hate her so much, she broke me beyond help... this song is beautiful

"you are the best" and yet you prefer him

I wish I never gave her my heart, letting go is so hard.

happy for a  bit but doesn't last long💔

I made a new track called 'saybour' on my page, check it out if you're into lofi  & if not thanks for reading

look what she told I love you and later she cheated and I get baddie's 👯‍♀️😁😁😁😁😁😁🦹🏻‍♀️

🧖🏿‍♂️🌞👨‍🦽‍➡️🛹🏎️🤷🖤🎸🪨

Swappin oxygen with smoke in my chest
You can see it everytime i take a breath 
In the depths seein death to the right and the left 
In the night gettin High while I’m lightin up cess
Til the day that I die my mind ain’t findin rest 
You don’t know  shit bout the lives that I led 
If I died right here it’d be my 89th
death 
Ash in the path on the floor where I step 
gettin high passin time in the mourge with my dead 
Died and found death then was forced to forget 
Used to want a family got orphaned instead 
On the floor where I bled where the poor only tread 
Fuckin with me then that’s Russian roulette 
With a full fuckin clip and a gun to ya head 
 My girl says Im smokin too much again 
In the graveyard lightin blunts for my  friends 
Please don’t forget who inspired these kids 
They said I’m fallin off then all their numbers stopped what a bitch irony is 
This governments showin a perfect example of what fuckin modern day tyranny is 
Might Stick a knife in this kid he keep eyein me bitch 
No matter how much I run from demons they seem to just find me again 
In my room thinking I’m better dying again 

At 15 I stayed in my room all adepressed  takin pills that were pressed now I’m overly stressed 
I’m bleedin can’t feel my heart beatin doc said he might have to rip open chest 
If I die don’t you cry just know it’s for the best 
Tell my son that I love em and I tried my best 
I know suicide ain’t designed for the rest 
And they’ll probably think that I’m weak when I’m dead 
But there’s enough life in the lines that I’ve left 
And the people inside of this life that I’ve met
To be someone who they couldn’t ever forget 
Just know I’m findin rest when I’m finally dead 
My girl wouldn’t feel like she should be if I was the one who was dead 
Without me always makin her stressed 
If my brain continues to function I hope that our memories fill up my head 
Atleast it would be like I ain’t even left 
In the graveyard there’s blood to the right and the left 
Ain’t felt alright in my mind or my head 
My whole life alright fine let’s just cut to the end 
In my dreams I’ve seen death almost 5miñlion times so if we talkin honestly what’s one more death 
Cigarettes mixed with cess while I grab on her breast
4 thousands nights we’ve stayed dead in this bed

isho 遺書(prod. farver & pizzle)

King David - Die in America

Agony [Ft. SadBoyProlific]

@sadboyprolific 
@pauli-niemi

just another sad song...

Lyrics:
V1
I’m sick of loving 
Every time it’s just a misconception
I find a girl 
and she lead me into a new dimension
Thinking bout the future
Counting out all of our blessings
And then I find out it’s all fake
And she leaves me guessing
I guess I learned my lesson
I guess we’re better ended
I wish I never gave my heart out
Dummy should’ve kept it
Just like a piece of paper
She ripped my heart in half
I guess this kind of thing is something I won’t ever have
But it’s fine
Soon I’ll just get used to it
To keep my mind off of love
I’ll just do stupid shit
I fell asleep
Questioning is anyone for me
Laying on my back using 
Music as a remedy
Listening and writing
All these sad songs
Happy for a bit
But doesn’t last long
I’m Trynna find the joy
In all this chaos
Keep on praying
for my future hope it pays off

Hook
Broke my heart I
U tore it in two
So why am I
Still thinking of u

V2
Lately it’s fuck emotions
Grab the dope and then I roll it
I’ve been tripping off the potent
Honestly I’m omnipotent 
Used to think about r memories
I cleared em like my history 
Wrote this in a grave 
To set the scene
Cuz love is dead to me
R love was one sided
I know u ain’t felt the same
I bet u relish the fact
That I fucking felt this pain
U gave me comfort
U were like my shelter from the rain
Gripping the razor blade I swear I’d never love again
I’ll keep that promise
Trust me I won’t break it
I’ll rip my heart out of my chest
And chain it in the basement
Knocking bottles til I’m wasted
Clear to see I’m changing
Rather stick to blazing
Then the dreams that I’ve been chasing

V3
I know hearts don’t physically break 
but my chest hurts
I can still smell her perfume
On my sweatshirt 
They say that time can heal
Soon I’ll feel better
But all that can heal this
Is if I never met her
Story never ends 
If the story never starts
Take these sad feelings
Trynna turn them into art
Paintbrush light stroke 
Out all of my feelings
Spitting shit typing quick
Keep writing lyrics
Take the wheel I can’t see
But keep steering
Moving on kicking out 
My past demons
And I’m not walking I’ll be running 
From this torture
I see the light
Do my best to move forwards

scars on my heart | Feat. SadBoyProlific (Prod. Slipfunc)

i really like this one

sample: dhan

produced by con

Listen on Spotify!

@rxseboy - i really miss you (prod. con)

V1:
Yes Ive thought of things
I wanna say but never said it
Searching how to get a girls attention up on reddit
Sick of all these worries
Burying my face hiding
wishing I could talk
Without awkward silence 
Shit im indecisive
never make my mind up
Say I’m not depressed cuz 
isn’t everybody kind of
Hope that imma win u over eventually
Wonder if I can steal the heart of someone better than me

C:
And I Don’t care for what Ive got
cuz you’re the only one I want 
But I can’t reach whats in my sight
Take a step into my life

V2:
Diving into the weekend
All I do is sleep in
Friends hit me up hardly
all they do is party
How am I supposed to have fun
If I know that I’ll never be the one
Diving into the night time
All I do is write rhymes
Flipping through these pages
Nothing ever changes
Show me how to have a good time
Cuz I can never get this shit right

Spotify

step into my life (prod. ocean)

Just Like You Do (ft. Thomas Reid)

Featuring @rxseboy
Produced by @pauli-niemi

Hope u enjoy!!
Music video for it up on my Youtube channel <3

YouTube

Laying on my porch while we watch the world end.

Follow @rxseboy @powfu cause they're both insanely talented.

prod. by Thomas Reid

Lyrics:
Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Rxseboy:
I was out here for a minute on my lonely.
You were doing drugs in your room feeling broken.
Told me, you were having trouble staying focused.
Got with the wrong crowd, thought you could open up.

Backfired, you were eighteen.
Every memory turning into a daydream.
Zoning out.
What’s that about? you won’t tell me.
Lied to my face when you said you were healthy.

I never said ‘leave.’
I begged you to stay.
Every other day said you wanna go away.
Putting food on your plate.
Then it switched to a platter.
You looked in my eyes said it didn’t even matter.

Used to stay home, watch a movie on the couch.
Now you all alone wit a pill in your mouth.
Take a sip of the alc’ while you thinking of me.
Envisioning every single thing that we never could be.

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Hoping you stay
Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Are you okay?

Rxseboy:
Stressed out, blaming everyone around you.
In the same boat, but I wouldn’t call it powfu.
Everyday, wanna make up, dunno how to.
Said you stopped drinking again, girl I’m proud too.

Get too high, I could bring you down.
On a trip, hit you back when I’m back in town.
We got two different lives.
two different vibes.
Doing drugs, I don’t, that’s two different highs.

Promised me I could hold you.
Look at your scars, think I’m here with the old you.
We were so young, living lavish with no rules.
Now I’m doing work while you still getting home schooled.

Disappointed in us and I can’t lie.
Disagreed when you said that we can’t try.
Know you said I’m a fool, girl am I?
Don’t forget that I’m here on standby.

Powfu:
Yeah, I’m on standby
If you wanna talk you can pass by
Used to visit me at work all the damn time
When you leaving me “on seen” I’m a sad guy

Quit this shit I’ll hate myself if I lose you
Pass the torch before the flames consume you
Tryna figure out a way, running out of options
(I’m trying to help you!)
Just stop this please
Before it’s too late
You don’t think I’m serious I’ll tat it on my face
You don’t need drugs, be addicted to my love
Your friends never cared but I’m here to keep in touch

My parents still together and they met in the 70’s
Me don’t gotta split be the couple of century
Yuh feels like a movie but I’m still in love
When we offset
I’ve been thinking of you more even though we talk less

Sink in the sand
Always turn away when I offer you my hand
I see that you’re hurting
Don’t deserve it
Sitting in the dark, open up your curtains

I don’t wanna see you die
I don’t wanna be that guy that sits on the side
One step at a time
We’ll take you one step at a time

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Are You Okay?

Thomas Reid & Rxseboy - Are You Okay? (feat. Powfu)

Spotify: https://ampl.ink/j48Br
Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=94EOD2chO2c

Artists / Producer:
@rxseboy
@eric-godlow

Lyrics:
I got a new girl
a really cool girl
i think I’m bouta fall for you I’m a fool girl.
Apologies in advance.
The way you looking at me bouta put me in a trance.
Blue eyes like the sea.
Laid back in the seat.
Drive around for a little, while you focus on me.
Not safe, but I like a bit of danger.
Just last week, bet you could’ve called us strangers.

We should go back to that place again.
To see that smile on your face again.
And if it’s real, we shouldn’t play pretend.
you want a song, I’ll give you eighty then.

I got the time to write.
I see a brighter light.
I feel alive to tonight.
Get it popping like dynamite.
nah I’m kidding gotta hide the hype.
if someone messing with you there’s gon be a lotta fight or flight.

you could be the one.
you could be the one.
let’s enjoy the moment, chillin in the summer sun.
ain’t it fun, when you living in the real world.
I kinda really wanna know how you feel girl.

you could be the one.
you could be the one.
let’s enjoy the moment, chillin in the summer sun.
ain’t it fun, when you living in the real world.
Can you tell me how you feel girl?

I got a new girl
a really cool girl
i think I’m bouta fall for you I’m a fool girl.
Apologies in advance.
The way you looking at me bouta put me in a trance.
Blue eyes like the sea.
Laid back in the seat.
Drive around for a little, while you focus on me.
Not safe, but I like a bit of danger.
Just last week, bet you could’ve called us strangers.

scars on my heart | Feat. SadBoyProlific (Prod. Slipfunc)

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