N SHE TELLS HER FRIENDS THT SHES SEVERELY DEPRESSED!

problems - glaive (snippet)

prod/mixed by me
cautious with every single person in my life
got me worried that ill fuck up i dont wanna try

try to understand that their expectations way too high
try to understand me
i dont got no plan b

i just hope youll
wait for me

i know that you hate it
that youve grown impatient patiently 
its plain to me but
im workin on it baby
lately 
i been feeling better on the daily
you saved me

cautious

i just gotta stand out

produced by @johnkwondll

i cant fall asleep
lying cold on the floor i feel it all on me
i dont know any more about you than me
black screen on my phone i dont know what i see

i keep drawing on my face so i wont hate it
even when im telling the truth ill have to fake it
blacked out spend my night on the pavement 
staring at my face inside the mirror till i break it

no more staying in my mind you gotta move out
i couldnt think with you living upstairs yeah it was too loud
you really couldnt admit what you had done yeah it was all on me
i found way too many fake friends in my life i watched them all leave

every place that i go i just gotta stand out
theyre always staring at me
i guess im really in demand now
we were all in a room you spilled the truth then i ran out
now its all cause of you that we're through
im yelling man down

dont try to tell me youre a fan now
dont try to say you earned my love you want a handout
it never goes like how you planned out no shit
couldnt show you who i really was you never noticed

i tripped and fell on my wrist and now its broken 
cant ever tell when im sick i know its hopeless
your vision always held me back i didnt know it did
i really cut myself in half now we cant both live

no more staying in my mind you gotta move out
i couldnt think with you living upstairs yeah it was too loud
you really couldnt admit what you had done yeah it was all on me
i found way too many fake friends in my life i watched them all leave

every place that i go i just gotta stand out
theyre always staring at me
i guess im really in demand now
we were all in a room you spilled the truth then i ran out
now its all cause of you that we're through
im yelling man down

man down (p. typhoon)

resume(cover)

B Like You

snippet mash

1. ego death
2. libido
3. apricity

opracity

Production: Myoso, QuiKksand
Coverart: Thompson

head in two (myoso, quikksand)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/tonch1/blend

Lyrics:

Do I stop and regret?
Need to stop fucking around, if I
Wasn't so nice would you still keep me around?
Funny its hard just to be
So busy got no time to think
Take care of myself for a week
Then it's back to the edge
Been some time since I been on the brink
Tell myself that I'll change every week

Don't think that I could treat you the same (I can't do this anymore)
You fucked around because you were bored,
I wanted a

House with decor
Would even sleep on the floor
How you know this shits fucked cause I go back for more and I can't
Do this shit anymore
Had some old habits I forgot about
Picked them back up cause you weren't around
We can't ever do this again
It's fucked to pretend
That we could be anything else
Had some more people I forgot about
That love to talk shit when you're not around
I'm never gonna do this again
It's fucked to pretend
That you can put up with yourself

I don't know how to say it
Easier just to fake it
You coulda said it's over right?
Coulda said we're done this time
Cyclical in nature
Not a bug it's just a feature
If I had all that I wanted
Would the grass really be greener
Nah, I don't think so, I'm fucking stuck
You deal with more bullshit even when you're out the mud
And I know you had it rough sometimes back when you're growing up
and so ya accumulate your feelings till we falling out of love
yeah, its fucked yeah
Had me a mess
Forget that we're growing old
I feel like lying in bed with you has really taken its toll
Cause I wanted a

House with decor
Would even sleep on the floor
How you know this shits fucked cause I go back for more and I can't
Do this shit anymore
Had some old habits I forgot about
Picked them back up cause you weren't around
We can't ever do this again
It's fucked to pretend
That we could be anything else
Had some more people I forgot about
That love to talk shit when you're not around
I'm never gonna do this again
It's fucked to pretend
That you can put up with yourself


https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/tonch1/blend

house with decor

dc traffic <3

you forgot north carolina...

Qlean + kennedyxoxo

@kennedysucks

luv u all :)

problems - glaive (snippet)

DESPONDENT HOPE