FUN FACT: I wrote this with the beat when I was like 17 or 18 and I just now decided to record it, crazy. I always wanted to make sure the song was perfected.

HEARTBREAK CLUB (Prod. Boyfifty)

my second published song. feedback would help.

Close My Eyes

Fuck.

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morning

@blossom is love even ever guaranteed ft. autrioly

Production: 4lexf
Sample: Pizzle
illustration: ?

@MatKat - Scars (Prod. 4lexf, pizzle)

I have way too many beats. Should I just start uploading them all?

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when i met you

Intro:
I'm a better me and you're free to be you
Maybe we were just overdue 

Chorus:
You and I are done so why'd you call?
Can't escape the memories we hung on these walls
I'm a better me and you're free to be you
Maybe we were just overdue 

Verse 1:
I'm trying hard to be decent
But lately I've been failing and I'm fated to be distant
Everyday is fading, it's so gray but baby listen
The time we found together is now what we were missin' (yeah)
Don't you ever try to attempt me
My life can't complete you 'cause I am living empty
Giving me love then the melody stops
Why would I handle something that I'll eventually drop? 

Chorus:
You and I are done so why'd you call?
Can't escape the memories we hung on these walls
I'm a better me and you're free to be you
Maybe we were just overdue 

Verse 2:
Is my love a message that is cursed to send her
In despair? Sorry babe, I am now, you're never
Not the same and can't stop changing for worse or better
It's a shame, I finally found what I lost forever
I treat you bad so you can trick me
My present's wrapping up so quickly
And future is trash 'cause I stain (stay in) the past
I'm just stating the facts, my eyes are raining at last 

Outro:
It's raining at last


DISCLAIMER I do not own this beat. All credits go to Valera for making the original song. If you have a problem for the release of this audio, please contact me and I will take it down as soon as possible.

''It's Not Raining... Yes, It Is''

outro to my life (prod. jxsie beats)

That Time I Died In My Dream (INTERLUDE)

Intro:
I'll be waiting for you, baby (Yeah)
Just be patient, I'll be there baby (Yeah)
For you (Ohhh)
For you (Ohhh) 

Verse 1:
Will you wait for me? (Yeah)
Imma be away and I hate to be
I've gotta do my life so I'm making up my mind
Girl don't worry 'cause tonight you are safe to flee
I'm the one to blame for this
Making sure you stay but I can't commit
I know my lowkey style is to say I'm only tired
But with you I'm always fine and I'm proud of it
I'm a deniable person, hypothetically speaking
I might be in love but in love I don't believe in
Make sure I won't hurt and drop you slow while sleeping
I won't make you sob but it's hard to when I'm leaving
I'm a liar so this time you are hoping that I just lied
Keep on calling me but I'm already on a bus ride
Answering the phone, thinking maybe it's the last time
I'm not Mr. Nice Guy, I'm always Mr. Nice Try 

Hook:
I'm always Mr. Nice Try
I'm always Mr. Nice Try
Just be patient, will you wait for me?
Just be patient, will you wait for me?
Just be patient, will you wait for me?
Just be patient 

Verse 2:
Still you wait for me
Dreaming you beside me is a sight to see
Running from my nightmare by flicking on my lighter
Smoke away the jump scare, I'm tired of this
I cannot behave indeed
You're a natural drug like a garden weed
With you I'm always hyper and can do an all-nighter
You're the job I want but I'm fired from bliss
Planning out my life yet I'm only simply humming
Head up in the sky but my idea isn't landing
Maybe I'll just dive, going deeper till I'm drowning
Myself questioned I, Is writing songs considered planning?
Now I have arrived, I skip eating
Oh, can I survive or keep pleading?
Certainly you trust that I'm bleeding
All the memories of us, I'm deleting
Now I have arrived, I skip eating
Oh, can I survive or keep pleading?
Certainly you trust that I'm bleeding
All the memories of us, I'm deleting 

Outro:
To continue living just to see you leaving

Hell Is A Heroin (prod. Yusei)

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closer

Amateur lofi rapper with a mature low life matter.
Thanks for listening to a moonflake :)

終わりのない痛
known as 'Delaures' (Del-Or-Ez)

Hey I am MatKat. I just jumped into the music world with my iPad and some broken earbuds and I’m just testing and figuring stuff out I guess. So expect some variety, or the same stuff I have no idea

happy on the outside but dead in the inside.

New tracks tagged #rxseboy