im not fucking ok i just want to cut for hours till i die but i dont

God i love soundcloud and finding artists tht id never hear otherwise this is heat

Said you stopped drinking again, girl. I'm proud too

love, joshua w/ vedh

I know yeah, I know 
I know I ain’t perfect you ain’t gotta tell me baby 
I already know this 
All this negativity making me lose focus 
Should’ve seen the signs yeah it could’ve been avoided 
I know that 

You don’t wanna be with me cause you wanna be with him 
But can he take you places that you ain’t never been 
Yeah That you Ain’t never been 

But you gotta admit that this is bullshit 
If this is what you want then ill say okay 
Cause I don’t wanna  fight I feel so drain 
Smoke a pound a day
Hope the pain just go away but 
But it don’t 
I don’t wanna do this no more 
Living really feeling like a chore
I don’t wanna do this any more  I don’t wanna do this I don’t wanna do this anymore 

I been skipping showers 
Thinking bout you through the hours
Circling like I’m the long hand on the clock 
You got power over 
Me and I can’t shake it 
When you still calling me baby 
Yeah you say it to my face 
And then you’re gone 

Changing places to get away with you 
You’re toxic I’m nauseous I don’t what to do 
Yeah you text me goodnight 
Right before you said your phone died
But I know you went with him to spend the night

you gotta admit that this is bullshit 
If this is what you want then ill say okay 
Cause I don’t wanna  fight I feel so drain 
Drink like every day 
Hope the pain just go away but 
But it don’t 
I don’t wanna do this no more 
Living really feeling like a chore
And I want this to work out so badly
But I know its over and done 
I don’t wanna do this any more  I don’t wanna do this I don’t wanna do this anymore

this is bs.

Snøw, Laeland & Skinny Atlas - this is bs.

@sadboyprolific 
@pauli-niemi

just another sad song...

Lyrics:
V1
I’m sick of loving 
Every time it’s just a misconception
I find a girl 
and she lead me into a new dimension
Thinking bout the future
Counting out all of our blessings
And then I find out it’s all fake
And she leaves me guessing
I guess I learned my lesson
I guess we’re better ended
I wish I never gave my heart out
Dummy should’ve kept it
Just like a piece of paper
She ripped my heart in half
I guess this kind of thing is something I won’t ever have
But it’s fine
Soon I’ll just get used to it
To keep my mind off of love
I’ll just do stupid shit
I fell asleep
Questioning is anyone for me
Laying on my back using 
Music as a remedy
Listening and writing
All these sad songs
Happy for a bit
But doesn’t last long
I’m Trynna find the joy
In all this chaos
Keep on praying
for my future hope it pays off

Hook
Broke my heart I
U tore it in two
So why am I
Still thinking of u

V2
Lately it’s fuck emotions
Grab the dope and then I roll it
I’ve been tripping off the potent
Honestly I’m omnipotent 
Used to think about r memories
I cleared em like my history 
Wrote this in a grave 
To set the scene
Cuz love is dead to me
R love was one sided
I know u ain’t felt the same
I bet u relish the fact
That I fucking felt this pain
U gave me comfort
U were like my shelter from the rain
Gripping the razor blade I swear I’d never love again
I’ll keep that promise
Trust me I won’t break it
I’ll rip my heart out of my chest
And chain it in the basement
Knocking bottles til I’m wasted
Clear to see I’m changing
Rather stick to blazing
Then the dreams that I’ve been chasing

V3
I know hearts don’t physically break 
but my chest hurts
I can still smell her perfume
On my sweatshirt 
They say that time can heal
Soon I’ll feel better
But all that can heal this
Is if I never met her
Story never ends 
If the story never starts
Take these sad feelings
Trynna turn them into art
Paintbrush light stroke 
Out all of my feelings
Spitting shit typing quick
Keep writing lyrics
Take the wheel I can’t see
But keep steering
Moving on kicking out 
My past demons
And I’m not walking I’ll be running 
From this torture
I see the light
Do my best to move forwards

scars on my heart | Feat. SadBoyProlific (Prod. Slipfunc)

i'm so sorry </3

ft. @powfu @mishaal

produced by con

Listen on Spotify!

@rxseboy x @powfu x @mishaal - when we were 16 (prod. con)

listen close to my words

produced by Ocean Beats
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpipAjo9fIhDMXOoo0Mm86Q

@rxseboy - i'm a ghost but it hurts (prod. ocean)

Follow @rxseboy @powfu cause they're both insanely talented.

prod. by Thomas Reid

Lyrics:
Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Rxseboy:
I was out here for a minute on my lonely.
You were doing drugs in your room feeling broken.
Told me, you were having trouble staying focused.
Got with the wrong crowd, thought you could open up.

Backfired, you were eighteen.
Every memory turning into a daydream.
Zoning out.
What’s that about? you won’t tell me.
Lied to my face when you said you were healthy.

I never said ‘leave.’
I begged you to stay.
Every other day said you wanna go away.
Putting food on your plate.
Then it switched to a platter.
You looked in my eyes said it didn’t even matter.

Used to stay home, watch a movie on the couch.
Now you all alone wit a pill in your mouth.
Take a sip of the alc’ while you thinking of me.
Envisioning every single thing that we never could be.

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Hoping you stay
Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Are you okay?

Rxseboy:
Stressed out, blaming everyone around you.
In the same boat, but I wouldn’t call it powfu.
Everyday, wanna make up, dunno how to.
Said you stopped drinking again, girl I’m proud too.

Get too high, I could bring you down.
On a trip, hit you back when I’m back in town.
We got two different lives.
two different vibes.
Doing drugs, I don’t, that’s two different highs.

Promised me I could hold you.
Look at your scars, think I’m here with the old you.
We were so young, living lavish with no rules.
Now I’m doing work while you still getting home schooled.

Disappointed in us and I can’t lie.
Disagreed when you said that we can’t try.
Know you said I’m a fool, girl am I?
Don’t forget that I’m here on standby.

Powfu:
Yeah, I’m on standby
If you wanna talk you can pass by
Used to visit me at work all the damn time
When you leaving me “on seen” I’m a sad guy

Quit this shit I’ll hate myself if I lose you
Pass the torch before the flames consume you
Tryna figure out a way, running out of options
(I’m trying to help you!)
Just stop this please
Before it’s too late
You don’t think I’m serious I’ll tat it on my face
You don’t need drugs, be addicted to my love
Your friends never cared but I’m here to keep in touch

My parents still together and they met in the 70’s
Me don’t gotta split be the couple of century
Yuh feels like a movie but I’m still in love
When we offset
I’ve been thinking of you more even though we talk less

Sink in the sand
Always turn away when I offer you my hand
I see that you’re hurting
Don’t deserve it
Sitting in the dark, open up your curtains

I don’t wanna see you die
I don’t wanna be that guy that sits on the side
One step at a time
We’ll take you one step at a time

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Are You Okay?

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Thomas Reid & Rxseboy - Are You Okay? (feat. Powfu)

Rest In Peace Mr.A this ones for you.
produced by : @mental
mixed by :@kammichaelmusic

Gone But Not Forgotten... ft.Snøw (prod.mental)

Sins

@sadboyprolific
@le_play

lyrics:

SadBoyProlific:

i hate when im left on my own again
im just a broken kid hoping for someone to hold em quick
lost in emotions and potions this 
is me reaching and you cant even notice it 
you took my heart and then froze it quick
locked up the door and my chest and regret that i opened it 
vision is slow and cant focus i feel like my head is exploding 
shits getting old and my time is approaching 
this is a mindset i think that my minds fuckin broken 
just look at the way that im coping 
ounce nothing less what im smoking
this is the life that ive chosen 
and ive had regrets every step of the way 
puffed up my chest as i left through the flame 
left you for dead and in my head im insane
dead for a red as i bled out in pain

Le Play:
what do you want from me 
this is just honesty cuz honestly ill fall asleep
before it gets hard to breathe 
ill constantly just fall to piece 
you know its hard for me but still you pry so modernly
this is a tragedy or more just like a comedy
keep playing the victim i know all of the lies your tryna sell
im stuck in this room thats full of these mirros all i got is myself
you know i live for the pain 
you know im stuck in the rain 
i do it again and again and again 
and everythings broken and always in vein

boots (Le play X SadBoyProlific)

Produced by M.E ( @meproducerrrrr )
Art by: David Kiernan 

Kam Michael
instagram.com/imkammichael
youtube.com/c/KamMichael
twitter.com/kammichael_
spoti.fi/2RxYGFj

Lyrics:
[Chorus: ]
Oh why do you cry at night when you're alone?
Oh please take your time to find the reasons behind these feelings inside.

[Verse 1: Kam Michael]
Yeah, okay I empty out my soul trynna think of what i'm confessing.
hope you open up the the door to your mind and I'll be the blessing. Late nights of heart breaks, we think everything is a weapon.
See I know he broke you down to the bottom but I'm obsessing never stressing.
Know it's tough, know that we got it rough, It's hard to say that "I'm sorry" but harder for you to trust. And i'm learning that I'm enough, something I had to find,
You say that you're broken down,
But really one of a kind, and I know..
We make mistakes and it shows
But baby I don't think that I could ever be on my own.
I used to live inside my head, was feeling empty and cold.
You gave me reason not to fear of ever being alone.
I wanna hold you for a lifetime, living on a lifeline.
Stepping out our zones, mix emotions with the white wine.
Staying up all night and pillow talk it through the sunrise.
I know you're very different, glad I found you at the right time.

[Chorus: ]
Oh why do you cry at night when you're alone?
Oh please take your time to find the reasons behind these feelings inside.

[Verse 2: Kam Michael]
Yeah, okay I know you hate it when I compliment you,
but you should love yourself, there ain't a single thing against you.
See I'm not picture perfect and I'll prove it cuz baby, you fit the frame.
I'll always feels the same, there ain't a second that I'll never miss you.
No going back, swear no going bad.
Whenever I'm chilling with you my head it be running laps.
And lately I'm feeling better, been moving away from past,
So when I write about you just know that I'm speaking facts.
And I was walking on a tight rope, stuck inside a life boat, but now I see the light inside of you, don't tell I don't
You're way too insecure, but I'm the same, I found the right cope, we could be whatever.
Said your exes? I'm not like those.
I wanna hold you for a lifetime, living on a lifeline.
Stepping out our zones, mix emotions with the white wine.
Staying up all night and pillow talk it through the sunrise.
I know you're very different, glad I found you at the right time.

Kam Michael - why do you cry? [Prod. M.E]

there she goes again (prod. 4lexf)

music heals </3
thank you for caring.
biz: thomasreidbiz@gmail.com

Thomas Reid & Rxseboy - Are You Okay? (feat. Powfu)

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