this is so good but it stings rn because i feel my boyfriend slipping out of my grasp but i love him sm and i dont want to lose him... 

i dont think that ive expressed how good this song hurts oh my gods

i love this song so much, i based my instagram user off of it

lyrics:
i wish it was your hair in the laundry
scented and reeking of me
i wish it was your bread in the pantry
it's long requested of me

and how would you give it up to me?
and how would you want it taken of me?

i wish it was your car in the driveway
holding the melting groceries
i wish it was your mail on the coffee table
all i have are postcards
of your view, one of you

how would you want it?

i wish you were perfect
i wish i would end it
i hope you repair from me
i wish that you hated me

and how would you give it up to me?
and how would you take it?

postcard 3.31.21

box song - maisie saganic

music box

molly - jordy searcy cover

we’ll never have sex - leith ross

Lyrics:

If the trees are alive 
Then I guess I am too 
Feel the need to survive 
Looking for things to do 
Just to prove that I’m here and I was when I’m gone 
If the trees are alive then I wanna be one

If my soul is a fire 
My body’s a forest
The music is water
The void is a chorus
I hear when it calls me from under the blue
If my soul is a fire I wanna be cool 
All the trees are alive and I wish I were too

All my idols are just 
Two dimensional things
In my head on the wall 
in the light of my screen
And it’s lonely I know but I’m seeing it through
Oh my idol you’re dead and I want to be you

Oh I’m gonna get there someday
I can feel it the horizon drawing near
I wanna live to be
Taller than a sycamore
Burning brighter than a meteor
Dying like a distant star

Oh my love is a ghost and I guess I am too
Dreaming up visions of light breaking through
How it builds and it swells and the climax is you
I will live I will die I will make something new
I will live I will die I will put it to use

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The Trees Are Alive

A little voice note of a song I wrote called "American Cannibal" :)
Thanks for listening!

American Cannibal (Voice Note Version)

being in love with someone so much you want to become a part of them.

folded in the basement with my head inside your chest
taking medication so that you can feel less
and i swear to you right now, this ain’t part of my depression
but if i died here in your arms i wouldn’t be upset
could we live in this tangled mess forever?
they can pull our bodies out when they’re old and weathered
maybe over time they will have joined at the center
no trace that you and i were never not together
ooh, if my blood is your blood, i will course
ooh, if your love is my love, i want more

my blood is ur blood - kevin atwater

The Trees Are Alive (Voice Memos)

I'll delete this in the morning.

I’ll delete this in the morning

hydroplaning (FULL)

Hoping you'll hear something <3

Birthday Card album OUT NOW! (psssst click the link)

I’ll delete this in the morning

Michael Melvin

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