Dick Freestyle 4 (w/ Abstrekt meats. abstrekt beats, and stephen) (prod. tsquarebeats)

was just fuckin around in the stu w my twin like im noob

all black ft. sp/it

Everyday, I wake up
I miss your attention
I been on a spaceship
Spaceship up to Heaven
I don't feel the greatest
I know it's a blessing
I think that I made it
I just learned a lesson

Everything is numbers
I log out the program
I just took like four xan
Praying that I don't land
Hold up, hold up, hold up
Hold up, where you going
You don't know nobody here
Where are you going
I don't trust her with my drugs
I don't, give a fuck
I need, real xans, real xans in my cup
You so, nonchalant, that shit flashy to us
Up 3, up first, take a backseat to us

Everyday, I wake up
I miss your attention
I been on a spaceship
Spaceship up to Heaven
I don't feel the greatest
I know it's a blessing
I think that I made it
I just learned a lesson

Yeah, yeah
We just walked in, and they know it's us
There's a whole lot of drank and it's on us
Burnt a hole in the Bape, I'm so fucked up
I'm so lifeless, got my thoughts in the ceiling
Huh
I'm just wondering if you could tell me how you're feeling
Uh, yeah, I just want you to know that

Everyday, I wake up
I miss your attention
I been on a spaceship
Spaceship up to Heaven
I don't feel the greatest
I know it's a blessing
I think that I made it
I just learned a lesson

attention (feat. Serxu) [Prod. by Swan]

Cover art by prdsjas
Prod. Lilyintheforest & pearlblade

Lyrics:

Thought I found my way 
Digging in my grave 
Life is so much pain I can’t get away

So much time in the day
Gotta hide my pain
Looking in my way I might go insane

So much time wasted I cannot forget that
When you grabbed my heart I thought you wouldn’t break that
Waiting for substances to take my life 
Can I feel real love just for one night

Spotify

Hide my pain (lilyforest x pearlblade)

I don't wanna be alone.

prod: @prodguru + @cloudbxy1

lyrics:
life goes way too fast
i can't keep up im the last one
trapped inside my mind
i cant get out i cannot out run
can't believe myself
i lost my mind i cant create
wish that all these problems
in my mind wither away

feeling like a bird
i cannot fly im in a cage
i just want someone
to hold my hand don't go away
i dont wanna be alone
dont leave me in rain
i will never treat you wrong
promise im not the same

it's just hard being alone
dont leave me in the past
im too scared to be alone
im tired of being at the back
promise you ill give you gold
one day you'll know ill shine
ill make sure that ill be known

i just wanna make my momma proud
she gave everything to me i wanna give it back
its getting harder to believe cause everybody's bad
i throw my problems all away im focused on my path

don't go (gurushawty + cloudbxy)

i be coughing up clouds in the Afterlife
whachu want wit me you just wanna lie 
ion think i can be there for u tonite
ion think i can be there for u tonite  

i do it all alone by myself now 
smokin with my Own girl i am Up now 
 i’m the Only One There 4 me now
smokin up the clouds i’m so high now 

i’m a brand new bitch by myself Now 
whachu want with me fuck outta here now 
i’m the Only One There 4 me now 
i don’t need it Now Got Myself Now

clouds

Additional production from @cole3k 

Broken memories and jaded tests
All they do is stain (all they do is stain my heart again)
Sometimes you just gotta intuit it
I’ll be ok (we’ll fade to black again)

Look above
What do you see? (Don’t just look)
Always been in touch with it all
Fulfill a prophecy

I can’t keep it to myself
I’m feeling helpless
I try and I try and I try
But I fail
Stick the knife into my skin
I’m feeling helpless
I can’t even cry anymore it’s not fair

Stay awake through the night
I’m feeling restless
It only gets harder and harder I swear
Always counting my blessings
It’s still depressing
Over and over and over

rad

k4ito