19 and feeling blue, and i don't know whats gotten into you
so sick of all the bullshit and lies
so sick of all the fake love
so cry
i won't be there for you, even if you want me to
can't face the complications
i don't want negotiation
so

don't hold my hand when it gets rough
you know i'll just call your bluff
i know you'll just call it love
when hurt is all that is does

so hard to forget about you
why won't our plans go through
i know you wanted me
i know i wanted you

so hard to forget about you
why won't our plans go through
i know you wanted me
i know i wanted you

i'll light up a cigarette for us
is that your idea of love?
i just wish you'd pull me closer
cos' i'm only getting older
and it hurts to say you're fake
but i can't say it any other way
hope my memories fade
don't wanna see you today

don't hold my hand when it gets rough
you know i'll just call your bluff
i know you'll just call it love
when hurt is all that is does

bluff

N SHE TELLS HER FRIENDS THT SHES SEVERELY DEPRESSED!

problems - glaive (snippet)

i just gotta stand out

produced by @johnkwondll

i cant fall asleep
lying cold on the floor i feel it all on me
i dont know any more about you than me
black screen on my phone i dont know what i see

i keep drawing on my face so i wont hate it
even when im telling the truth ill have to fake it
blacked out spend my night on the pavement 
staring at my face inside the mirror till i break it

no more staying in my mind you gotta move out
i couldnt think with you living upstairs yeah it was too loud
you really couldnt admit what you had done yeah it was all on me
i found way too many fake friends in my life i watched them all leave

every place that i go i just gotta stand out
theyre always staring at me
i guess im really in demand now
we were all in a room you spilled the truth then i ran out
now its all cause of you that we're through
im yelling man down

dont try to tell me youre a fan now
dont try to say you earned my love you want a handout
it never goes like how you planned out no shit
couldnt show you who i really was you never noticed

i tripped and fell on my wrist and now its broken 
cant ever tell when im sick i know its hopeless
your vision always held me back i didnt know it did
i really cut myself in half now we cant both live

no more staying in my mind you gotta move out
i couldnt think with you living upstairs yeah it was too loud
you really couldnt admit what you had done yeah it was all on me
i found way too many fake friends in my life i watched them all leave

every place that i go i just gotta stand out
theyre always staring at me
i guess im really in demand now
we were all in a room you spilled the truth then i ran out
now its all cause of you that we're through
im yelling man down

man down (p. typhoon)

best i eva had but i still choose a perk 😸😛😋

best i ever had [prodblickyhomeboy]

B Like You

produced by tykun

lyrics:

you said you'd be here til the end
you ripped my heart out
i don't know where to begin
guess i was not the human that i should've been
you always did me wrong 
i tried to let you win
everything passes so at least i know i will-
i will get better one day i won't have to deal-
with all the shit inside my head it gets too real
already tried hiding my feelings keep them sealed

tell me was all my fault?
tell me what i did wrong cause i don't know
i don't got no one to call
when i'm on the juice i keep losing control
i got way too many problems
i want to solve em,  can't do it on my own
maybe this time i'll go all in
maybe this time when i fall i won't break my bones

break my bones 
i need more some time
wish i can't rewind
but i can't rewind
i felt so right
just you and i
under the moonlight
under the moonlight


bridge

you said you'd be here til the end
you ripped my heart out
i don't know where to begin
guess i was not the human that i should've been
you always did me wrong 
i tried to let you win
everything passes so at least i know i will-
i will get better one day i won't have to deal-
with all the shit inside my head it gets too real
already tried hiding my feelings keep them sealed

i know that i'm not perfect
i know that i'm not worth it
i'm looking at the man inside the mirror i feel worthless
my cries for help ain't working
i guess i do deserve it 
i'm no longer a person
i'm no longer a person
i know that i'm not perfect
i know that i'm not worth it
i'm looking at the man inside the mirror i feel worthless
my cries for help ain't working
i guess i do deserve it 
i'm no longer a person
i'm no longer a person

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til the end (tykun)

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realization - brakence AI mix

holly

prod. @noraevelyne
mix and master. @n7te
presave: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/keepur/pollution

ohhh
yeah
you think i'd let you come back?
funny, after you did me li  ke that?
oh baby did yo u lose track?
i'm moving up, you're getting left in the past

i saw how you looked at  him
and you think that i'll take t hat back?
no baby my walls ar e far from thin
and you're still nothin but trash
i'm finally moving  along  
guess that you're watching me
you're making kids
while i'm making peace
don't think that you can come back to me 
you can't come back to me no-

i saw how you looked at him
and you think that i'll take that back?
no baby my walls are far from thin
and you're still nothin but trash

you're polluting all my air
see regret tangled in your hair
you say you want a second chance?
well baby i guess life ain't fair
catch me poppin' oxys and i'm gone
you did me dirty, did me wrong
you can catch me fuckin' all your friends
sorry baby, guess this the end

problems - glaive (snippet)

DESPONDENT HOPE