if i only had a way to tell you, maybe i would get it off my chest
every time we made a plan it fell thru, maybe it was for the best
if i only had a way to go back, maybe i would hold my breath
all the time passed, and we lost track of the love that we left
i thought that it would be different this time
maybe i'm finally losing my mind

killstation - confession (prod. killstation)

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Midnight Reverie

Pearl's last dance

 "...Yeah but I mean, honestly it's like, its like...
What is the difference, like... Like, who are you,
Like you know, a lot of people can't even answer that you know what I'm sayin'?
So it's like... if we can't get past that, then I dont really know how far we can go.
So I mean... I mean that's just my take on it.
I guess everybody has an opinion, so..."

As I look up to an empty sky I wonder why.
Life is changing, rearranging, and it's all the time.
Why is being simple oh so complicated.
Is it just problems I've been making.

Is happiness just a word,
What's a sky without the birds.
Can you feel pain if it doesn't hurt?
'Cause there's something on my nerves.

Under my skin and in my lungs.
The pressure lingers, 
I'm never satisfied,
so I cry at night.

I'm all alone.

I Feel the Same Way (prod. ʎpoqou)

contains an interpolation originally written by WAVY JONE$

LYRICS

I AM A WASTE OF TIME

AND I HATE MY MIND

TIME AND TIME AGAIN

I'VE BEEN WAITING

I'VE BEEN SLEEPING

AND I'M FALLING NOW

INTO SOMETHING 

I CAN'T COMPREHEND

I'M FADING OUT

IN AND OUT OF 

CONCIOUSNESS 

AND I STILL FEEL ALONE

I STILL FEEL ALONE

vexation

killstation - godspeed (prod. killstation)

Maybe, I am not the one that's in the way, it's the mistakes that I have made that keep me deep inside the shade, 
Leaves falling past my face but they could never hide the pain of every day but It don't really even make me, 
grimace cuz I'm never really bothered by the problems of the others or the voices that changed me, 
Pacifism really is my vision but you know I gotta keep the butterfly for safety, 
I got eyes and ears on every corner so you really need to make sure you watch what you say bitch, 
everybody used to say they hate me but they see killin the game now they won't get up out my way 
Wrist, dressed with the scars that I created in the past now when I grab the fuckin blade they know I'm dangerous, 
I'm the Shadow in the Underground, pulling strings, Watcha gonna do when I flip the fuckin Kill-Switch 

Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide, 
No-one to save you from your demise, 
Underneath the dirt or behind the skies, 
get off your knees and take back your life, 

Break these chains, Play the game, 
you will learn from your mistakes, 
But don't you ever let regret sit in 
or it will leave a stain. 

Every single day that I wake up I feel the same, the way see it, everybody else changing, 
Too many people wanna try to be my friend now, if I didn't have the clout they wouldn't chase me, 
Always minding my business, I'm to busy for an issue, tell me what's the real reason that they hate me. 
really getting sick of waking up to all the drama If you think that you can do it come and take me. 

Medicated, heavy, faded Backwood bluntwraps got me jaded. 

Medicated, heavy, faded, Backwood bluntwraps got me jaded. 
Smoke and smoke and smoke and smoke It keep me calibrated. 
Drop dead clothing all up on my back and now they wanna take it.
 So much fuckin cash up in my hands, don't need to calculate it. 

Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide
No-one to save you from your demise. 
Nowhere to run, Nowhere to hide 
Know where to run, Know where to hide. 

Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide
No-one to save you from your demise. 
Nowhere to run, Nowhere to hide 
Know where to run, Know where to hide.

01001011 01000100 01000001 00101011 (Prod. OmenXIII)

http://www.mediafire.com/file/rm8netx2tx8tr51/OmenXIII_-_DECODE.zip

Smokin blunts on the comedown, why?
Just to get back up now, life
get's me down when I just can't, fight
The pain of everything I keep in-side.

Self-hate and I can't control,
My emotions when I lose control.
Wanna die, but I don't wanna die.
Wanna try, but I don't wanna try.

Live my life, I don't need to lie,
I be inside by myself every night,
with the glass on the dresser I could never get enough.
I been drinkin too much and I know it's fucked up.

Smokin' so much and I know I'm fucked up.
but everybody that around tell me things are switchin up.
Nah, Nah, not me lil bitch, bitch it's OmenXIII fuck your team lil bitch.

Smokin blunts on the comedown, why?
Just to get back up now, life.

DECODE

MUSIC VIDEO

01000111 00110010 01000111 00101110 (Prod. GREAF)

Consanguinity - EP

Consanguinity

DOWNLOAD: http://www.mediafire.com/file/f77bhindts57kng/%5B2015%5D+Killstation+-+EP.zip 
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LYRICS:
[Intro]
I don't want to live this lie
I don't want to say goodbye

[Verse]
Seems like all we had is over now and left to rest
But my fears are over now
I can leave with my head down
Seems like all we had is over now
You left to rest but my tears are dried up now
I just lay without a sound

Killstation - EP

All We Had

Glorify This

11 Jul 2015

Foam

atropine lovely

Always Here, You and I

KILLSTATIONOFFICIAL@GMAIL.COM

Download Links:

 Full Discography: 
 http://www.mediafire.com/file/6s3vze2e3iuzzij/Killstation+Discography.zip

 ↳Albums: 
 http://www.mediafire.com/file/5l95atmee74fh36/Killstation+Albums.rar

 ↳Singles: 
 http://www.mediafire.com/file/qxzwx6p9ir8yw99/Killstation+Singles.rar

 ↳Collabrations: 
 http://www.mediafire.com/file/mf82mc284zmmmv6/Killstation+Collabrations.rar