i guess it isnt intentional but the chords here remind me so much of sade kiss of life

DEUPLOAD 2

produced by phixel
mixed/mastered by phixel
backing vocals by maeEXO
sample: https://soundcloud.com/snowblowerr/hillcore

notes: first song in two months! so very excited :D this is definitely one of my best songs, and its a long time in the making :) i started making this in june, and finished it around mid-august when i added maeEXOs vocals at the end of the song. some inspirations for this song include porter robinson, jane remover, blackwinterwells, and tons of others ^^ enjoy

lyrics:
i dont wanna die, i got so much to do
i promise i'll try, try out something new
don't wanna be scared of the whole wide world
scared to get my throat slit, scared to watch it unfold
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)

[maeEXO: there is no one]

i feel like that baby bird that you saw dying on the ground
trying to scream and trying to cry but i can't do it out loud
and your friends all lied and told you i'd be worse if you helped
'well, the maggots got to eat too" is what you told yourself

tell me what you were thinking
have you no empathy? not a drop, not an inkling
if you wanna seem nice don't act like you hate me
it's really not difficult to see things and say things (say things)
tell me honestly, did you even feel a bit of pity on me
when you looked down at the ground and you saw me
i was vulnerable and i was sobbing

(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)

[maeEXO: no one, there is no one, no one, there is no one here]

the maggots need to eat too - Single

the maggots need to eat too

tmntet on all services

my best friend

prod me
vox by me
samples https://soundcloud.com/flowerclub/stepbystep
https://soundcloud.com/sharkfish2005/bythetimeyoureadthisletter

"im sorry i've been missing your calls, i don't mean to do it, it's just that when i look at the phone im scared of answering"

LYRICS
i feel like flying but im stuck on the ground
and i've been for a while now
sometimes i sit in the grass and look up at the clouds
and i've been doing that for a while now

im sorry i missed ur call, i had distractions
im trying to move on from this without giving reactions
and i just hope u notice that i can't seem to focus
cause i've been stuck for a while now and i need to get out

sometimes i sit in the grass and look up at the clouds
and i've been doing that for a while now

oh no, will i ever get out
will i ever get out
will i ever get out
oh no, will i ever get out
will i ever get out

if i went and disappeared would u even bat an eye
i know that ur still mad at me but ill commit tonight 
it’s ur time i wasted, im complacent, it’s not me
but everyday i tell myself to tell u that im sorry

if i went and disappeared would u even bat an eye
i know that ur still mad at me but ill commit tonight 
it’s ur time i wasted, im complacent, it’s not me
but everyday i tell myself to tell u that im sorry

sometimes i sit in the grass and look up at the clouds
and i've been doing that for a while now

missed ur call

NOTES: very long personal song about dysphoria and psychosis

produced by me
with samples from holidaykiss, synthesized through openai jukebox
written by me
mixed/mastered by me

lyrics:
i saw the eyes of god in the moon
they looked at me and right past you
so you didn't catch his eye
and you still claim that it wasn't real
i saw the blood of god in the dunes
the craters give off platinum fumes
from a wound so deep i'd die
and you still claim that it wasn't real

its all plastic
you dont seem to care
this isnt lasting
it breaks, it bends, it tears

(very large instrumental buildup)

I TRIED TO UPHOLD THE TRADITION I SWEAR
YOU THINK YOU HAVE IT HARD? THIS IS MY LOAD TO BEAR
THERES NOTHING FOR TRAITORS
THERES NOTHING FOR ME
ASHAMED OF THE PARASITIC STRANDS I MUST WEAR
THEYRE TAKEN TO BLADE BUT THEY JUST DONT SEEM TO CARE
THERES NOTHING FOR TRAITORS
THERES NOTHING FOR ME

there is nothing

visuals: https://youtu.be/qX8WTGlsFLY

tracklist:
[REDACTED] - clay figure
hikaru purpose - mercy for us all
seaplanes - breaking apart
tjweaver - tofu
sglilyy - oceans apart
crafter2011 - imposter sandwich
marshall - well what if i don't wanna do it right back, huh? what then?????
makina ft. evangeline - lifeline
canopie - baseball season
austyn with a y - this will surely put an end to my abuse of underscores acapellas
[REDACTED] - gentle heart
user-177606669 - CRazy TRACK GUYS LiSTEN RIGHT NOW OMG !!!!! SO cool.....
moemoemoe - house alt (part1)
[REDACTED] - fl chan loves 2 bounce (unreleased)
neco arc - neco arc

visuals

[REDACTED] live at USERFEST 2

[LYRICS]:

(They don't want me anyway, no)
(They don't want me anyway, no)
(They don't want me anyway, no)
(They don't want me anyway, no)

Don't worry 'bout me, I'll be the trophy in the back seat
Sitting pretty, yeah I won't make a sound
We missed the destination, got you turning around
I-I-I know I'm stuck, don't think that I'll get out
Stormy out, snow up to my knees
Can you hear me now, at the top of the peak
Attention's what i want, but it's not what i need

I never started, this is the conclusion
I wish i could just live an illusion
At my big old age, I'm so clueless
I'm a sinking ship and i don't have any crewmen

Some days I can't sit still, some days I can't get out of bed
Overstimulated (I think I'm sick in the head)
Used to be so evil, now the only one I hate is me
Don't think you should stay, I think that it would be best if you leave

I got nothing to lose
Take it away
I won't let you in

Don't worry 'bout me, I'll be the trophy in the back seat
Sitting pretty, yeah i won't make a sound
We missed the destination, got you turning around
I-I-I know I'm stuck, don't think that I'll get out
Stormy out, snow up to my knees
Can you hear me now, at the top of the peak
Attention's what i want, but it's not what i need

(They don't want me anyway, no)
(They don't want me anyway, no)
(They don't want me anyway, no)
(They don't want me anyway-)

Don't worry 'bout me, I'll be the trophy in the back seat
Sitting pretty, yeah I won't make a sound
We missed the destination, got you turning around
I-I-I know I'm stuck, don't think that I'll get out
Stormy out, snow up to my knee-

jane remover - trophy

estimated time of arrival

Directly from my jane remover archive folder (11gb)
The .flac to this song is available for download
THIS WAS NOT MADE BY ME, THIS REUPLOAD IS A REMIX MADE BY https://soundcloud.com/janeremover
Original title: little lol's and songs for the funnies

what's my age again ? [jane remover "fuck genres" VIP] #WhatsForDinner

snowtires (feat. blackwinterwells)

okay eyah

YilongmaHackedMyDiscordAcc

eMu - Glitters From Above (Slowed)

Echi di Seta

Porte - Night Drive

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Night Drive

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Porte - Night Drive

Prod. Boxkitty + Phixel
Mixed/Mastered by Phixel + Nari + Button Maker
Vox by Phixel + Nari + Button Maker

LYRICS:
[phixel]
I know that i had it from the start
took it from my past and u made it look like art, yuh
and you know that i dont fuck with that
made it seem like i would be there to cover your ass 

thought that i had covered up my tracks
thats not fair, yeah can you run it back

[nari]
can u run it back now
i got friends wanna meet up @ the trap house
can u call me back now
i been managing the shit that u said out loud
giving me ur car keys
i swear to god its in my mind that ur parking
wait,
this is a reserved space
feel like quinn got no friends in the first place
lets just run it back now
off rip i been tryna change the past now
do u ask 4 handouts?
what a change from the shit that u talk about
big flexer, all this money on my mind make my neck hurt
i been thinking about u in this weather
nothing ever changes but my sweater

[phixel]
I know that i had it from the start
took it from my past and u made it look like art, yuh
and you know that i dont fuck with that
made it seem like i would be there to cover your ass 

thought that i had covered up my tracks
thats not fair, yeah can you run it back

I know that i had it from the start
took it from my past and u made it look like art, yuh
and you know that i dont fuck with that
made it seem like i would be there to cover your ass 

thought that i had covered up my tracks
thats not fair, yeah can you run it back

[button maker]
i envy your serenity,
moving too fast, still, not enough until i get the cash
hide it away, my little stash
catch me running back, making sure it's all stacked
gotta keep it fat until i blow up and crash, now
blow up and crash, now
[gotta keep it fat until i blow up and crash, now]
[blow up and crash, now]

Run It Back

Run It Back (feat. Boxkitty, Phixel, Iris Day & Button Maker)

(2019 - 2023)
50% of @w3ts4lt w/ @starflye
Co-Founder and A&R Representative of Yep Records
@marshall4 's mom

missed ur call

Jennifer May (coffee break)

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