dumb song i wrote yesterday

just woke up, already in the ground
i'm so fucked, never made a sound
everything keeps getting worse and worse
keep this up and i'm gonna need a hearse
wanna buy a gun
kill myself for fun
i'm not the only one
we're all so done
it feels like hell inside of me

you're making me another casualty
you're killing me, fatality

fatality
let's go

i fucked up and it's got me down
have no luck and i'm gonna drown
spinning round and round i go
where i'll end up i don't wanna know
wanna run away
need to leave today
but i've got no way
i'm not okay
this fight can never be won

i don't wanna play this game anymore

FATALITY!

DOA demo

it feels like i'm running out of time
i'm behind everyone in my life
i wasted all my fucking years
now thinking brings me to tears

i'm stuck here sitting on my own
whining into my microphone
i don't leave my house anymore
and i don't fucking care at all

i fucking hate myself
i got no friends and no one else

everyone hates me
no one seems to care
i don't even know
life without despair
why am i still here
why do i live on
i'm just some retard
with no one to call on

hate myself

YEAH!
waking up everyday to a kick in the face
all your dreams are gone
you'll never leave this place
made a habit of falling into holes
this joke is getting kinda old

i've heard it a thousand times before
and it's just not that funny anymore
now that everything's falling apart
i'd dive over the edge for a new start

i'll carve myself a chelsea smile
like sad clowns are going out of style
i'm so tired of getting pushed around
can't wait to be six feet underground
it gets harder to breathe the longer i stay here
under the weight of it all
i'm better off alone
i feel safe in my home
oh it's all my fault

i've heard it a thousand times before
and it's just not that funny anymore
now that everything's falling apart
i'd dive over the edge for a new start

the joke isnt funny when ur the punchline

LDAR demo

featuring @kaneda_7

cutting up your skin
blood runs down your thighs
growing ever thin
can't look in your eyes
we won't get out of here alive
not this time
i love tearing out your guts
it will never be enough
we fell into decay
we'll never be okay

give me your flesh
pound for pound
baby, tonight it's going down
stay quiet, don't make a sound
severed flesh
no one's around
please stop screaming
i do not like this
emo lil shawty with her wrists slit
i just wanna gouge your eyes
keep them in my closet as a prize
stuck having dreams of gore
i wanna pin you on the floor
cut your stomach, i need more
you're the one that i adore

cutting up your skin
blood runs down your thighs
growing ever thin
can't look in your eyes
we won't get out of here alive
not this time
i love tearing out your guts
it will never be enough
we fell into decay
we'll never be okay

hide your wounds inside your room
the night consumes what's left of you

we'll both be hollow before u know it ft. Kaneda7

Izuminoko - FATALITY!

dying in the same town i was born in
that's why i'm so fucking boring
never looking forward to the morning
waiting for the angel's calling
somewhere along the way i lost my soul
never knew anyone could be so cold
can't free myself from this stranglehold
a friendly face is worth more than gold

take me away from here
one of these days imma fucking disappear
make me shed another tear
i'm face to face with what i've always feared 
(always feared)

nothing to do, nothing to say
i've nowhere to go, so i stand in the rain
nothing to love, nothing to be
what the fuck is wrong with me?
nothing to do, nothing to say
i've nowhere to go, so i stand in the rain
nothing to love, nothing to be
what the fuck is wrong with...

take me away from here
one of these days imma fucking disappear
make me shed another tear
i'm face to face with what i've always feared 
(always feared)
dying in the same town i was born in

dying in the same town i was born in

coming second place in a one v one
logging off, i'm fucking done
you're all better than me
and i can't believe it goes on and on
nothing ever seems to go my way
still forever i'm forced to play
fucking failure

i feel like a loser without any future
cut open my head and rip out the tumour
you make me wanna fucking end it sooner
let me respawn like a first person shooter

this everlasting dread
engraved into my head
you don't get it, you never will get it
i'm so fucking dead
fuck this
you don't get it, you never will get it
i'm so fucking dead

death by screen time
another wasted life
keep your head in a vice

i feel like a loser without any future
cut open my head and rip out the tumour
you make me wanna fucking end it sooner
let me respawn like a first person shooter

how it feels to be a complete loser

and i cant take this shit no more
my blood spills out all on the floor
you promised everything to me
but all you did was ruin me

you have lips like razor blades
your words cut through my fucking veins
kiss my neck and bring me pain
my love was always in vain

darling take me back to before
i cant even look at your face anymore
darling i'm losing my mind
you make me want to fucking die

i've had enough of you
nothing you said was true
ran off to some fucking guy
the moment we were through
and i cant take this shit
hope you find someone who loves it

don't go don't go
darling youre all i know
please go please go
you make me feel so alone
don't go don't go
darling youre all i know
please go please go
better off with no home

darling take me back to before
i cant even look at your face anymore
darling i'm losing my mind
you make me want to fucking die

im just ur problem

featuring @izumirawr

getting tired of paying for your mistakes
i can't keep the pieces from falling out of place
so much time and effort has gone to waste
someday i'll learn, someday we'll return

my head is fucking empty
no thoughts ever cross my mind
it always ends up hurting
so why should i even try?

so sick of asking for your help
you never listen so why should i even stay
so lost in your own thoughts with nothing to say
someday you'll realise, someday you'll fucking die

no matter what i say
no matter what i do
it always ends the same
with no hope for you
no matter what i say
no matter what i do
it always ends the same
with no hope for you

my head is fucking empty
no thoughts ever cross my mind
it always ends up hurting
so why should i even try?
at least you taught me one thing
it isn't worth it to fight
always end up with nothing
this is the last time

symptoms of severe brainrot ft. izumi is dead

(he is cloaked to me
the voices give me nothing)

losing myself for you was my one mistake
delusions dragging me down, cant bury my fate
leaving everything behind 
you'll never see my face again

this is the fucking end 

take my hand and run away we'll end our lives tonight
death in each others arms sounds like bliss by your side
when i'm with you everything hurts so much fucking more
as our blood drips down on us we fade to nothingness

i love when you enjoy my pain
fucking slash my wrists for you baby
bleeding out, its beautiful
that you don't care about me at all
don't change for me now darling
my disease is my love for you
no drugs could help me get through

take my hand and run away we'll end our lives tonight
death in each others arms sounds like bliss by your side
when i'm with you everything hurts so much fucking more
as our blood drips down on us we fade to nothingness

dying 4 ur luv

my love my illness my end

featuring @dethtech

i won't see angels when i die
let it happen, let me lie here
i'm done trying to be like you
keep pretending like you didn't steal my heart
you'll take all i have and take all my memories

these blood stained eyes can't see your face
i can't stop the blood

when i'm dead ill write to you in dreams
roses dying, light the cigarette, i'm a bloody mess
i should've known our love would end in tragedy
i watch the tears fall from your eyes, i'm so heartless

buried deep beneath your skin
lies the hurt that broke you
clawing from within
god knows the height i've left to fall
all i can see is you've gone cold

when i'm dead ill write to you in dreams
roses dying, light the cigarette, i'm a bloody mess
i should've known our love would end in tragedy
i watch the tears fall from your eyes, i'm so heartless

i can't sleep when im with you
she had the wings of an angel
but that girl was a devil in disguise
i saw her wings were broken
so she just stood there as i died

i wont see angels when i die, they'll laugh as i fall

i wont see angels when i die, they'll laugh as i fall ft. DethTech

no words no compensating lies

with cold skies a new day dawns
embrace my lies, one last time

while we wasted away, watched as it burned
all this false hope makes me sick to my stomach
and i won't ever find a cure

i don't think this is what i'm made for, get me out of this mess
i killed myself for you and still you're just an ungrateful bitch
keep telling those lies and hope it all goes away
but honestly darling i can't fucking cope

the flowers in the bed are starting to die out
bury it all behind, don't care if you're dead or alive
a dull razor wrote my end and left it vacant
ill never feel the same abt you anymore

memories forgotten, our bloody stains
cover the trees beside our graves
everything i said to you was exactly what i meant

youcantmakemewritethis

i can't escape this feeling of fear
the flowers bloom, a sea of lunar tears
it's not the same as it once used to be
we forgot what made us whole

the flowers in the bed are starting to die out
bury it all behind, don't care if you're dead or alive
a dull razor wrote my end and left it vacant
ill never feel the same abt you anymore

the bitter sweet end to everything i once loved

Had Enough Of You (Ft. Izumi Is Dead)

through the attic window
you stare smoking in the night sky
i cant help but ruin it all 
with some whore who made me miserable

havent been myself lately
drugs are fucking up my brain
scared of the damage ive done
(if you resent me i understand)
please dont let me close my eyes
cant get these thoughts out my mind
not a minute that goes by
(that im not missing you)

if you resent me i understand

incinerate

sorry tech
28/11/24

i let go of what made me whole
and dug myself a deeper hole
i fucking hate being alone
but its all ive ever known
theres nobody left to care
so why the fuck am i still scared?
i dont think there's any coming back from this

i cant find any bliss

cant take living in this skin
did my life ever really begin?
sink into my cold sheets
dont wanna wake up this week

id ask u to stay
but ure too far away
i dont know if i can take another day
i wanna find a way
to not be so afraid
maybe then i could fix this mess ive made

im the worst of lovers
we'll never find each other
im a jerk, ill suffer
and youll just find another

kk

kenokap