so hyped to finally drop this :)
features a sample of party favor by billie eilish

@rxseboy x @sarcasticsounds - billie crylish

original sample by chloe george - ig: @chloegeorgeya

@rxseboy - nothing hurts anymore (prod. con)

Lyrics... 

My fate is sealed I don’t know what to do 
I been contemplating everything while locked in my room
I revolve around hate and I’ve been paying my dues
But I think I’m too late it’ll have me end in a tomb
Anyone can be snake and they never teach
That’s why you never see me trust they all deceased
So I’ve been taking pills I admit defeat
Honestly I’ll take it anything at all if it helps me to sleep

That’s the cards that were dealt 
And I’m sorry but my body I can feel breaking down
My mind ain’t any better I’m deceiving myself
And It’s funny cause the money yeah can’t buy my health
I need help
I need it bad
Mentally and physically I don’t have money to spend
Ain’t that crazy cause Every penny go to family and friends and that’s why I say I’m quitting music I like it but I’ll prolly be dead

I’m fucking tired
I’m so tired
I’m tired and honestly I think my time has expired
I’m fucking tired
I’m so tired 
I’m tired and honestly I think my time has expired

feeling well 
I ain’t been feeling well
And I’m done with trying to talk I only bring people down
Seems I fuck up everything I swear I’m destined to failI
I’m breathing regret every time I fucking inhale

Moving on I can’t
Man I’m trying but my mind is stuck back in the past
I’d be lying if dying didnt seem that bad
I’m writing the facts I’m fucking fighting for this 
I give my life but that shit wouldn’t last

Yeah I’m giving my best but still want me to change
Man I’m trying to change
And I hate when they tell me I’ll see better days
Man that shit never came
Half of the help I’m getting feeling it’s fake

Fake as a bitch
I’ve been pushing but my mind it can’t handle this shit
I’ve been battling depression ever since just a kid
I’m a shell I’ve been broken and I’m sorry I got nun left to give

Honestly, I'm tired (prod. 4lexf)

I’ve known this shit since the start
You’ll always get played if you give your heart
stuck to that logic I’ve buried mine 
Deep in the depths where there’s ash every step all you see is regrets and severed ties
But besides I’ve tried to better mine
I’ve broke all my confidence record time
Ain’t nobody out there that'll cherish life
uh
they’ll throw you away if not something they need
got nothing to give then your out with the trees
It’s fucking comical how everyone leaves
They treat you like dead till you're actually deceased
They give you a bed and then choke you to sleep
Then wake your ass up just to shatter your dreams
It took me 10 years but I finally see 
I’m the only one now that’ll look out for me
I mean after all I can handle it
Always just me by my lonely then
No need for shit you call sentiment
Only loved when others benefit
Problems on me I can settle it
Either that or I settle in sediment 
I swear that Im trying to better me
But your only loved when others benefit

(coughs 3 times on beat somehow)
yeah
Sucking my blood they're some vampires
I'm burning alive in the bonfire
everything they do is for the benefit
im screaming and crying im throwing fists
I grab the knife to cut the tension
im taking it back get it in positon 
don't be surprised by the inquisition 
I prolly should say that im on a mission
im on a mission to break the cycle
of heartbreak pain and going psycho
take her back to the intermission 
I cry cry cry here are you with a smile
I get mad then run ten miles
find my body in three piles
I guess that id do more good if I was in a psych asylum
I live my life never settling
die ten times in the settlement 
they do it all for the benefit
I do it all for my better man
I live my life never settling
die ten times in the settlement 
they do it all for the benefit
I do it all for my better man

Benefit w/Lxst Boy (prod. poppy ozu)

i really like this one

sample: dhan

produced by con

Listen on Spotify!

@rxseboy - i really miss you (prod. con)

i'm so sorry </3

ft. @powfu @mishaal

produced by con

@rxseboy x @powfu x @mishaal - when we were 16 (prod. con)

Stream this on Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/7BdlyzVvOqmwPH9dYtZfsx?si=LZrEShAqSpmw0Z2TehbxfQ

Play this on YouTube:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n78Gg6_zEQg

Dead Eyes

Powfu & Promoting Sounds - dead eyes (ft. Ouse)

listen close to my words

produced by Ocean Beats
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpipAjo9fIhDMXOoo0Mm86Q

@rxseboy - i'm a ghost but it hurts (prod. ocean)

Follow @rxseboy @powfu cause they're both insanely talented.

prod. by Thomas Reid

Lyrics:
Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Rxseboy:
I was out here for a minute on my lonely.
You were doing drugs in your room feeling broken.
Told me, you were having trouble staying focused.
Got with the wrong crowd, thought you could open up.

Backfired, you were eighteen.
Every memory turning into a daydream.
Zoning out.
What’s that about? you won’t tell me.
Lied to my face when you said you were healthy.

I never said ‘leave.’
I begged you to stay.
Every other day said you wanna go away.
Putting food on your plate.
Then it switched to a platter.
You looked in my eyes said it didn’t even matter.

Used to stay home, watch a movie on the couch.
Now you all alone wit a pill in your mouth.
Take a sip of the alc’ while you thinking of me.
Envisioning every single thing that we never could be.

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Hoping you stay
Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Are you okay?

Rxseboy:
Stressed out, blaming everyone around you.
In the same boat, but I wouldn’t call it powfu.
Everyday, wanna make up, dunno how to.
Said you stopped drinking again, girl I’m proud too.

Get too high, I could bring you down.
On a trip, hit you back when I’m back in town.
We got two different lives.
two different vibes.
Doing drugs, I don’t, that’s two different highs.

Promised me I could hold you.
Look at your scars, think I’m here with the old you.
We were so young, living lavish with no rules.
Now I’m doing work while you still getting home schooled.

Disappointed in us and I can’t lie.
Disagreed when you said that we can’t try.
Know you said I’m a fool, girl am I?
Don’t forget that I’m here on standby.

Powfu:
Yeah, I’m on standby
If you wanna talk you can pass by
Used to visit me at work all the damn time
When you leaving me “on seen” I’m a sad guy

Quit this shit I’ll hate myself if I lose you
Pass the torch before the flames consume you
Tryna figure out a way, running out of options
(I’m trying to help you!)
Just stop this please
Before it’s too late
You don’t think I’m serious I’ll tat it on my face
You don’t need drugs, be addicted to my love
Your friends never cared but I’m here to keep in touch

My parents still together and they met in the 70’s
Me don’t gotta split be the couple of century
Yuh feels like a movie but I’m still in love
When we offset
I’ve been thinking of you more even though we talk less

Sink in the sand
Always turn away when I offer you my hand
I see that you’re hurting
Don’t deserve it
Sitting in the dark, open up your curtains

I don’t wanna see you die
I don’t wanna be that guy that sits on the side
One step at a time
We’ll take you one step at a time

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Are You Okay?

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Thomas Reid & Rxseboy - Are You Okay? (feat. Powfu)

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Vocals by Samson Ace Miller
Lyrics by Samson Ace Miller
Production by llouis
Mix/Master by Sergio Cortez
Art by Kurl
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