its like a bunch of TikToks slammed together, sound great though impressive, love that old radio sound you use, very very inventive

Bops

selfish(v1)

silly little song *mwah* on all plats tonight
art by @fckingstuwupid on twittter!!!!
@k0a
@vaeo-music
@weikooo
@02ashes

lyrics:
I know what I did for myself
It was selfish
Narcissistic mother fucker
I know I can't help it
Put your love in my hands
I know I was reckless
Lay your hands on my neck
I know I was breathless

Hold up
For a second
Let me
Breathe

You know
That I know
That I've been
Lying straight through my teeth and

I know what I did for myself
It was selfish
Narcissistic mother fucker
I know I can't help it
Put your love in my hands
I know I was reckless
Lay your hands on my neck
I know I was breathless

You know that I couldn't love you if I tried
Waves against the rocks and it's crushing my spine
Just leave me alone you know I'll be fine
Just leave me alone you know I'll be
Fine

I could tear your limbs off if I tried
I could dig a knife into your spine
I could steal your soul looking in your eyes
I wanna wear your flesh,
I'll skin your hide

Hold up
For a second
Let me
Breathe

You know
That I know
That I've been
Lying straight through my teeth and

I know what I did for myself
It was selfish
Narcissistic mother fucker
I know I can't help it
Put your love in my hands
I know I was reckless
Lay your hands on my neck
I know I was breathless

You know
That I know
That I've been
Lying straight through my teeth and

When I say I'm sorry
I don't mean it

breathe w/ vaeo

ON ALL PLATS NOW :) LOVE YALL

@k0a
@02ashes

lyrics:
ready to go
ready set go

like we gone burn em down

(down a couple times)
goreset
(down a couple more times)

ready set go

like fuck it maybe
they deserve it
ill make em feel
where it hurts at
ill make em bleed with a
ill make em bleed with a

let that shit blow

go!

(down a lotta times)

ready set go
ready set go
ready set go

ready ready
set set set
go go go go go

crawling from the depths i crept
i wept
i kept
slugs in vest
ready to blow
ready to go
ready set
go

(down a bunch of times)

like we gone burn it

(down a bunch more times)

like fuck it maybe
they deserve it
ill make em feel
where it hurts at
ill make em bleed with a
ill make em bleed with a

let that shit blow

(mmm jersey chair squeek)

(down a few more times)
like fuck it maybe
they deserve it
ill make em feel
where it hurts at
ill make em bleed with a
ill make em bleed with a

burn it

(down x 6)

down!

next2me (1sloan + jukuko)

survivorsguilt

☆

prod and mix by @traxee 

BEATSCAPE: https://youtu.be/jIFm2VkaaQ8 

Get the elevator on the wrong floor I didnt press it right
Office job is kinda lame still stuck in the past
I wanna try a different way
Pet projects and cases that they throw away
Trash it and go back to grey

safe in the dark town
oddly unironic
and at least i can walk unafraid
if i believe things will be alright
Pillows on my bed
shove em all to the ground
and tryna feel less alone
by turning on the tv
open your diary
what did u write about me
ink lit up from the screen
the brightest show and tell
yea

Little glow in the dark
Ceiling with the stick on stars
its like the world is ours
when its not really at all
See how its all gonna play out
Still Trying not to fade out
Stick with me on the days
That aren’t easy at all

i confuse myself, help
i could use some self help
never know what to do
So I must be selfish too
leave it all on the line
trust itll all end up fine
leave it all on the line
Its why i look to you

and then I'm back to the real world
and i'm working 9 to 7s
wasting my freakin life
without learning any lessons 
realitys so numbing
Step one and then come through
I think i'll feel better if we talk 
in circles like we do

i got u using my slang
the words we say are the same
makes me believe in something
i used to think was insane

Ima watch it all unfurl
They make it seem so easy to fall
but i know i'd get picked up
even if it takes a while

Off the elevator on the wrong floor i didnt press it right
Office job is kinda lame but its not gonna last
i wanna try a different way
feeling out the phases
they say
go away 
always make it out okay

ultrabeat sound of my 18 (p. traxee)

produced by me

lyrics:
nowhere for me to go
why am i back in ur home
so much for taking it slow
i move quick so fast they would never even know
bong rips and i rip it again
test me, start fillin with led
does that really happen? don't know it depends
do i need some traction to start getting friends
no more distractions and leaving it all on the fence
ahead of everyone that i've been talking to i can't connect

fuck a breathe in, breathe out
i'm bouta sink in, no drought
one eye closed keep one on u now
i think i'm wanting u now

it's best to say goodbye to everyone i love
better now before i'm gone
please don't stick around too long
i do my best, still callin SOS
got an invitation it's so hard to accept
can't show up the first time i bank on a rain check
everything inflicted on me started out painless
put less work now i'm getting paid less
i'd learn way more if i wasn't brainless
don't give a fuck what they wanna say next
say next

rain check

[intro]
watchin me bleed know you wont care at all
once called you my love but now youre fuckin gone
grab a knife and press it down
into my chest
fall asleep without a sound
so i can rest

[hook]
i can never sleep 
ive been starin at my walls
ive been feelin pretty weak
tippin over i might fall

so hide your face
watch you try to rearrange
feelin stuck inside the middle
been goin at this shit for days

okay you know i 
i only wanted a chance
i would travel for you baby 
if you gave me a map

cause ive been searchin 
for too long for true love
took my soul
hope you sold for the true cost

[verse]
for you girl id give my life into your hands
keep on stressin over you im not well
im not well
im not well

give me the closure im seekin
give me your heart its your love that im needin 
what a shame it ends this way
i lost control 

grab a knife and press it down
into my chest
fall asleep without a sound
so i can rest

[hook]
i can never sleep 
ive been starin at my walls
ive been feelin pretty weak
tippin over i might fall

so hide your face
watch you try to rearrange
feelin stuck inside the middle
been goin at this shit for days

okay you know i 
i only wanted a chance
i would travel for you baby 
if you gave me a map

cause ive been searchin 
for too long for true love
took my soul
hope you sold for the true cost

[outro]
okay you know i 
i only wanted a chance
i would travel for you baby 
if you gave me a map

cause ive been searchin 
for too long for true love
took my soul
hope you sold for the true cost

SPOTIFY

inertia (grayskies)

everything by me

ima come back better than before
i try my best to restore
you wanted less but i wanted more
i sided with the bitch who hurt my core
fuck it i don't want her anymore
got me feeling things i cant describe 
in my head; i keep inside
now i just want you to die
got me feeling like im insane
plant evil thoughts inside my brain
you dragged me through the rain
i'll put the pain inside your head
i don't want your love anymore
throw out my heart onto the floor
dagger blade cutting out my sores
i don't love you anymore

i bleed blue but my blood red i'll stay that way 
faith fades along with the passing days
they try to stop me they always hate
i walk the path inside a broken brain

far from home (i cannot feel anymore)
i would know
far from home (i cannot feel anymore)
i would know
far from home (i cannot feel anymore)
i would know
far from home (i cannot feel anymore)
i would know
i need your trust
i need your trust
i need your trust
i need your trust

stream

restore

prod michael harrison +  me +  @moonshopp 欠陥

gf + sorry for Long Song everyone

lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D9gF5QmAmTM
ive fallen deep for ur love
i cant sleep when im desperate for ur touch
i jus need a taste of ur blood
can it jus be, only us

are u okay,
are u alright
ill always be here
ill stay up all night

without u, i just always feel so empty
without u, i just wait until the ending
i swear its true, u put me into mending
without u, everything is so depressing

it jus hurts, when ur not around
and it gets worse, when i cant talk out loud
i put u first, so im jus glad we found each other nowwww

i get lost in yo eyes
i wanna know whats on ur mind
keep u close, yea i wanna hold u tight
i jus wanna kiss yo body, kiss yo thighs

now im in my head
and i have regrets
and i found the end
the truths hard to digest

i always try to make it fuckin better
i jus fuck up every time, cause i cant hold my temper
i keep cryin every night while i stare at ur letters
cutting off all of my friends i think ours ties are severed

it jus hurts, when ur not around
and it gets worse, when i cant talk out loud
i put u first, so im jus glad we found each other nowwww

digest

this took a while
huge shoutout to dirkle aka @deadman

prod. me
live instruments recorded by me also

available on all platforms!

lyrics:

(chriad)
you know your words cut deep
everything you said to me
you make it hard just to come back home
you know i'm struggling
'cause i'm never sure what you mean
when you change your mind and i never know

but i know the
truth hurts you don't want to hear it
got me fucked up for no reason
i don't understand your feelings
and you never step out to calm down a bit
truth hurts you don't want to hear it
got me fucked up for no reason [for the rest of my life]
put all the blame onto me
you give me no choice but to leave

(deadman)
i‘ll take the blame for it all
despite the fact i tried
you just put up a wall
and filled my head with lies
and i know you won't change, love
you fucked up the way i think, love
and i don't know what i'm doing here
with someone who'd take my life
(deadman + chriad)
if they could now

(chriad)
if they could now
truth hurts you don't want to hear it
truth hurts you don't want to hear it

truth hurts you don't want to hear it
[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
got me fucked up for no reason
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]
truth hurts you don't want to hear it truth hurts you don't want to hear it
[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
got me fucked up for no reason got me fucked up for no reason
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]

[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]
[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]

Spotify

truth hurts (ft. deadman 死人)

~=~
feat. @mental ⋆ ˚｡ ˚
[prod. @waystalkerr @1clappy]
-
[@dooozii]
yea, and i dont wanna die young no
my mistakes, i'll push them right and to the side so
you can live your life w high hopes
bemylove
i'll take your hand and make the time slow
cut my, cut my heart into pieces yea yea
cut my, cut my heart into pieces yea yea
looking in your eyes, you're my reason yea yea
bemylove
these feelings i cant keep inside yea

[@mental]
tell me what i did, i dont even know
tired of this pain, wanna let it go
feel it getting cold walking through the snow
lemme know
i just feel alone
thoughts in my head, get it through your mind
wonder what to change, i just cant decide
even if i did, it'd be suicide
yea i lived a lie, dont know who am i

[@dooozii]
and i dont wanna die young no
my mistakes, i'll push them right and to the side so
you can live your life w high hopes
bemylove
i'll take your hand and make the time slow 
(x2)

cut my, cut my heart into pieces yea yea
cut my, cut my heart into pieces yea yea
looking in your eyes, you're my reason yea yea
bemylove
these feelings i cant keep inside yea

spotify ✧.*

bemylove (feat. mental) (p. waystalker + clappy)

swiss cheese

waking up early taking naps
no i can’t feel it anymore
laying on my back in the grass
wonder why i feel sore
said she wanna take a step back
but i’ve heard it all before
but i’ve heard it all before
empty only wanting more

she’s a devil
she’s a two timer
she’s a snake
she’s a fucking liar
kiss your neck 
because i’m not a biter
when she left my place i couldn’t find my lighter

i’m still down for you i’m doing my part 
but i can’t fill this gap inside of my heart
and nothing in this world can satisfy me
and i feel so selfish i want your body

but i don’t wanna fuck just wanna kiss you
i just need somebody to continue
crushed up addys placed inside my bedroom
honestly i just don’t see the issue 
just a little blood inside the tissue
i don’t wanna think because i’ll miss you
so i still i got my vices i submit to

selfish

i just wanna be perfect
burn myself it’s not hurtin
why dont you tell me i’m worth it
what’d i do to deserve it

it’s all in my head it’s all in my head again
there's nothing to make a sound
it’s all in my head it’s all in my head again
can’t figure myself out

i see your face everywhere and i cannot unsee it (it fucking haunts me)
i turn the corner you’re over there whole body’s freezing (with someone not me)
i know my friends only want what is best for me (but i stayed at your apartment)
and you’re not my enemy i guess we’re two different energies (we should stay off it)
i miss the old me but i guess he’s dead to me (well i guess he called it)

i’m not saying i need it
but that’s just how i see it

i’m fucking sick of just being so angry (i don’t know what to say)
i hate to say it no one understands me (i know it sounds cliche)
i’m fucking sick of just being so hungry (it makes me sick to record this)
i cannot eat and this shit is unhealthy (i hoped you wouldn’t notice)

white swan

basically twitterloser but i’m even more mad

production: jane remover @janeremover
mixing & mastering: me & heavn @heavenindaclouds

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:

[verse]
get out my head
wish u were dead
yeah when i bled
u laughed n stared
while i was down bad
left with dread
without a friend 
left in the end

i’m all alone and i’m ok with that
as long as u stay way the fuck right back 
yeah baby don’t attempt to come right back
cuz baby i don’t rlly know ‘bout that

[pre-chorus]
and even though u been gone from my life so long
ur presence lingers on and on
and all those scars u left on me
just make me want to fucking scream

[hook]
i h8 u! 
despise u! >:(
ur the reason i’m this way
suicidal
can’t get up, no
ur the reason i’m this way
i’m numb to 
the pain now :/
ur the reason i’m this way
your lies and 
your fake love
ur the reason i’m this way

[verse]
yeah it’s so hard for me to just pretend 
it’s all ok
when u were close to me, and u just gave my love away 
i trusted u, guess that’s too bad :/
i shoulda knew, it makes me mad >:(

well it’s ur loss
n it’s ur fault 
that we fell apart
n u left me to rot 
what we had, i laid it to rest
those wasted years, i feel regret

[pre-chorus & hook]

[outro w/ 28 ppl :o]

breathe w/ vaeo

k0a

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