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ilybeam

myspacemark - cash returns

old 2021 song from @gly9h my old project

this might be my last song it might not be music isnt rlly enjoyable for me anymore i only post bc ik u guys like it

dick :3 (ilybeam)

Russia Prod Yk & Myspacemark

@misalivee

lyrics:
Bby tell me something do u wna play rn 
I’m feeling way to high and I need to come down 
And I always feel like this whenever ur not around 
I think I’m greening out I need you rn

I need u rn bby yesterday 
Reached the bottom of the bottle 
Now I’m drunk and asleep
Bby plz 
Just listen to what I gotta say 

misalive-
i been way too high 
I’m way fucked up 
i can get you pills
baby we can get fucked
oxycotin yeah i love
love you and i love being fucked
im an addict to you
im an addict in like everything i do
i hope it kill me 
i hope soon 
let me drop baby let me see you soon

Bby tell me something do u wna play rn 
I’m feeling way to high and I need to come down 
And I always feel like this whenever ur not around 
I think I’m greening out I need you rn

I need u rn bby yesterday 
Reached the bottom of the bottle 
Now I’m drunk and asleep
Bby plz 
Just listen to what I gotta say 

So I hate ur fucking bitching 
Ur on a mission
To mess up my day 
And u think that I don’t listen to a word u say 
Ur love is like a prison and I’m trynna escape 
I’m trynna escape 

misalive+me 
i been way too high 
I’m way fucked up 
i can get you pills
baby we can get fucked
oxycotin yeah i love
love you and i love being fucked
im an addict to you
im an addict in like everything i do
i hope it kill me 
i hope soon 
let me drop baby let me see you soon

comedown (ilybeam)

@angelicxmei

the light shines in 
   cnt offer life 
   kno my time runs thin
   smoking new dope 
   my chains unbroken 
   cover old wounds 
   clothes hide all my skin

   wre breaking down 
   secrets and lies in my teeth 
   she comes around at night 
   SawU1nMyyDream5zz

   say the words 
   say the words tht ivv nvr heard 
   look @ me liek im sick 
   like uve never hurt
   evryday on repeat 
   its jst getting worse 
   hollow ground beneath myy feet 
   slipping through the earth

   how cld u jst leave like tht 
   im conflicted 
   knowing ud hurt me like tht 
   this affliction interwoven with my past
   new addiction , 
   hoping it would bring me back
   still i divot 

   the light shines in 
   cnt offer life 
   kno my time runs thin
   smoking new dope 
   my chains unbroken 
   cover old wounds 
   clothes hide all my skin

   wre breaking down 
   secrets and lies in my teeth 
   she comes around at night 
   SawU1nMyyDream5zz

   whn will u let it go 
   my corpse it rots nn theyll nvrr  kno
   her blood is splattered along my floor
   cnt bear this trauma anymore

music video

SawU1nMyyDream5zz 🇵🇱 ⋆*:･ 5(╥   ╥) @@ Prod Angelicxmei 5 🇵🇱

prod ilybeam

@xannndera
@p6inkillr
@ilybeam

@xanndnera
i dont care if u hate me
i might go insane off the drugs that ive been lacing
feels better when im not w u like can u change me
like please dont call my cell all the way i feel so basic

I DONT KNOW IF ITS LIE IF ITS TRUE
I SPENT MORE TIME WITH BLUE THEN U LIKE ITS A DOOM
ANOTHER HOPELESS DAY I FEEL JUST LIKE A ZOMBIE
TELL ME IF THAT OKAY I WANT U TO FUCKING CUT ME

@p6inkillr
binging drugs all night when we fucking fight
i cant stand it anymore, none of ur fucking lies
yeah u left me in a trance, so hypnotized
fell in love at first sight when i looked into ur eyes
feel just like a xanax made my heart slow
i dont even know whats going right inside my nose tho
only care bout getting high i might just have a heart attack
drop right on the floor and theres no way ima make it back

@xannndera
ill be goin far away
js to dont feel too much pain
yes she used me i dont even care
cuz i might have killed myself
i js wish to fall apart n i wish to see ur face again
never wanted much, i know u prolly dont feel the same
i js couldnt get it why u always had to lie
i know u prolly hate me n i feel that i shld end my life

ur acting like u dont know me
ur love is just like morphine
girl why ur so addictive
i need just some endorphins
u cover it with glitter
its diacetylmorphine
these scrathes on ur back
ye ill pop another molly

i dont care if u hate me
i might go insane off the drugs that ive been lacing
feels better when im not w u like can u change me
like please dont call my cell all the way i feel so basic

I DONT KNOW IF ITS LIE IF ITS TRUE
I SPENT MORE TIME WITH BLUE THEN U LIKE ITS A DOOM
ANOTHER HOPELESS DAY I FEEL JUST LIKE A ZOMBIE
TELL ME IF THAT OKAY I WANT U TO FUCKING CUT ME

diacetylmorphine w/ p6inkillr (ilybeam)

bih know im way too up
you cannot fw us
know i keep it tucked
bitch im 1of1
bih know im way too fly
i jus might be done
baby im way too high
i jus wan get- i jus wan get higher
all these racks on me bitch i cant drown
i be geeked up and ridin round the town
you cant text me now im on that loud
bitch i wake up cash a large amount
catch me in the spot
bitch im turnt up
i cant fw you
im too burnt up
racks they weigh a ton
bitch im countin bands just for fun
you cant catch me im on live
bitch im smokin on dat loud
you know xxomm is 1 of 1
yea, pussy boy gon run
bitch im stackin up my funds
she on me like wtw
play with fire you get burnt up
bitch im so damn turnt up
and i keep my 9 tucked
best not test yo damn luck
yea, in that benz truck
boy you cannot stop us
bih know im way too up
you cannot fw us
know i keep it tucked
bitch im 1 of 1
bih know im way too fly
i jus might be done
baby im way too high
i jus wan get- i jus wan get higher

Spotify

burnt up prod jayysoul

@jkjmetasco & @violetxx9

 #theFlowerWeSawThatDay 🌸🌸🌸🌸

Lyrics:

should I take my time with you? 
It seems like I always lose ..enough. 
she asked me where are you goingg
My scars still showing 
my heart still roaring for you #rawr

when you call me
And you wanna talk to me 
meet me when it’s early 
Promise you’ll remember us 
cuz I die when you leave 
girl you make my heart stop 
now it’s for you to keep 
promise I won’t forget you now

when you call me
I’ll be there till the sun’s down sun’s down
I think I’m needing you right now right now 
my heartbeats to the drum sound drum sound 
wish you heard it all but we’re so far apart

I won't forget u (jkjmetasco & violet)

sorry for posting mid... please listen to my music guys.. i promise ill make a good scenecore song soon.. i know its mid.. please be kind...

iss this my wholee lifeeee?????
i gues that im a fucking loser ic ant takei t
doing all the human things i need to make it
finally got that job and go to work but i dont do shit
feeling useless
whats the use this--

is all is stupid

i dont really understand
if this is all there is
i wanted to die before
now i really think ill disappear 
now im really sure
i dont even know why im still here

and i try to make the most
of every single day
and i try to love myself
try to take the pain away

try to be peace in ur life
but i give up every time
i know this is so pathetic
but i only feel like crying

yea i finally got my job
and im going back to school
and im doing all the things
that i was supposed to do

so why do i feel so screwed
screwed up in my head
wishing i was dead
wishing i was dead

yeah i knew that this would happen
i knew i couldnt do it
i know that im not human

tell me why
is this my
is this my whole lifeeee?

is this my whole lifeee?
is this my whole lifee??
id rahter die...
is this my whole lifeee?
do this till i cry??
do this till i die??
is this my whole lifeee?

is this my whole life?

is this my whole life? (prod. ilybeam)

still fixing the mix :p
Lyrics:
I’m not who I wna be 
Too many problems 
So I just sleep
In my bed too high she weeps
My potentials drained
bby u see
Bby u see me 
U see me for who I wna be
Please don’t think I’m crazy 
My potentials drained bby u see 

Excuses on excuses 
I can’t do it 
Cant do it no more 
I’m foolish so foolish 
I was so dumb when I walked out that door 

I’m not who I wna be 
Too many problems 
So I just sleep
In my bed too high she weeps
My potentials drained
bby u see

Everything went wrong how 
Now I’m left on my own 
the silence is so loud 
I was better off all alone 

I was better on my own 
I was better left alone 
I was so in love
Now I’m sick to the bone

drained (vuksai)

k1lltr4sh