ch2rms - minori (177p, fk)

@vampiremutual


lyrics:
I be feelin sick, feelin sick 2 my arteries
Bein sick all the time is my personality  
Imma fail it (yeah) at all cost 
You know that I tried and I tried but its all lost 
Monotone my voice (yeah) she hate me (yeah) she hate it
I be tryna hide I can’t escape it 
Constant (yeah) reminders that I’m dumb and I hate it 
How you gonna remind me but you know I’m the plaintiff 
Constant suffering and the pain and I’m all lost 
I need a therapist (yeah) at all cost
I hate myself so much that I’m all lost
Gaining all the confidence at once and then It’s all gone  
I post it on my spam (yeah) I post it twice 
Hoping that the person that I want come and reply 
Reaching hand, reaching for a hug? Oh I asked twice…
Calling you in the morning ranting all the way til night 
I wanna rant to you so bad but I know it’s long 
I be crying 2 myself but I know It’s false 
Do you know how it feels to pity (yeah) yourself ?
Do you know how it feels to wanna kill yourself?

so much 2 gain if ur suffering (sydney)

@vampiremutual @ch2rms
Im crying out for help but you dont like me 

Telling her my problems omg she take it lightly 

Saying “i dont care” but really take up to heart

She dont wanna be in my lyrics tell her that its “art”

Writing down all my lyrics coming from the heart 

Tryna keep my distance but its tearing us apart 

She wanna tell me about her life, she saying “where i start?”

Its like we playing in a play but i forgot my part 

Im a side character inside my own play 

I be telling myself in my head that im finna be great 

I be lying to myself the coping really hard 

See myself blow up with stress yeah its really hard

I aint got no friends its over, yeah i think its over

Crumbing relationship with you i just want some closure 

Tryna be lucky just like you 4 leaf clover 

Stomach hurts so bad i need the percs just to lay me over

ch2rms - side character prod sydney

https://open.spotify.com/album/6PHdIHK0oMrFmgda9tCoN2 All platforms///


2k3lifestyle™
[Production handled by none other than @gostupidcj and @ayooquis respectively.]

in the recent evolution of the @2k3lifestyle™ agenda the original creators have once again banded together to collect a few new "instruments" to be experimented with. This specific piece of composition has been tinkered with meticulously for over a year to release a fresh work of art that has ben given time to marinate now been approved for release unto wider public

Instruments used consist of @zootzie @i9bonsai @exodus1900

[@Zootzie] (°.𝐇𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐒𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝)

"pipes .. pipes, pipes who u like thts a sign, sign, kick em out, cant, wake up, blood, in my eyes, fake, in disguise, throw him in the fire, when we fina fire? i keep the steel on me yah, are u feelin me now, walk wit a pipe, hit yo mouth, u dont wanna fight, u gon die, LSD right on my tongue, we goin dumb"

[@i9Bonsai] (°.𝟏𝐬𝐭 𝐕𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞 𝐒𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝)

"ima turn my back2it all
u cnt evn right ur wrongs
pt urself knowin right wher u fall。。
i wnt b lookin out 4 no call

hw can i fl bad ab tht ¿
n hws it my fault u so attachd
u puttn puttn on this mask
gta get away from it at last

pick it up n runaway frm all of it
tell u wht i gta do just 2 tell u all again
no r u listenin? no i dnt wnt u listenin
n b tryin come back cuz its a miss"

[@Exodus1900] (°.𝟏𝐬𝐭 𝐕𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞 𝐒𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝)

"Don’t try to wear my name jus like ya dirty shoes, but I always play the fool I always try 2 keep it cool, but I still get accused I want nothing 2 do with you, sweet like perfume I had to pursue baby what’s your curfew I kno it won’t hurt to let me screw, it won’t hurt 2 let it, it wont hurt to let me boo I won’t hurt 2 let me it wont hurt to let me thru (2x"

[@zootzie] (°.𝐇𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐑𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝)

"pipes .. pipes, pipes who u like thts a sign, sign, kick em out, cant, wake up, blood, in my eyes, fake, in disguise, throw him in the fire, when we fina fire? i keep the steel on me yah, are u feelin me now, walk wit a pipe, hit yo mouth, u dont wanna fight, u gon die, LSD right on my tongue, we goin dumb"

Pipes³ - Zzzootzie Featuring. i9bonsai & EXODUS1900 (CJ808³ + QU!$⁷)

TIP OF DA TONGUE PRD VARA

og song - https://soundcloud.com/ch2rms/suffering

og beat made by @vampiremutual but it was remade by @prodelxnce

Lyrics:
I be feelin sick, feelin sick i ain’t gonna make it
I’mma pass out i can not take it 
And I’m the worst im gonna fall out 
She said that she hate, yeah she hate me, i'm all down
Monotone my voice yeah my voice she hate it
Constant suffering I ain't gonna make it
They asking charms are you alright
No i'm not crying in my songs every single night 
Ranting up to you cus I trust that you'll answer right 
I just need some help, yeah some guiding light
She don’t like me anymore I guess it’s out of spite 
Imma try Imma try damn Imma make it right 
Complaining yeah to you like I’m about to cry 
I just want somebody to tell me that I’ll be alright 
I need a hug, I need a hand yeah I’m reaching out 
I’m so sad I can’t take it I can’t take this route 
Pleading to myself like omg this simple bliss 
I just want somebody to tell me I’ll be missed 
I just wanna hug and feel the warmth inside your heart 
Everytime I look at you yeah I feel the spark
All my lyrics I write em down yeah its simple art 
We be acting out in a play but I don’t know my part 
She wanna tell me about her life she sayin “where do I start?”
I don’t know what to do i’m crumbling apart 
I’m the worst, I’m the one that sucks, I’m the one that is bad 
I’m the one that causing yeah commotion yeah to make you sad 
I don’t know how to apologize so I just say my bad 
Gaslight myself to believe I ain’t really sad 
I’m the worst, throwing up I can’t take it back
What's the point of talking to me bro we make each other mad 
Yeah I see it yeah at all cost 
Need to give my therapist a tip cus I’m too gone 
I wanna rant to you so bad but I know it’s long
I be crying 2 myself but I know It’s false
Do you know how it feels to pity yeah yourself 
Do you know how it feels to wanna kill yourself

so much 2 lose if ur happy (elxnce + sydney)

* Ways - Twp (Prod Ssh1be)

Prod d0llywood1 
(ib: kiryano&lovbug)

i roll up n smoke some gas
got the whole world in my hands
i dont why niggas mad
i think its cus his bitch a fan
i dont kno why this bitch is mad
i told her this is who i am
this shit is goin to my head
ur sayin shit that dont make sense

brand new bitch is superbad
but i cant b her superman
flex like im lex luger man
he get hit w this ruger man
i can b in ur top 10
but i jus cant b 2 thru 10
i was thumbin thru a check
i checked n i seen buku bands

shit that i jus went thru man
ill never go back thru again
im not checkin niggas chin
he checked n seen this new fn
i got scars thats on my wrist
i got some drip to cover it
blowin dope it got me dead
im sayin shit that dont make sense

d0llywood1 - What a coincidence

prod Orihime

Angel in the sky and you soar so high 
you a diamond in the sky and you shine bright
and you always tell the truth you never lie 
and you still look beautiful when you cry
tell me what I gotta do to stand by you
I feel like I might lose my mind when I'm right by you 
and I don't know what to do right now 
feel like I'm ina loop right now
don't think this is you right now
bought you flowers just so that you could hold me down 
you thought I was boring, used to call your phone 
and all you did was ignore it
friends told me that you wasn't worth it
but I didn't care 
baby girl just sit down 
enjoy the performance now
got lion tamers and got some clowns 
why does loving you make me feel like a clown
why does loving you make me smile upside down
and you there for me and I'm there for you
you get mad at me I get mad at me
and honestly I feel bad for you
because I'm the only man who gave a damn bout u


mixed by jvckrvid

sky (Prod. Orihime)

https://solo.to/sanriorose
Prod d0llywood1

Dont need that bitch
I swear I knew she was lyin abt it
I need a spliff
I swear I feel like Im dyin without it
U said u Rtd
then u have to die if u bout it
She said she fw me
I jus said that I highly doubt it

U signed ur life if u wit me
switchin I wont allow it
Bitches only love me for green
N I love when I count it
I dont do poutin
I gave back when I first had got clouted
U talkin down on BHG
U get thrown off a mountain

My pockets fat as shit
I need an accountant
Need them to route it
Im rockin shit thats hard to pronounce
bitch I cant pronounce it
Cant go out wit my friends
cus everywhere around here crowded
I shout it soon as I found it
Dad find out I might get grounded

Mom found out then its a problem
Im on it I kept it solid
I knew that this bitch aint want it
Gimme head jus like a bonnet
My first day I swear I bombed it
Next day I came back n got it
She mad cus I kept it honest
Honest I thought I would vomit

Im talkin bout my performance
I feel like ur an informant
I jus wanna feel important
Hmu if u need it
This is honestly how Im jus used to getting treated
She said she fw me cus Im cocky n conceited

She dont fw that nigga
I jus wish she would leave it
If u (censored) one more thing
I swear to god I would keep it
I hate that u jus want me to keep that shit a secret
I couldnt say wassup to u
cus I felt defeated

Im Ready to die you're Ready to die we're Ready to die Castle Emoji Sword Emoji :DDD

sky (Prod. Orihime)

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