w/ @omgemags

Load the shots up in the chamber bitch Im locked in
I been feelin like myself thats not often
Get the xans cos they dont help at all 
I dont wanna lose my friends know they mean the world
I stay steady kicked the poppin 
Im depressed and Im runnin out options
I smoked, all week, sobered up left wrist covered in cuts now
Double vision I cant really see u clearly
Not really but I rlly fucking miss u dearly
*Emags going crazy*
Two fists up finna leave u with a red stain
Im been workin on another mission tryin stay drained
Bank a big bag cos I been workin on the blockchain
Kiss me on the cheeky shwaty told me that I aint lame 
Me emags stayin hard yea fucking gooo
Cover fire duck down yea know we keep it loww
Like a bloodhound I be trackin saw ur footprints in snow
Draw back finna put a fucking hole up in your dome
Just want to feel alive
But all these ugly bitches always pull my fuckin heart out
I start to realise 
I don’t wanna love I got myself I have to figure out
*Emags goes crazy again*
Chorus
I been growin out my wings have the chance that I can fly free
Scared when make friends cos they might not even like me
But that doesnt matter cos they never gonna be nothing like me
Livin fear off the perks and anxiety
*looped end of verse 2*

locked in w/ Emags(waystalker x variant)

wasted °՞(ᗒᗣᗕ)՞°
shoutout @luvpika for carrying and putting in so much effort
https://open.spotify.com/album/6SobjwFRMnc0EJxMuB5Wbb?si=63c4d5dfa848474f

@luvpika
@mis4ortune
@diligencexs

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@remiliaxd : 
(and now there's nothing left, i can not take it back)
(wonder what the deal was, you suck at hiding it)
(tell me all of my effort was wasted, now i'm wasted)
(you tell me all of your problems and i hate it)

draw a fine line, right beside mine
you said that we're forever, but it's alright
let it go, it will be alright
please don't run away just like that summer night

and i don't want to run away from you, i just want to find myself
love what's left, 'cause there's nothing else
love you to the end, i'm done playing pretend
you left a scar, i want this to end 

@luvpika :
i feel worthles by my fucking own
Killing opposites i don’t know where to go
running from the cops i dont know if u know
boy these cliqs are not for show
and your never calling no

I GOTTA GOOO
i- i- im making money ur not my bro
Im feeling worthless (stutters)
boy gotta shoooow

wake up and i light my final cigarette
i have had enough of the internet

i dont need nobody and im going up regardless
chasin on that bag think i got em
wishing money but i rob em
i been on my grind way longer
(shoutout nvrtrst)
shut the fuck up bro ur not my type
If if if u see me then its ride or die
omg making money everyday now
wake up in the morning and i think about the game now

wasted effort +pika (mis4ortune x diligence)

prod me
lo3rd inspo song
@vis
@vixen2
@kidavor

FADED + visions, v1x3n, kidavor

https://soundcloud.com/4rrant 
https://soundcloud.com/xxn1ff

mixing up some potions
bitch I pour it over ice
lost myself to these downers
I’m falling into vice
pills next to my DSI
I’m using my device
my cup is hella dirty it’s not even playing nice

colored tears up in my soda
hanging with a new bitch she’s been snorting coca
bugs all in my mental I got arachnophobia
at the coffee shop zofran upside my mocha

blue up in my veins I might pass away
leaving my body I might have to walk away
high up in a bathroom I’ve been off the K today
up upon my lone I feel like a castaway

if you want sum beats hit my Venmo
he just wanna work lil bro that’s a hell no
ordered a pack tor browser on my cellphone
lock my soul away send the below

blue up in my veins I might pass away
leaving my body I might have to walk away
high up in a bathroom I’ve been off the K today
up upon my lone I feel like a castaway

mixing up some potions
bitch I pour it over ice
lost myself to these downers
I’m falling into vice
pills next to my DSI
I’m using my device
my cup is hella dirty it’s not even playing nice

colored tears up in my soda
hanging with a new bitch she’s been snorting coca
bugs all in my mental I got arachnophobia
at the coffee shop zofran upside my mocha

colored tearz (arrant) *Dj Nyt3m4r3*

0:00 - solo (the beat from me and victxrw's song "fix my wrongs")
0:58 - solo 
1:58 - w/ @1akura
2:52 - solo 
3:31 - solo
4:22 - solo 
5:15 - solo
6:08 - solo
6:56 - solo 
7:54 - w/ @neohnq
8:53 - w/ @rewind214
9:53 - solo 
10:46 - solo
11:37 - solo

##spring24 cherry blossom clips + akura, neohn, rewind

@uxbie @osoarin

prod uxbie

@uxbieee1 on ig (for awesome dope posts)
@osoarin on ig (for awesome cool AND dope posts)

lyrics:
uxbie:
bitch im coughin, i cant breathe,
out of lights, i can not see
keep them off, feelin free
comfortable, in my seat
in my head, i cant think
im alone, way too geeked
throwin up from my drink
haunted field, let me in
blood flooded bathroom,
closing doors, i cant go
feel like going mental
why? because i said so
slurring words out' my mouth,
feeling sick, i cant talk,
way too far from my home,
stayin here on my own

no lyrics for osoarin's part

uxbie:
and all my words dont count to you
i swear ive done it all for you,
and even tho it turned to hate,
i must confess, that i cant blame,
im kind of forced to let it change
i feel distracted, let it ruin my damn head
its kinda crazy i cant let it go, its made a big mess
i let it out but no ones hearing any of my damn words
and when i try to make a change it keeps on staying the same
(its ruining my head)

bitch im coughin, i cant breathe,
out of lights, i can not see
keep them off, feelin free
comfortable, in my seat
in my head, i cant think
im alone, way too geeked
throwin up from my drink
haunted field, let me in
blood flooded bathroom,
closing doors, i cant go
feel like going mental
why? because i said so
slurring words out' my mouth,
feeling sick, i cant talk,
way too far from my home,
stayin here on my own

far from home

retrososa - touch the sun p @luvancient

vibrate3 prod by ice

My First Ep Hope Yall enjoy! don't forget follow me on Ig - xtoven500 

Fadeaway

@4evrgone + @ihateshinigami ^^
artwork + twitter.com/dyinginkyoto

lyrics:
sunlight shining on my face 
i just wanna be erased
let the void consume me into the dark

this is a letter to my friends
i just wanna tell you how it ends 
this world just wasn't made for me 
sick and tired of the cycle of my life 
back and forth just like a war inside my mind 
i gave up everything to feel like i'm alive again

sunlight shining on my face 
i just wanna be erased
let the void consume me into the dark

locked in w/ Emags(waystalker x variant)

kal