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ASTRALS "COMMUNITY PLAYLIST" WEEK #26
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ASTRALS: "COMMUNITY PLAYLIST" VOL. 26

snax

"𝕒𝕕𝕕𝕚𝕔𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕔𝕠𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕡𝕥 𝕠𝕗 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖"

First track with the new mic, thought i would go for something different then i usually do hope you guys enjoy it!
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Lyrics:
[chorus]
just when i thought i got my shit on track 
i go back to the thoughts that i think of myself
when im crying alone, on my phone
dry like my throat when that weed hit my dome
pupils they dilate, pupils they tryna hate. but i dont let that shit get to me
singing these songs is my destiny, feel like each day is a test for me
 
[verse 1]
waiting for someone that i can commit to
asking myself, is it me or is it you
i cannot keep going i need a tissue
tragic, im panicked i think i need help
i don't think she's good for my mental health
think of the memories that we once held
think of the feelings that both of us felt

[bridge]
Was it love or was it fucking lust?
I leave all my friends in the fucking dust
addicted to the concept of love 
but when it comes down to it i'd rather do drugs

[chorus]
just when i thought i got my shit on track 
i go back to the thoughts that i think of myself
when im crying alone, on my phone
dry like my throat when that weed hit my dome
pupils they dilate, pupils they tryna hate. but i dont let that shit get to me
singing these songs is my destiny, feel like each day is a test for me

[verse 2]
why am i here
laying decaying in the atmosphere
look in your eyes
cant tell if i want you, are you in disguise?
my purpose in life
wish i new that, it might restart my strife
pick up the knife
asking myself who would care if I died

I'm falling tonight
always gon find a way out of these lies
never gon find a way out of my mind
i cannot fucking see it i know i am blind
~
procrastinate all problems
nobody will ever solve them
wait as I slay all my demons
fucked in the head for no reason

never gon find a way out
throat dry its like im in a drought
contemplate all that i think when im high
yeah sure im glad that you met a new guy.

[chorus SLOWED]
just when i thought i got my shit on track 
i go back to the thoughts that i think of myself
when im crying alone, on my phone
dry like my throat when that weed hit my dome
pupils they dilate, pupils they tryna hate. but i dont let that shit get to me
singing these songs is my destiny, feel like each day is a test for me

cycles [prod. Discent]

"𝕚 𝕓𝕖 𝕤𝕖𝕖𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕘𝕙𝕠𝕤𝕥𝕤 𝕚𝕟 𝕤𝕞𝕠𝕜𝕖 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕚 𝕣𝕚𝕡"
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lyrics:

[chorus]
left me for that bitch take that bong hit
*inhale*
i be seeing ghosts in smoke when i rip
phantoms in the night like i'm ridding in the whip
getting short of breath when i say this
*inhale*
I aint fucking lying when i say that i miss
your eyes and your hair and your succulent lips
 
[verse]
fuck dial tones im
always gon pick up the phone ight
don't leave me alone 
she like medusa she makes me get stoned, might
call her again but i remembered i dont win fights
quit texting me when im getting over all the insights

[bridge]
psycho i might go
just repeat the cycle
all this pain inside of me feels like a fucking knife though

[chorus]
left me for that bitch take that bong hit
*inhale*
i be seeing ghosts in smoke when i rip
phantoms in the night like i'm ridding in the whip
getting short of breath when i say this
*inhale*
I aint fucking lying when i say that i miss
your eyes and your hair and your succulent lips

fuck dial tones [prod. jody]

"𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕘𝕠𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕤𝕔𝕖𝕟𝕥 𝕠𝕟 𝕞𝕪 𝕤𝕨𝕖𝕒𝕥𝕤𝕙𝕚𝕣𝕥"
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lyrics:

[chorus]
still got your scent on my sweatshirt
I cannot seem to forget her
thinking bout you and i'm starting to cry every time
I have not been okay lately
I am just missing my baby
sit all alone until you hit my line every night 
the feelings inside my head blow up again
release it with the smoke
alone I cry, i'd rather die I toke until I choke
I'm sorry I offended you Its just a fucking joke
my life without your warmth beside got me feeling so broke

[bridge]
you're perfect from inside to out
I think I'll stay with you baby no doubt
Can't keep my feelings inside 
when i'm without you I think I might cry
please baby take away pain
fucked in the head and i'm caught in the rain
feelings of love I will gain, I cannot wait until we meet again

[verse]
oh I know that you can't go back
I'll just wait here in the cold
lets cuddle up till we grow old 
my growing love for you is gold
I got one chance so I take it 
I won't fuck it up imma make it right
staying with you every fucking night
baby I know yeah your heard it right
got one more chance so I take it I
won't fuck it up imma make it right
staying with you every fucking night
baby I know yeah your heard it right

[chorus]
still got your scent on my sweatshirt
I cannot seem to forget her
thinking bout you and i'm starting to cry every time
I have not been okay lately
I am just missing my baby
sit all alone until you hit my line every night 
the feelings inside my head blow up again
release it with the smoke
alone I cry, i'd rather die I toke until I choke
I'm sorry I offended you Its just a fucking joke
my life without your warmth beside got me feeling so broke

sweatshirt [prod. jody]

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/weepings/useless

ohh somethings been missin man
I see you pullin that sleight of hand
dark out at night when I spark the blend
dark in my mind I can't see an end
~
I've just been making excuses
won't fix the problems laid out for me deuces
I run away from that shit I am useless
stuck in my mind again, can't reproduce this

get so damn high; I cannot think about pain make me cry
think about life; think about kicking the bucket grip knife
perception pry open the gate to just open my mind
might realize that I am the nuisance thats been fuckin my life 

ohhhh right from the start I got blood on the cardigan
like I think I need a friend, that I won't fear will end
might sew up the seams that have ripped from my heart again
like asking myself will I see to the light again
I'm asking myself will I see to the light again
asking myself will I see to the light again
asking myself will I see to the light again
asking myself will I fix up the mess I'm in

ohh somethings been missin man
I see you pullin that sleight of hand
dark out at night when I spark the blend
dark in my mind I can't see an end
~
I've just been making excuses
won't fix the problems laid out for me deuces
I run away from that shit I am useless
stuck in my mind again, can't reproduce this

Useless

useless [prod. tothegood]

"𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕕𝕤 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕪 𝕦𝕟𝕤𝕡𝕠𝕜𝕖𝕟"

I can't sleep at night again
stay up write my spite again
lost me from inside, within
my mind grind perceptions man

like whats your decision, I know I am fucked up
hardly blinking, overthinking. I suck
I'm making changes, clearer thinking a must
Like please be patient, I'm falling in the hole I've created
every time I cope
I'm wrong and high and I'm losing hope
scream to sky wheres my antidote
I'm losing it lately, my mind has spoke
~
get to high think i'd rather die
blacken till the center lays an eye on me
feeling like death is all around me
holding my breath for words I don't speak

yeah words stay unspoken
blackout the stress when I'm toking
blowing out all of the potent
but I'm gonna try again
Hope to god it works out so I don't see an end

I can't sleep at night again
stay up write my spite again
lost me from inside, within
my mind grind perceptions man

I'm on a mission, I'm winning I'm taking the cake (fo sho)
changing my shit for better I won't wake and bake (no no)
I'm being tethered enduring bad weather there's snakes tryna drag me down
I'm like whatever the taste of your lips got me feeling way better

Insomnia [prod. taurs]

bedwet: the star stuff chronicles 3/16/2021
https://soundcloud.com/lilwetwet2001

bedwet ~ neverland (+ lil4)

pr3tty (prod. kt3lly)

fading black (prod. kt3lly)

deja vu (prod. kt3lly)

bad guy (prod. kt3lly)

selfish (ft. wubz) (prod. kt3lly)

falling (prod. kt3lly)

Ft @sanriorose 
prod @kurai @maknae
we heartbroken 4 valentines day

Took my <3(Heart) Ft. dolly (kurai + maknae)

https://soundcloud.com/guardinmusic
https://soundcloud.com/tothegood
<3 

lyrics:
(noah2000)
she got the spookygang sweats,
with the black doc martins,
i swear to god that i love it,
when the blunt gets me exhausted 
i wont ever sleep 
until i feel proud of my day,
so ive been standing still for weeks
just hoping something comes my way 
and if you wanted too i’d stumbled down the yellow brick road
so you can tell me all the secrets that you want me to know,
my wicked witch of all the east is rlly changing up my style
when i get home i’ll roll a fatty cuz i love when you smile

(guardin)
that's just how it goes
yeah that's how i roll
seven gram blunt & she's taking off my clothes
kissin on my tattoos leave me feelin froze
got my pistol in her grip cock it back & watch it blow 
i can't fall asleep so i've been staring at my phone
read a couple tweets until i leave that shit alone
noah sent the open all the way from buffalo
i'm just waiting for the green light hit the gas & go

(noah2000)
she got the spookygang sweats,
with the black doc martins,
i swear to god that i love it,
when the blunt gets me exhausted 
i wont ever sleep 
until i feel proud of my day,
so ive been standing still for weeks
just hoping something comes my way 
and if you wanted too i’d stumbled down the yellow brick road
so you can tell me all the secrets that you want me to know,
my wicked witch of all the east is rlly changing up my style
when i get home i’ll roll a fatty cuz i love when you smile

if you’re a bills a fan then lemme hear ya shout,
cuz i’ve got plenty other problems that i’d rather scream about,
like how ive been good for a minute now i’m not,
i talk about my feelings way too much instead of smoking pot,
so i’m screaming that i love you but
i hate that i’m so brutally honest
i know this world could be much better if i stop being on it,
i’m just never in the places i hoped,
who say do i need to be?
i’m doing everything that i can what else you want with me

(guardin)
lost in my head all the time
i'm not alright
i guess it's fine

fading black (prod. kt3lly)

Kaden Seigler