s/o @buttonmaker luv u <3

guitar by me :>

uses the melodies of "love story" by taylor swift and "you belong with me" by taylor swift

LYRICS

(kayden)
my dirty laundry's in the washer
i've been off of monster for a little bit
im just on my keyboard
i always feel ignored
went to see a concert for a little bit

i got several missed calls
trapped inside concrete walls
i know i'm annoying, but u dont have to say it
i got several missed calls
trapped inside concrete walls
i know i'm annoying, but u dont have to say it

i wanna be the one that u love
the one that u run to when push comes to shove
i'll play some mcr right by ur door
and maybe i'll go and cry on my bedroom floor (uh)
i wanna be the one that u love
the one that u run to when push comes to shove
i'll just play some mcr right by ur door
and maybe i'll go and cry on my bedroom floor (uh)

(button)
its like 4 am, im overthinking again
listening to all the little voicemails you left
what if things were ever so slightly different
i could be your one,
or maybe just your friend

its like 4 am, im overthinking again
listening to all the little voicemails you left
what if things were ever so slightly different
i could be your one
instead im under your thumb

oooh,
and i know deep down it wouldnt go better this time around
 
oh god i,
i wish i could be there,
i know i couldnt be her
she wears short skirts 
and im just a she/her
oooh,
and i know deep down it wouldnt go better this time around
 
oh god i,
i wish i could be there,
i know i couldnt be her
she wears short skirts 
and im just a she/her

(kayden)
i wanna be the one that u love
the one that u run to when push comes to shove
i'll play some mcr right by ur door
and maybe i'll go and cry on my bedroom floor (uh)
i wanna be the one that u love
the one that u run to when push comes to shove
i'll just play some mcr right by ur door
and maybe i'll go and cry on my bedroom floor (uh)
(intercut w/ button saying "im just a she/her" cause i thought that was fire)

i feel like shit everyday
tryna change, but my habits are like an old friend
im writing this outro at 4 am
and i know i'll wake up at noon again

k4yd3nce + Button Maker - voicemails on my phone

Alone outside,
peering through my glasses
numerous faces
Facing towards me
They’re all faceless
Standing in weird stances
Questioning the places
I’ve been in society
They seem malicious
is this my pennance
so maligant and viscous
their stares pierce through me
do i deserve this
tired of this bullshit
despite my friends reassurance
theres something wrong with me

stares (snip/demo)

boy do i love stealing purses!

lyrics:

(my thoughts are all over the place)

i dont wanna be lonely
but you wont talk to me

i dont wanna feel lonely
but you wont talk to me

how did i already know?

down and out, i dip again
im down and out, i dip again

"but i still miss our little experiences"

bb ya you hit me w the gaslite
little more and i think that i just might
run away and hide in my dreams again

down and out, i dip again

now im so lonely, i just want a hug
(maybe it's not meant for me)
im so lonely, i just want a hug

Button Maker - lonely ii (prod. Daria St. Clair)

any sense of time

lyrics or wtv

yea my nigga swervo tote the tool

that lil bitch look at me and ask me if im cool

bitch ian ever cool 

bitch too bad look like angel 

hit his ass up wit the stick or the k roll

let that lil nigga run up bet he get a halo

762 go threw body yea it bust ya brain hoe

i might just buy a glock or ill buy a draco

ion really give a fuck about wachu say ho

i got a Mexican plug and his name jose yea

im tryna fuck that hoe and she tryn get laid

tryn get laid, tryn get laid

up that choppa im gon let it spray

let that choppa spray, spray

walk his ass down yea i got aim

nigga get hit wit that fuckin pole

she too drunk outa control

getting that green im up on go

ion wan talk i just wanna fuck i just wanna fuck

thissongsucksik prod commas

my fingers in your hair
id tell you how i feel but aint no telling if you'd care
like are you even there?
are you even there?
at any moment i think i could dissapear
does it make you scared?
does it make you scared?
what do you think about whenever im not there?
see it in your stare
see it in your stare
do you even care?
do you even care?

do you even wonder what i think about
i think im losing my brain locked up in this house
pray these memories go away i feel hollowed out
this marijuana first aid i cant do without
put amiro on a stage we'll be selling out
and i just wanna get paid for what im putting out
just wanna go back to better days i aint smiling now
the younger me would go crazy to see me now
can you see me now?
just live your damn life
i dont wanna sad life
its overrated and i couldnt sleep a damn night
you know the pain right?
9 to 5 don't pay right
i think i'll kill myself if i dont see the limelight
and you dont need no makeup standing in this moonlight
and baby youre the only one that make my mood right
i smoke until my lungs explode it get me too high
she was riding on this dih that pussy too tight

my fingers in your hair
id tell you how i feel but aint no telling if you'd care
like are you even there?
are you even there?
at any moment i think i could dissapear
does it make you scared?
does it make you scared?
what do you think about whenever im not there?
see it in your stare
see it in your stare
do you even care?
do you even care?
do you even care?

first aid

first aid (yorona)

Simon Malls and Jeff Bezos Present Blank Friday (My Final Breath Will be a Sigh of Relief)

s/o @gosalou for the drums on the first part

samples https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IuLEIc8Om-E

lyrics
lets go to my place for a nice endeavor
with this shitty weather
i don’t want to be this way forever
way forever

stop saying i look cute when i cry
it aches me i dont know why
hell i dont know what to do

the way you talk to me
shines blue and purple lights
just like how i viewed the skies
just wanna do that shit again

i bottle everything inside
and it makes me want to cry
i got nothing, fuck i dont even want to try

i should go outside
but seeing my friends have better lives
it just makes me want to die
but i just shut up and lie

lets go to my place for a nice endeavor
with this shitty weather
i don’t want to be this way forever
way forever
lets go to my place for a nice endeavor
with this shitty weather
i don’t want to be this way forever
way forever

"soon enough, though, those days where you don’t feel like doing anything, and it’s hard to get up, and all you’re thinking about is the … the loss, eventually, man, those days just become fewer and further between"

lets go to my place for a nice endeavor
with this shitty weather
i don’t want to be this way forever
way forever
lets go to my place for a nice endeavor
with this shitty weather
i don’t want to be this way forever
way forever

k4yd3nce - shitty florida weather (kaydence + gosaLou)

"but trying ain't enough sometimes, so asking for some help's just fine"

𝓵𝔂𝓻𝓲𝓬𝓼:

[𝔹𝕦𝕥𝕥𝕠𝕟 𝕄𝕒𝕜𝕖𝕣]:

ｉ ｍｉｓｓ ｔｈｅ ｌｉｔｔｌｅ ｔｈｉｎｇｓ ｗｅ ｕｓｅｄ ｔｏ ｄｏ
ｂｕｔ ｎｏｗ ｔｈａｔ ｙｏｕｒｅ ｇｏｎｅ
ｉ ｇｏｔ ｕｓｅｄ ｔｏ ｙｏｕ ｇｏｎｅ
ｉ ｇｏｔ ｕｓｅｄ ｔｏ ｙｏｕ ｇｏｎｅ

ｎｏｗ ｔｈａｔ ｉｖｅ ｓｐｅｎｔ ｍｙ ｔｉｍｅ ａｌｏｎｅ
ｉｍ ｒｅａｄｙ ｔｏ ｌｅｔ ｙｏｕ ｉｎ
ｉ ｓｐｅｎｄ ａｌｌ ｍｙ ｄａｙｓ ａｌｏｎｅ
ａｎｄ ｉｍ ｒｅａｄｙ ｔｏ ｇｅｔ ｏｕｔｔａ ｍｙ ｓｈｅｌｌ

ｂｕｔ ｉｆ ｉ ｄｏｎｔ ｔｒｙ ｉ ｗｏｎｔ ｆａｉｌ
ａｆｔｅｒ ａｌｌ
ｉｔ ｏｎｌｙ ｔａｋｅｓ ｏｎｅ ｃａｌｌ
ａｎｄ ｔｈａｔｓ ｈｏｗ ｉ ｌｏｓｅ ｉｔ ａｌｌ

[ℍ𝕖𝕟𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕤𝕪 ℍ𝕖𝕟𝕕𝕣𝕚𝕩]:

ｔｈｅ ｗｏｒｌｄ ｉｓ
ｓｏ ｆｒｉｇｈｔｅｎｉｎｇ
ｂｕｔ ｉｍ ｔｉｒｅｄ
ｏｆ ｈｉｄｉｎｇ
ｉ ｗａｎｔ ｔｏ
ｌｅａｖｅ ｍｙ ｒｏｏｍ
ｉｍ ｔｒｙｉｎｇ
ｉｍ ｔｒｙｉｎｇ
ｂｕｔ ｔｒｙｉｎｇ ａｉｎｔ ｅｎｏｕｇｈ ｓｏｍｅｔｉｍｅｓ
ｓｏ ａｓｋｉｎｇ ｆｏｒ ｓｏｍｅ ｈｅｌｐｓ ｊｕｓｔ ｆｉｎｅ
ｉｍ ｔｒｙｉｎｇ ｎｏｔ ｔｏ ｌｏｓｅ ｍｙ ｍｉｎｄ
ａｎｄ ｉ ｔｈｉｎｋ ｉｍｍａ ｂｅ ａｌｒｉｇｈｔ

two a.m.

do u care if i stare jersey club fusion remix

(2019 - 2023)
50% of @w3ts4lt w/ @starflye
Co-Founder and A&R Representative of Yep Records
@marshall4 's mom

k4yd3nce + Button Maker - voicemails on my phone

Jennifer May (coffee break)