But I don't want to :(

Check this out on Youtube and don't forget to subscribe :)
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCsiFvGaBzTTkQYPLEa4Kp3A

DL from soundcloud for non profit use only, or buy a lease for any use here: https://bsta.rs/274dab96b

let go

@rxseboy x @fennelily x @sarcasticsounds - stay for the night

produced by jhove
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy

-lyrics-
maybe when we're older
i'll finally get it right
lay your head on my shoulder
as we drive into the night
i dont wanna be here if im not with you
(be here if im not with you)
maybe when we're older
i'll finally tie the knot
im so immature 
but i ponder it a lot
i just wanna spend my life with you
(spend my life with you)

yeah i know im making excuses
im on the brink boutta lose it
when you are feeling by yourself
i just sit and make music
yeah it's messed up i know it
i care and wanna show it
but it's kinda difficult
because i know you're also broken
i can change it, trust me
i know it's hard to love me
there's a lot that i dont talk about
i shrug it off, its funny
how i know you feel the same
and im the one to blame
maybe someday i'll grow up
but for now i'll stay the same yeah

i dont deserve you
(i dont deserve you)
i know i have issues
(i know i have issues)

yeah but you helping me through them
healing my cuts and my bruises
what you been doing is working
and my conditions improving
oh take me back tonight
i cant explain whats inside
and now im feeling the vibe
and now im feeling alright
(and now im feeling the vibe
and now im feeling alright)

maybe when we're older
i'll finally get it right
lay your head on my shoulder
as we drive into the night
i dont wanna be here if im not with you
(be here if im not with you)
maybe when we're older
i'll finally tie the knot
im so immature 
but i ponder it a lot
i just wanna spend my life with you
(spend my life with you)
x2

when we’re older (jhove)

Apple Music - music.apple.com/us/artist/ollie/1325387508

Produced by Yog$
Mixed & Mastered by Chris Stiliadis

- Ollie -
open.spotify.com/artist/5OyoCvyau6TiGqcCKnDBCR
@olly-raps
twitter.com/OllieRaps
www.instagram.com/ollie_raps/
www.facebook.com/OllieRaps/

ollie & powfu - brightside (prod. YOG$)

produced by jxsie beats & nuxe
mixed and mastered by lxst boy
@cavasoul
@jxsiebeats

-lyrics-
(lxst boy)
was it something that i said that ticked you off
cause now you won't talk
i feel that we're running out of time
cause i know that i get inside my head
i'll never understand
i never did this now i do it all the time
i am overthinking to the point im never sleeping
i been writing songs, i even do it when im dreaming
i hope this goes away, yeah, cause God, i hate this feeling
i am trapped within these walls, my eyes are glued to the ceiling
yeah

sometimes i get a little closer
there's no words left to say
tell me what you thought would happen
i can't explain
you left your shadow on my matress
sometimes i get a little closer
(and sometimes i get a little colder)
theres  no words left to say
tell me what you thought would happen
i can't explain
you left your shadow on my matress

(cavasoul)
i gave all of my love right away
then for me, im left with nothing
i was walking alone in the rain
i could snap at the press of a button
it's december now, rain coming down
it freezes before hitting ground
it reminds me of the feeling i had on my neck
when you coming around
is it something about me? 
cause lately i feel like you better without me
idk whats going on in my head
but the negative thoughts overwhelm me, im drowning
im never healthy, i cannot help it
how can i help me? i wanna be dead
i still remember the lies you had said to me
so i just fill up your side of the bed
now

(lxst boy)
sometimes i get a little closer
(and sometimes i get a little colder)
there's no words left to say
tell me what you thought would happen
i can't explain
you left your shadow on my matress
sometimes i get a little closer
(and sometimes i get a little colder)
theres no thing i can say
that will undo what had happened
please just explain
i am drowning in my sadness

when it rains in december w/ cavasoul & jxsie beats

@sorrow x @winnie - homesick (prod. jxsie beats)

Caffeine

Caffeine (feat. Chevy & Nalba)

It still hurts :D

Go check this out on youtube and don't forget to subscribe :D
www.youtube.com/channel/UCsiFvGaBzTTkQYPLEa4Kp3A\

This beat is free for profit use as long as you credit with (prod. jxsie beats), but if you want to make sure your song doesn't get taken down for any reason, I suggest buying a lease here: https://bsta.rs/c6f30cf3d

let go

jxsie beats

Related tracks