blow dont make big money and fuck it she already know that im stunting on flow, tooth shining good glow, other goodbye goddamn, im been runin good speed, godspeed

fuck out my life with her company tho, i thought i told you i like it alone, i thought i told u i like it a-

my car not gonna be stopped tho,
volvo aint gonna stop hoe, look at my face as she sucked out all of my blood, god forgiven, paradøx keep blowing my grace all out
but today this death race come for the fame, i know they know my name, not why it is a shame ill drown

no matter what day it is cuz whatever he say it is (no matter what day it is cuz whatever he say it is)

told her dont speak out the voice i begged them to not make no noise part of my name, paradøx my shame, no matter the day it is, cuz whatever he say it is
god speed no sonic, i keep in the dark power like he shadow uh huh, he told me to not, never trust no ho’

fuck the place im from made me a druggie worm, like i lost all form, see fade away as i get away, why we still here if this another day? will you ever get away will i ever run away

no matter what day it is 
cuz whatever he said it is
this words came so easy to him not so easy for me, paradox hes my enemy songs will be part of my destiny? other song its just the end of me, i know that i keep fading away to pussy to take what i want away, tonight lets fuck it up double cup ima take another one, ima level up get another one show this people what they want from me, give this bitches what they want from it, made love my enemy, fuck out my life whith her company tho, youll be the end of me ho, look at my face while u suck out my blood uh huh

what the fuck im talking bout my shit is dope, play this shit when they place me on a hole for eternity so they can rip what they sow

no matter what day it is cuz whatever he say it is

Gødspeed ( LIL PEEP FAN MADE TRIBUTE ON THE GODSPEED BEAT NON PROFIT)

Rings make helpless
Dont call me selfish 
Love got me hopeless
Wish she do care more
Than she seem to wanna give
I should have gray hairs, thats truth no dare,
But she just fucking fakes care

Ive been meeting people that i hardly fuckin know,  and my minds bout fuckin implode, baby my heart will just explode, and im sorry again i messed it up, missed your birthday, heaven soul, and i know i was in and out... ending up fallin out, now i admit, that i always need your love not just for now

When im outside she says, take ur time have fun out on the road the only one i know, guess ill drown inside the cold, while volvo got it safe on me, guess i need someone worried bout my health, but this girls just care bout my dick and my wealth, girl im still a kid, tryna cope with what i did

Rings make me helpless
Dont  call me selfish
Love got me hopeless 
Volvo aint safe-less 

Look inside her eyes and i know theres a lotta flaws, look at my wrist it is, flawless our conection that is soul-less, gues i met her in the outlets, but shes in and out, feeling my brain frying, maybe im too smooth just like olive oil, but i felt conection with your soul...

Rings make helpless
Dont call me selfish 
Love got me hopeless
Volvo aint safe-less
Your soul was flawless
Wish i could care less

It aint bad ur with someone thatlll give you what i cant, but it got me sad, while this bitches drive me mad, whip it like its nascar, in my life shell leave a scar, well im safe while im in a volvo car,
Wish i could care less
Im feeling worthless
Rings make helpless
Dont call me selfish 
Love got me hopeless
Volvo aint safe-less

And i know while im drivin in the Volvo car got me safer than its in my heart, love just leave scarred, i guess being fucked up all the time its funny, itll turn nothing to somethin, next thing i know im losing money, im a fukced up druggie, and relationships aint make it better always ending hurt sad inside my heart, couldnt talk to friends, and it tears me apart, maybe ill relapse on the pills to protect my heart

Rings got me helpless
Dont call me selfish 
Love got me hopeless
Volvo aint safe-less
Beamer aint hoe less
Know volvos worth it

joji when i look inside her eyes, it is just a glimpse of us, “perfect” dont mean nothing when the worlds a mess, what u call that? head over heels 
Where my minds at?

Selfish Freestyle sessiøn (Prod. CapsCtrl)

mir D

Still Invisible In Your Eyes (prod.flower x ‪@babieyummo)

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