His tiktok made me sesrch it on soundcloud. I cried. 🤍

This song makes me wanna cry its so beautifull, I love your work

wish the studio release was more like this version

lyrics:
i wish it was your hair in the laundry
scented and reeking of me
i wish it was your bread in the pantry
it's long requested of me

and how would you give it up to me?
and how would you want it taken of me?

i wish it was your car in the driveway
holding the melting groceries
i wish it was your mail on the coffee table
all i have are postcards
of your view, one of you

how would you want it?

i wish you were perfect
i wish i would end it
i hope you repair from me
i wish that you hated me

and how would you give it up to me?
and how would you take it?

postcard 3.31.21

music box

we’ll never have sex - leith ross

Lyrics:

If the trees are alive 
Then I guess I am too 
Feel the need to survive 
Looking for things to do 
Just to prove that I’m here and I was when I’m gone 
If the trees are alive then I wanna be one

If my soul is a fire 
My body’s a forest
The music is water
The void is a chorus
I hear when it calls me from under the blue
If my soul is a fire I wanna be cool 
All the trees are alive and I wish I were too

All my idols are just 
Two dimensional things
In my head on the wall 
in the light of my screen
And it’s lonely I know but I’m seeing it through
Oh my idol you’re dead and I want to be you

Oh I’m gonna get there someday
I can feel it the horizon drawing near
I wanna live to be
Taller than a sycamore
Burning brighter than a meteor
Dying like a distant star

Oh my love is a ghost and I guess I am too
Dreaming up visions of light breaking through
How it builds and it swells and the climax is you
I will live I will die I will make something new
I will live I will die I will put it to use

Buy on Bandcamp!

The Trees Are Alive

being in love with someone so much you want to become a part of them.

folded in the basement with my head inside your chest
taking medication so that you can feel less
and i swear to you right now, this ain’t part of my depression
but if i died here in your arms i wouldn’t be upset
could we live in this tangled mess forever?
they can pull our bodies out when they’re old and weathered
maybe over time they will have joined at the center
no trace that you and i were never not together
ooh, if my blood is your blood, i will course
ooh, if your love is my love, i want more

my blood is ur blood - kevin atwater

dogs - kevin atwater

You're So Fucking Pretty (Demo)

star tripping - kevin atwaters

star tripping : kevin atwater (demo)

Serpents of Night - Live Acoustic Version. Produced by Oliver Robinson Music 2024

Serpents Of Night (Live Acoustic)

This song is pretty much how I think when I enter new romantic encounters. I always hope for the best but there’s this nagging in the back of my mind that says that everything is going to end and I’ll be disappointed. This is like that rant you want to text your crush or your ex or whoever, but you know it’ll get you nowhere so you type it out in your notes and then delete it in the morning. It’s a sort of catharsis I guess. 

Lyrics: 

Be my first first 
Be my last be my worst
Be the best make it hurt
When you leave me inevitably 
Take it slow
Please don’t rush to go
Even though I know
That it’ll come when I most expect it

I don’t want to be afraid 
That every phone call will be 
The last time I hear your voice

It’s in my blood it’s in my bones 
It’s in my past that’s how I know
That I don’t really have a choice

It’s okay 
I saw it coming anyway
You don’t even have to say
That you’re sorry I know you aren’t
You’re just fine 
You don’t have to lie 
I’m a big kid I won’t cry 
I'll disappear and you’ll never see me

(You’ll never see me)
I’ll make sure you never see my face
(You’ll never see me)
I’ll make sure you never see my 

Hey it’s me
I just had the nicest dream
You were sitting next to me
And that was all it’s so stupid I know
Well... okay
This was all just to say
I’ll delete it anyway
In the morning

star tripping : kevin atwater (demo)

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